
An answer that Alena would never have guessed.
Yes, Alena obviously felt confused when the young man in front of her said something like that.
'A person who does not exist in this world?'
Alena who heard those words that were as if said in a sad tone suddenly had a bad premonition.
"What's.... Whatchu mean?"
The young man in front of Alena came closer to Alena, then looked at her with a sad expression.
"As I said, this Xavier in front of you is technically something that doesn't exist,"
"You're Sean, why are you even talking so much you're just a con man! Ye... Why are you playing me like this Sean? Is it fun to make me a different person?"
Alena was overwhelmed with the sadness and sadness that was in her heart thinking that this was her being deceived by the friend before her.
When he thought about it he was acting like a fool, like a stupid girl in love, was the young man on it enjoying the game?
For sure he laughed, thinking that a successful game to make himself fooled.
She was so good at acting that Alena actually felt deceived and felt that they were two different people.
He felt being played by the young man in front of him.
"I'm not Sean, but I'm still technically part of Sean,"
The young man began to calmly say things and secrets that he should have said.
Feeling if there is no need for more secrets to be hidden because things have become like this.
Alena once again felt clueless when she heard those words.
"I really don't understand what you mean! Why don't you just confess to the deception and the games you're making and tell me what you mean by playing with my heart?"
"Lena, I swear I never meant to play you!!"
"Sean Enough! Don't call me by that familiar pretentious name, it just makes me so sick!!"
The young man, staring at this girl who was before him who was currently besides being engulfed with rage tears began to spill from the corner of his eyes.
Alena may feel unable to bear with all the situations of reality that she had to accept was heavier than she thought.
Alena realized, this was probably because the deep love for the young man before her was so great, and it was very painful to end up being played like this.
The young man felt unable to bear about how the girl before him was sad but if the girl knew the reality would it not make him sadder?
That he is not something that exists in this world, he is just one part of Sean, his other personality....
Something that might just disappear...
"Lena, listen to my words carefully. You probably wouldn't believe me, I'm not the Sean you know, Sean doesn't know about any of this,"
"Why are you acting like you're talking about someone else? You're obviously Sean!"
"Yes, I'm Sean, but I'm not really Sean, I'm a form of another personality that he's got, I'm called Xavier,"
Alena who had just heard that was clearly getting pretentious and feeling distrustful of the things she had just heard.
"Huh? What other lies have you made? You used to claim to be Sean's twin brother, but now you say you're the other Sean? You think I'm gonna believe that silly story you made up?"
"Lena, I'm sorry for lying before that because if I told you or told you the truth you wouldn't believe it,"
"Yes, who would believe Sean had two personalities?"
"However, that is the fact, don't you see how he and I are completely different? I can exist like this, because of Sean's weakness, Sean always craved himself to be a perfect figure, in the hope of making his mother love him, and his father proud of him... So he threw away all the weaknesses he had in him to make himself the current Sean, including his heart... Both of us's past isn't a beautiful thing,"
Alena, don't listen to that story, obviously don't know whether to believe it or not.
But what if what he said was true?
"You think I'm gonna believe the bullshit story you have?"
"Wait on! Goddamn bum!! What are you trying to do!!"
Yes, Alena was clearly covering her eyes, not expecting that the young man before her had actually gone insane and shameless trying to unclog her in a place like this.
Is this the way the young man seduced her??
With body?
What a shameless thing!!!
Xavier continued to do the things he did to remove some of his clothes, then pointed at his scarred back.
Alena who did not get that response, quietly peeking out from behind her hand, clearly felt quite shocked when she was faced with the back of the young man's body before her.
Yes, there are various scars, whether it's like a lash or a punch mark?
There were some purple bruises there and also some streaks of cuts like an old wound.
Just thinking about it suddenly made Alena afraid, and anxious, it clearly looked quite painful even though it was old wounds.
"You...."
Xavier immediately returned to wearing his clothes, and turned to look at Alena.
"Don't you know? I just entered the Aerospace Family when I was in my 10s, basically, I was an illegitimate child out of wedlock, a child that no one, not even my own mother, had expected,"
The words were said in a tone full of sadness as if trying to twist the memories of the past, and here, he started his story on Alena.
The story of an unwanted child, who is always in a small room, alone, even though the child is sick, no one cares or notices, no one asked him if he was hungry or not, he was so thin and small, sometimes his mother only came home with a little food but only shared a little with the child.
'It's very troublesome to have to take care of you, why do you have to be born all? At least, you can get sick and die, but you are still so healthy until now, just try I am not supervised by the neighbors... I threw it away!'
Bad memories began to return to the young man, naturally because he was also Sean, they shared the same memories.
Perhaps out of solitude and loneliness, the child begins to speak for himself, a sad childhood trauma, until it slowly grows something that should not exist, a voice that appears on his head.
'Don't be sad, Sean... I'll protect you...'
'Who are you?'
'I am your brother, you can call me... Xavier, ''c,'
Despite having a difficult life, the child always tries to stay alive, and always tries to get affection and love from his mother.
Trying to do what he can, so his mother notices him, starts cleaning and cleaning up.
'Xavier, if I become a good and diligent child Mama will notice me?'
'Yes, Mama will definitely notice us,'
'Really, Mama still feeds me regularly after all, she must have loved me!'
The trust of a child who is not even five years old, but he has always been a pretty smart child.
Sometimes, there are still some neighbors who pay attention to him, help him by giving old clothes and also make sure the child's mother does not abandon her child, or try to hurt him.
But it even made the child's mother more depressed, and in the end besides basic needs never pay attention to her son.
A child who always craves the love and affection of his mother, never gives up.
"You knew? Maybe it was only after my biological father returned from Abroad after his success that Mama used Sean to get into the Aerospace Family, but the people in the family were definitely not good people, you might be able to guess what the end was like, and the kind and gentle Sean became that kind of trashy figure, I am the remnant of a weakness that he threw away to be a perfect figure, he said, but it doesn't make Sean as stable sometimes, and when he's in his teens, I can take over his body once in a while, and that's how I met you, it's not something I planned, at least when I have some freedom I just want to do the things I like,"
Alena who heard all that, somehow became to believe in us but also so sad when she heard it can not imagine what kind of fate or what kind of thing Sean had experienced.
The dark side, which is always hidden, is too sad even to imagine.
Then Xavier's whereabouts....
"So you're really the other Sean?"
"Sounds absurd, right? But that's the truth, I, the Xavier you like isn't someone who really exists, and it's possible that I could suddenly disappear at any time, just like that year. I honestly don't want to have too deep of a relationship with you, but what? Love sometimes comes on suddenly, I'm too scared to tell you all this, after all you hate Sean, and I'm still part of Sean...."