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It's been a long day, but Lista is still reluctant to open her eyes so that makes Varel more worried about his daughter
When too long struggling with thoughts, Varel suddenly took his phone and started calling someone hoping that the one across there would immediately pick up the call. However, nil.
Many times, ah not even seems to have been dozens of times he called to the same number and the result remains the same. No one picked up the call, not even the intended phone was active
Varel stared at the screen of the phone showing the phone number of someone, Varel,
“My Wife ”
Even the name of the contact he never changed since the incident a few months ago.
Honey.return-Varel.
Back, after struggling with his thoughts again, Varel's fingers began to dance on the mobile phone screen to send a message to his wife
Hey, how are you and our kids now? Ah, do I look so awkward? Pardon me, forgive your evil husband, forgive my words and words that hurt you. Sorry, I sincerely want to apologize to you. Come back, I need you, our son needs you, everyone needs you. Please, come back by my side as my wife and Mrs Fernandez. I really miss you. For months I've been living a very chaotic life of hatred towards you and Bas until one day our daughter dressed me up to be her handsome Daddy and Bas who explained everything to me. It was then that my life became more and more chaotic with each passing day, I was always haunted by guilt, I missed you every day, and I was always thinking of you. Every day, I lived with fear, I was afraid that one day I would get the divorce papers you filed, I was afraid to suddenly hear that you had forgotten me, I'm afraid that if you leave me forever, I'm afraid that I can no longer look at your pretty face, and I'm really afraid of losing you. Honey, please come back to me. - Varel
Unknowingly, though, Varel typed all the messages with tears that had soaked his face until the moment the message was sent there was a sobbing sound that was desperately held so that no one would hear it even if it was just he and Lista were in the room
The sobs are getting louder and louder enough to be heard, the cries that are trying to be held, the sadness that is just being harbored, and the pain that is felt alone without wanting to involve others in it
Varel cried, shedding all his feelings at this moment, clutching tightly onto the phone he had been holding, since, looking down with sobs that slowly disappeared and a blank stare that was staring at the screen of his mobile phone that displayed a photo of his little family
Silent. No more sobbing sounds were heard, there was only a heavy roar of breath and a trembling shoulder meant that he was crying in silence again. A very painful cry
No one understands what Varel feels now because he always hides it without wanting to tell and share his story with others.
Varel, he feels failed to be a father and a husband. He felt that he failed to keep his promise before the tomb of Vania's parents and in front of Papa's tomb. He felt that he failed to make his favorite daughter-in-law happy. He feels he has failed to heal Vania's past wounds. And, he felt like he had failed to be a good partner.
Varel stared at the screen of his phone which again displays a message room where the message he sent a few minutes ago only tick one alias not read by the recipient
Our daughter is sick. I failed to take good care of her, I couldn't take care of her without you. Please, come back.-Varel
Again. Sending a message that he knew would eventually not be read by his wife
Do you hate me so much that you don't want to reply or just read this message? I'm sorry, honey. Please, forgive the fatal mistake I made. I promise, ah no-no I have promised often and still deny it. This time I don't want to promise anymore, I want to prove to you that I'm really sorry for what I did first. Please, I'm sorry.Varel
The last message Varel sent was closed along with heavy breathing and eyes that could not be separated from the screen of his phone
The tears suddenly came back as Varel read their messages that had already passed. Sobs began to sound, blank eyes that were still staring at the phone screen fixedly. The memory returned a few months ago
The flashback
Varel was sitting in his chair with his hands dancing on a computer keyboard. It seems, the owner of the company is busy with a pile of files on the table.
While sipping coffee, suddenly his phone rang several times which it was believed that his wife was sending him some messages. A smile was immediately etched clearly on the face of the successor to Fernandez Group
He quickly grabbed his phone and opened it
[send a picture]
See, Yeontan is upset about not having a lover
Varel who read the message across there only chuckled softly because he knew after this there were many random things that Vania would tell him
Suddenly, his phone rings again
[send a picture]
Do I have to buy another puppy as Yeontan's lover?- Vania
How surprised Varel was when Vania suddenly sent a photo that was thought to be in a pet store. Quickly the finger typed something
Jesus, Honey. You're where? With who? Why not tell me?- Varel
[send a picture]
Haha..I was just kidding Vania
It turns out that Vania only sent the pictures she got from the internet, trying to prank the husband without realizing that her husband was there
Honey, you surprised me. I thought you really went to the pet store.-Varel
Relax, Varel. Don't be so serious, Vania
Hey, why do you call your husband by name?- Varel
I forgot, I have to bathe Yeontan-Vania
Varel laughed knowing that it was only his wife's wits to avoid angry Varel
Flashback off
A faint smile was etched clearly on Varel's face as he recalled and reread the random messages that Vania had sent while away from him
Unknowingly, the princess who had woken up looked at Varel in surprise without daring to speak anything
Daddy is crying? What's Daddy thinking? This is the first time I've seen Daddy cry
Lista stared at the man not far from her, who was focused on staring at the cellphone and did not realize that he was being noticed by the child
Does Daddy miss Mommy?- Lista
When he saw Varel begin to stand up, Lista quickly closed her eyes to be thought she was still unconscious.
The sound of footsteps approaching makes Lista afraid if caught pretending to be asleep and caught red-handed by his Daddy
“Nak, Daddy misses your Mommy.”
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