
Sarah hugged Raka immediately, as soon as she came out of the doctor's room Pram.
Raka did not speak, only hugged Sarah tightly, letting her wife cry in her chest.
A good husband knows when to give his chest to his wife.
Sometimes words cannot ease sadness. Only a hug is necessary to just reduce the burden
Yes, they both have heard, there is not much to do, except to try and pray.
Cancer cells have spread throughout the body in a short time even in the liver area there are cancer cells as big as coins in some places.
"Cancerous cells seem to have spread to several organs even seem to be almost in all tissues after the operation of the father's hinge change. We stabilize the condition of the father first, after which we gradually try khemoterapy. This is something we can do to block these cancer cells."
That's what Dr. Pram said, but Raka knows, a doctor may just be trying to build up the patient's family's optimism but perhaps what can be promised for success toward a very thin cure.
"Right now, if you want to bring your father home for a while, just do it, whatever can please him, it's good for his recovery. And the more likely we are to do further treatment if the condition of his body allows. The key to health depends not only on medicine but on the happiness, excitement and spirit of the patient himself."
In Sarah's ears hpir like a sentence of surrender that is said subtly. His father was really suffering from a serious illness. And Sarah as a child felt very helpless.
"The doctor once said, can do a marrow transplant for this, I'm willing to be the donor. I'm his son.his biological son..."Sarah said with a pleading look in front of Dr. Pram.
"We try gradually ma'am, yes.for bone marrow transplantation this is a procedure for replacing abnormal cells in the bone marrow with healthy bone marrow cells, which are not, it can be taken from the patient's stem cell or stem cell donor. But still we will see the match and also the condition of the patient who will receive a transplant. Mother, we hope to be patient first..."
"Will my dad be okay?"
Doctor Pram was speechless, he seemed so selective in choosing words.
"We work together."
"How long is my dad?" Sarah's voice was so trembling, that's the real question, which she wanted to ask even though the truth of the answer might have to be heard, she herself had almost no courage to listen.
Doctor Pram sighed and looked at Raka and Sarah in turn.
He really does not want to break the hearts of others but give empty hope of course be unfair to people who are expecting a lot.
Raka held Sarah's hand as long as Doctor Pram read out the CT SCAN photos and explained in great detail. Hearing something as difficult as this is not a trivial thing, because the one who heard must feel he was alive but his heart was broken.
"We don't have much time..." Doctor Pram finally said.
"But we can make that little time meaningful if we can always entertain and encourage it. Being next to her and making her think only of fun things will make her better."
Sarah and Raka knew that the last sentence was a verdict that Sarah's father had little time.
"I'm scared..." Sarah cried for some time in Raka's chest.
Raka patted the wife's shoulder gently, the hug was so warm.
"Why does everything have to happen to me and Dad...?" Sarah sniffles. He knew his father's age wouldn't be long.
Raka guided Sarah to a chair in the corner of the room. He did not want to go back to Sarah's father's room with Sarah in a state so devastated and sad.
"I wouldn't say don't be afraid for now, because the situation is not easy. I can't lie feeling the same way. But at least, for now we can strengthen each other." Bisik Raka in Sarah's ear.
"Why did everything bad happen to me? What are my sins and faults?" Sarah bit her pale lips trembling.
"Darling, listen to me..." Raka held his wife's hand gently.
"Sometimes life feels very unfair to us, but don't make us question God for every single thing we experience whether it's a disaster or an accident. Not because we are guilty or evil but because sometimes bad things happen to good people."
"But I can't even be happy for a second. I just met you, but why does God seem to want to take it away from me so quickly?" Sarah closed her eyes, the pain in her tight chest. Trying to hold back her crying.
"It's not why you're disappointed, baby.it's not wrong if you want to cry and be sad. Cry, it's okay." Raka grabbed Sarah's shoulder.
Yes, Sarah is feeling at the lowest point in her life, the challenges of life she receives so hard, hitting her in a row. His life seemed to be chasing tears in the past few days.
"Honey, my mother once said, the problems for problems that we may have to accept in life is not a punishment but learning. You'll find lessons in every exam you have to pass."
"But it hurts so much, it's so heavy..."
As hard as anyone can be, people will be afraid of real loss in plain sight.
"Losing people is the only thing you'd expect to see after all these years, when you find them and you're not given a little longer, it hurts a lot..." Whisper Sarah while squeezing Raka's palm.
"Darling, believe me. No matter what happens, that's the best thing that has to happen. You must be strong in every difficult situation, because the road is not always broken, there are times to meet a flat place. This trial will pass soon. Strengthen your heart, baby. There's me, there's Rae, there's mama and papa. We're gonna get through it together, you're not alone, baby."
Sarah wiped away her tears herself, and she felt her heart sail at the power her husband gave her.
God always has a plan, ask Him to be strengthened. God is all-knowing, He who holds power, nothing is impossible when he wills. And every thing that is pictured in plain sight, may scare us but believe me, we will have the power when actually dealing with that point. It's not easy, but face it bravely.
(Sir othor double UP plan yes today.want to immediately pass the sad part and meet again with happy🥺 parts Stay with Raka and Sarah, Raka, yaaaa🙏🥲 we together learn to be a strength for our partner from their love story 💗💗)
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