MENANTU
LIMA
CHAPTER.5.MEET AZIZ.
After I was relieved to meet with kara and had the support of my grandmother.My light heart from all the problems no more problems in my heart.
That place was my place to calm down.
Because they understood my feelings and comforted me.
After home kara anyway then I dare to try to see the message from Aziz.notah what the contents of the message so that it can cause a big problem for me.
“Ri..mau dormitory where...??sorry I helped my parents so I didn't get to see hp”
“Ri..”
“Rinia...”
“ri..pesk.”
“pesekku..”.
As usual, he called me many times with his message saying my name.
“Ri...
No papa take care of myself well yes my pug, I love the same rinaya.aziz will wait until ri come home”
That's the content of his last message and that's the only message that made the problem so big.
“ see Ra read...only this is the message until papa is so angry no matter if I just came home”
I said to kara while extending my phone to her
“iss...already crazy...!!
It's true that your papa ri likes you so she doesn't like you being close to other people.”
The words make me shiver
“Apaan the hell Ra don't make me ticklish and scared.”.
My answer is against it
“Can be RI diakan stepfather..many you know the bad events of the stepfather.don't until it happens also to you”.
Kara's words made me more afraid and anxious.My uncomfortable eyes were more cautious.
The intention of getting married just stood out from my heart.I really have to get married.Fear my fate is getting worse.
Not only will I be scorned by my friends for not being fatherless but will also be scorned because of the stepfather who gives great disgrace later.and who I will bear not only friends but also all humans who know me.
Grandma and kara were right, only that way out was the one I could choose to bring about tranquility.
But thinking back to the talk of my friends who actually knew Aziz, karna sekampung.even though their judgment is bad but still can not be ignored just like that.
I really want to get married but do not want to carelessly people because of the suffering of life I have many requirements.both also honest, living a clean life is the main requirement.
What good is it if I get married later I have to get the same fate as my mother and children will also have the same fate as me.
I just have a dream that my life is more beautiful, and slalu live happiness in adulthood and old.don't until like my childhood is also flooded with pain.
I just say the inner because the hardness of life.then it is able to teach me to live a good path or not.but my hope is very big
“Either...It is so complicated that life..bikin dizzy..!!!if indeed you have the power to give me another world in which there is only me so that nothing makes me dizzy.”
My heart is back.
The next day, I got a message from Aziz who was still looking for me.
“Rinaya..”.
“Pesek...you're home.???”
I was amazed to see the message as if he knew I was coming home.
“Tau from where ziz..?”
“I heard from your friend.”
“Friends..?who.?”
“Anis..
Her mother said you were a good dream daughter-in-law she said.
I'm glad you're so pugnty to hear my mom say, she said she can't wait to make you her daughter-in-law.
Besides well you are also a polite girl.”
Reading the message I feel a little bad.Color there is a principle in my life abstinence from judging someone just by listening to the judgment of others is not the result of judging themselves.
The assessment of the person is not necessarily true, because the attitude of people is different to others,even though the person is good to others is not necessarily to us.the color we will feel is his attitude towards us not his attitude towards that person.
“Why ri..not reciprocated.??”
Ask him just wonder.
“Why do you believe such stories..!!?”
“why..?”
“That's just a mask..you believe the same mask..!!?”
“I believe really..if the woman I love is the only one so even more than that.”
The answer made me stare.
How much love Aziz had for me as if that love I could never repay.
Beyond the incitement of those who do not like it, my heart is perfect just for him.
But.., still I try to wake myself up so that I am not rash in choosing my next life path.
Love is not only lust after lust later fear I even presented regret.
Last day I was home, though,finally the dark house I will leave soon.happy mixed with disappointment that I feel.happy I will meet my friends back who slalu comfort me if I am sad.and as sad as aziz should I forget again,and obviously I'm disappointed in my family for making me uncomfortable and unhappy to go home.
“Aziz..this is my last day at home.”.
I wrote him a message
“How fast ri...i miss...”.
The answer made my heart flower at any rate.
“maaf ziz.indeed should be fast”
“If I could meet you, I want to give you memories ri.so you won't forget me”
“Aziz...I can see you.”.
“oea..how are your parents rinaya...?later they get angry..!!”
“Be quiet only...search for other reasons to exit.”
“You are sure..don't be a pug..I don't want you to be scolded later.”.
“ Is okay ziz..I also miss..”.
My answer was carried away...
Aziz was obviously very happy about it.
The night I say goodbye to my mother to go out together looking for school equipment.Mom clearly allows me and papa not answer anything.
I feel I can't wait to meet aziz.I've just imagined how the look on his face that looks at me later.
“don't smile yourself rinaya.”
Ask kara who teases me
“It's very happy that will meet with pujaan hati”
The connection constantly teases me
I could only reply to all of that with a shy smile.
“Ri..we met where..??”
Ask kara, and I just realized that aziz and I have no agreement to meet where.
“Sorry Ra..I don't know.”
“How the hell ri..kok even do not know.so how.askan donk ri..”
“OK..”
“Ziz.”
But my message went unanswered, Naziz just disappeared
“Ziz so meet no..?keep meeting where..?”
I sent another message, but it remained unrequited.raut my happy face immediately I saved and appeared a look of disappointed and angry face.
I tried to phone him many times but also not lifted.
I was so upset..
“Where donk ri..we so out or not now.??”
Kara was confused.
“Jilah..did not meet him also it's okay Ra.important we go for a walk looking for entertainment.”
Jawbku upset immediately take the honda steering wheel to walk immediately.
“It's unclear you..how are you.??”
Said the confused.
The night I thought was happy it even fell hurt.that night I really hated the same thing called Aziz.
Finally, kara and I chose to eat snacks in our usual place of choice, which is the burger.
There I just kept quiet..
“Do not be silent ri..got good if kekgini do not need to think Aziz.”
An annoyed speech saw my face that held back a heavy disappointment.
“Why the hell Ra. I have to be disappointed every time I am happy and have put a great hope”
My answer...
“Already ri.Maybe he is busy and has a lot of business.
“What solution..Just tell me I'm not important and he just gave me false hope all this time”
My answer is to deny haphazardly
“Can't do ri..sabar..do not get angry - angry.”.
Answer kara again.
After two hours we talked and occasionally kara made jokes so that I was entertained and not dissolved in sadness.
Finally at exactly 21-30 hours landed thousands of messages on my phone
“Smortgage.”
“rinaya.”
“ Ri sorry earlier I helped my cow nyari father lost.this just came home.you don't get angry ri.please forgive me “.
“rinaya.”
“Pesee3ewkkk”
The same message that called my name many times was sent.
“Kara..this.”.
I asked for advice from my best friend.
Then before long Aziz also continued to call me no stop.after the umpteenth time telvon I could just lift
“What..”
Answer me jutek
“Which swipe you are now.?”
“no need to know.”
My answer was disappointed
“ don't be so ri..I miss your name..Then I only have a hitch.sorry me ri..please see me for a moment.”
“aku diburger..”.
“ok wait there do not go home first.”
Azizpun immediately met me and half an hour I wait.
“Ri where..I lack that place.”
Said
“already we met in front of madrasah aja”
Then Aziz immediately went to the madrasa, I and kara were waiting there.from far away my heart pounded to see Aziz who would soon come to my face.
“Ri sorry yes..I disappointed you.”
His words that rushed down from Honda and immediately grasped both of my hands.I who was not used to being touched by the opposite sex is clearly shocked immediately pulled my hand back.
“ri..you are angry yes.?”
Aziz was still confused by my cold attitude towards him
“Cockless ziz..”
My answer..
“What do you want to say to me.?”
I asked directly for the point. Then Aziz immediately gave me a parcel that contained a large doll.
“This is your friend there in exchange for me.you hugged me. ri..”
He said with a shy smile looking at me.
“Thank you ziz.”
My answer is usually trying not to show my happiness so that Aziz does not think I am easy to make baper.
“Sorry ziz..I can't be long it's too late at night we have to leave now.”
I told him I was gone and I saw Aziz letting out a sad look on my face.
“Tak what ri..”
He replied slowly, then I approached the kara that was waiting for me and immediately left, and Aziz again intercepted me
“Rinaya..seventar.”.
He said he had to stop us coming back.
“What..?”
I'm confused
“Someone I want to whisper to you can.?”
He said, I just nodded and brought my ears closer to him.
Slowly Aziz approached me and immediately kissed me on the cheek gently.My heart seemed to stop functioning at that time.
I was surprised and immediately looked at Aziz who just looked down no longer dared to look at me.
Kara who did not realize it.dung see my attitude
“why ri.?”
Ask..
“nothing Ra...ayo go home.”
I'm trying to shift the mood.
Our Honda slowly began to advance and I just looked at Aziz who seemed to start away he also continued to look at me with a sad face.
The warm kiss until now still feels landed on my cheek.it is the first time I kissed the person I love.it is very difficult to forget the taste.The soft doll from him also can not be separated from my embrace.
That night.which begins with pain, thanks to a kiss as if never hurt.it has become a very effective remedy.
Aziz was right.This memory will never make me forget him, not only from the doll of his gift that became a memory but the main thing is the warmth of the kiss.