Marrying a Cruel Man
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That night, Eryna, who had fallen asleep, woke up in a lot of pain. "This is not true. Why must it be now." Lirih Eryna's.
And it just so happens that Will is not with Eryna right now. Because Will was in Ella's room, looking at baby Mika.
"Will." Call Eryna, but there's no answer.
"Will." Call her later.
Eryna could only cry in pain.. Instantly Eryna recalls the memories of the past, the memories of where she first met Will. A meeting that brings monkey love into real love..
Eryna remembered all the sweet memories of Will's past few months. When Will treats her so well, like a queen. Eryna smiled in pain remembering everything.. All those memories.
A little while later, Will, who was satisfied to see baby Mika, now walked to his room, the room where Eryna was.
Chequek.
The sound of the door
Prov Eryna.
Some think this might be stupid. But I think it's a blessing. Every day I try to remember our short memories. Trying to remember your warm back. So that someday if we meet I can get to know you, my first love. I want to prove to everyone that first love can be true love. And I can prove that.
Many men came closer to me. But I refused everything. Just because of you, I don't know where you are. Sometimes I think I'm not a normal woman, because I always close myself to men who want to medekat. It's all because of you Will. I wish with her there I shut myself off from others, I wish I could keep myself for you.
Silly isn't...????
But that's me, if I've chosen one heart, then it's hard for me to move to another.
But that day, instantly my heart and world were broken. When someone kidnaps me, and marries me forcibly. My heart is getting broken. When the thing I have cared for the most and very valuable is now taken by my own husband. My cruel husband. And my hope of meeting my first love is now gone, and I bury it deep.
When I try to sort everything out. Reality is in plain sight. Like God has been granting my prayers all this time. It turns out my cruel husband is the man I've been all along.
Between happy, happy, disappointed and angry all feelings mix into one moment as well. I was even worried, wanting to choose what steps I should take ahead of him. From days to months, I had it all. And I decided to go away.
Be ill.. Only that word can be said. This heart honestly hurts so much when I choose this path.. But it seems that God, once again, does not want us to separate. God put a baby in my womb. So that maybe we can live happily three forever.. I decided to go back to my first love..
However, it was only for a moment. It turns out that God has another story about my life, about ours.. God gave me a hard choice. Choose my baby, or me.. And again I was presented with a choice that was so difficult.. But isn't life like this.? Take and give..