Mamy
Ever felt the same way

" Aaaaaaa, why did all this have to happen" cried Emilia under the torrent of rain that made her want to continue to let the rain drench her body.

" Why is it all happening to me." cried Emilia again.

It did not feel like the day was getting dark, the rain had also started to subside, Emilia resumed her steps to find a place to stay, starting today, she should be able to stand on her own feet.

Emilia must be able to support herself, must not rely on others or anyone, from now on, Emilia has been determined not to use the Wirayudo name behind her name, there is no Emilia Wirayudo. there is only Emilia diamond.

" Okay Emil, you can definitely get through this, you have to be able to, you can't be a weak woman" said Emilia as she re-stretched her legs.

" Please pray mommy baby, pray mommy to get through all this. You are the only treasure you have for now" said Emilia while rubbing her flat stomach.

After walking far enough, Emilia finally saw a house that had written on KONTRAKAN. quickly Emilia stepped her feet to arrive at that place.

" Ashloraikum"

" Greetings waalaikum, there is something I can help neng"

" So ma'am, I need a place to stay, is this place really rented? if so, I want ya ma'am" said Emilia politely

" Who happens to be neng, the person has just moved, if neng wants to. neng can contract here, yes but neng knows for himself, my contract is not too good"

" It's okay ma'am, like anything, it's important that I have a place to stay. How much does the rent cost?"

" Yes already neng, the rent is 200k just neng"

" Yes ma'am, I take ya ma'am. here's the money. I started occupying tonight ya ma'am"

" Yes go ahead, here's the key, good break neng"

Emilia simply nodded politely, then began to open the door of the rented house that would become her new residence.

" Thank God, baby, we have a place to stay" Emilia said as she rubbed her stomach.

Without feeling that the night had just passed, Emilia wriggled as she felt the sunlight had entered through the curtain gap that directly led to her face. The woman blinked for a while to adjust the lighting that entered her sense of sight.

" What time is it, how hot" Emilia said while looking at the clock from her phone screen.

" Huh, 10 in the morning"

Emilia's eyes widened when she saw the clock that had shown at 10 am, the woman got up from her seat and came out of her room,

" Totally laper "

" Just inget, from yesterday morning I have not eaten anything" he said, who just realized, if he did not eat at all began yesterday morning, he said,

Because Emilia had not had time to eat nausea and vomiting first, what if it happened again, Emilia began to fear if people around her would find out about her pregnancy,

Tok...

" Waalaikum salam ma'am, I'm fine kok ma'am, it's just that I'm bad luck. thank you ma'am, mom is so good"

" Come on in the mom"

Emilia asked the person who had the contract to come with her, however, when Emilia would feed the rice into her mouth.The thing that Emilia had feared happened again, nausea and wanting to vomit again he felt when he smelled the smell of cooking in front of him.

" Neng, why neng" said Ms. Aisyah who worried about Emilia's condition.

Shortly after, the bathroom door opened and Emilia came out with a pale face.

" Are you okay, son?"

" I'm good, ma'am, can keep the food no ma'am, my stomach is nauseous to hear the smell"

the words of Emilia made the owner of the contract look at her with a view that holds a thousand questions that began to seep into the mind of Aisyah's mother.

" Are you pregnant, son?" ask me, Aisyah soft

Emilia was silent when she heard the question, her memory returning yesterday, the day she was kicked out of the house by her own father.

" Daughter, just tell the same mother, do not be alone pendam not good for pregnant women a lot of thoughts"

Emilia tried to hold back her tears from spilling in front of Aisyah's mother, but her chest felt so tight when she recalled all the words that were thrown from her papa mouth, A man that Emilia had been idolizing all this time,

From childhood, Emilia was so idolizing and admiring the figure of her own father, therefore, Emilia was so eager to become a great lawyer like her father when she was an adult. will that goal still be achieved after all this has happened?

Finally, Emilia's hard-earned tears managed to get away with it.

" Yes ma'am, I am pregnant, because of this incident.I was expelled by my parents, hiks..hiks.." said Emilia who sounded so sad.

Seeing Emilia start sobbing makes Ayesha's mother carry Emilia in her arms, "Patient boy, I know this is heavy. But you have to be strong, if you may know, where is the father of your son?"

" Emilia did not know mom, everything just happened, at first I just thought it was all a dream, but it turned out, it was even reality that happened like the worst dream of my life"

" Astagfirullah.patient yes neng, I have also felt the same way as your parents"

Hearing that made Emilia wipe her tears, and raised her face from just looking down. " That means ma'am?"

Ms. Aisyah took a heavy breath before starting her story.Similar things she had felt, anger, disappointment had been felt by Ms. Aisyah with her husband. but he never intended to leave his son who was down. They both gave positive encouragement and encouragement to her son, but God wanted another, son Aisha died giving birth one month ago.

" Mother's son was in the position you were in, she was pregnant from a man she had never known before, angry, laughing I felt at that time, but my heart was still conscious, mother didn't throw him out, let alone leave him, "

" Mom and husband mother try sincerely and accept everything, all insults, insults from everyone, mother does not listen to all that, and gradually. all the neighbors no longer talk about the children of mothers who are pregnant out of wedlock, all ended accordingly" explained Ms. Aisyah

" Where is the mother's child now, has she given birth?"

" My son died giving birth to my son, he was bleeding and losing a lot of blood"