Marriage Stain

Marriage Stain
Prologues


Amelia Soraya is 33 years old. His small posture with a cute face and beautiful charming. Sora has a babyface face, so she seems a lot easier than her age. Everyday life he spent in the office. That is because to fill his free time, he is bored if he has to stay at home.


When she was 23 years old, Sora decided to accept a proposal from a man who had been dating her since high school. Sora's marriage seems happy like a married couple in general. He felt grateful to have a husband who could accept all his shortcomings.


Alan Manco Kardinov's. A 34-year-old man, he is the husband of Sora. The handsome man who captivated Sora while he was in High School. Alan is the upperclassman and Sora's neighbor in the housing estate where he used to live. While in High School he was very popular among the gray girls. He is an idol and many become the wrestler of his younger class.


Alan's warm personality made Sora love her husband so much at that time. During the passage of the household ark ten years more, there is rarely a spark of conflict between the two.


However, the thing that sora feared the most had finally happened. Now a great storm has struck Sora's life. A great event that he will never forget. Memories of a happy life with Alan will soon be lost. Replace with bad days that will drain her tears.


It all starts when everyone reviews their home life. People around him were busy commenting on his fertility and Alan, it was because he and Alan were not given offspring.


"I hate it when my neighbors tell me when I'm going to have a baby. Everyone around the house, when I see me, I ask when I have children. Do they not know, I also asked the Almighty why I was never given offspring," Sora told Alan who was sitting half-lying beside him.


Alan was more mature, regardless of what his neighbors and others said. He focused more on his work and happiness with Sora, he chose to forget about the descent that became the root of the problem for his extended family. Alan was actually very depressed, his mother always asked him for children.


Alan could understand the mother's feelings, as she was his only son. It was only natural that his family wanted him to have a child soon. But that's why, the marriage he lived long enough with Sora never presents a baby between the two of them.


"Prophe Sora, maybe not yet. When the time comes, our prayers will surely be answered" Alan said as he stroked the hair of his beloved wife. His eyes glared far away, as if he was also looking for answers. When will he be trusted to be a father.


"But my heart breaks if that question comes out of your mother Mas. He really wanted a granddaughter from my womb. We've been married ten years. There was no sign that I was pregnant. All the pregnant programs I've been through, all in vain not getting any results at all," Sora said desperately.


Sora seemed to have given up, it felt like he was unable to hear the variety of sneers and innuendo that attacked him. The question sentences they had thrown out accidentally hurt his heart.


"It's Sora, let's go to sleep. Tomorrow we go back to work, don't spend your energy thinking about things that only hurt you. Switch it to something else, how about a weekend we take a vacation. It seems like your mind is already very messed up," Alan sprawled his body beside Sora, he hugged the body of the woman who had long accompanied his life.


Hearing Alan's words, Sora's eyes that had not felt sleepy had to be closed with a heavy heart. He hugged Alan's body, which was holding him. Both of them slept on the same bed. And tonight might be the last night for both of them to be alone in the room so friendly.


Early in the morning, the sun barged in through Sora's bedroom window. His hand crept next to his bed. He looked for Alan who had no trace of him.


Sora blinked his eyes, his eyes still faint and blurry. Rising from her bed into the bathroom, Sora glanced at the wall clock beside the large frame containing wedding portraits of herself and Alan. A picture that shows the happiness of both of them.


His lips smiled wryly, he recalled the good times. Where she is still a newlywed. His memory wandered far away. After the wedding procession was over, Alan her husband carried her body into the big and magnificent house. Home wedding gifts from Alan to himself.


This house should be filled with children's laughter, not what it is now. It was already like a grave, because it was so desolate and desolate. Sora only lives alone with Alan in this house after they are officially married. No one else, except Mr. Dadang. He is a gardener and guardian of Sora's house who has long served Alan.


After wearing neat and fashionable clothes, Sora asked Mr. Dadang to open the door fence. He was leaving for work, without breakfast. Alan had already left for work first, leaving Sora who looked lonely. Instead of breakfast alone, he chose breakfast with his colleagues in the office.


Such was the daily life of Sora and Alan. The atmosphere was warm, gradually becoming cold due to the absence of children among them. Both had their fertility checked at the hospital, and there seemed to be a problem with Sora's content. Makes it hard to get pregnant.


But it does not make both of them give up, whatever program they have undertaken. All the effort they have done, the effort and prayer they have maximized. But maybe God does not believe in both, until the marriage age enters ten years more never appear the baby.


Gradually Sora felt saturated, until it was thought of by him. She once talked nonsense to her husband. Sora asks that Alan marry again. Although it was not a sincere request from her heart, she sometimes felt helpless as a woman.


Sora wants to see her husband happy, free from the pressures of her family. He knows and understands the characteristics of his parents-in-law. In front of her the mother of her husband said sweetly to her. But his attitude is inversely proportional when behind him. He knew very well because he had often caught wet the in-laws who gossiped himself barren to all neighbors and people he knew.


The wall can talk. He got upset at the in-laws, but he wanted to how else. Sora was only able to harbor her sense of regret. He took a deep breath. The burden on his shoulders felt heavy. If someone sells a child, he is the first to move forward.


Sora is deadlocked by what is now afflicting him, he does not know what path he must take. It feels like all roads are tightly closed to get out of the problems that face them. Getting children is not as easy as buying snacks in the market. Sora squeezed his head violently.


He parked his car recklessly on the side of the road, this morning his mind was completely fucked up. Thinking of a child makes him or herself frustrated. Should she let Alan get married again? Should he let Alan divide hearts? All the questions he had to answer. Which wife wants her husband to share his heart? Which wife would share her heart?


Not noticeably, a clear grain descended from both of Sora's eyes. Both of his cheeks were wet with tears of sadness. Sora is in a dilemma, what should he do to please everyone but have to hurt his own heart.


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