My Beloved DADDY
Past 03 (divon & berlin)
"Divon" said curtly. "you're a divon, right? Divon pufferfish, right?". Which makes the smile of the divon who had bloomed suddenly fade to hear the tearing of his childhood best friend as well as his first love.
Yes, berlina and divon are best friends since childhood even since the age of divon is still one year and berlina new born at that time divon is very happy because berlina is his sister, divon is very fond of berlina, divon is very fond of berlina, their parents were friendly even their parents intended to match the Divon and berlina at that time. But they ponder because they do not want to take risks in the future if their children later have their own choices that will be a partner. so they free their children choose frompad must be bound matchmaking because no one knows in the future what it is like. if indeed they are paired , ''if indeed ,their parents will be very happy but otherwise they do not mind the important thing their relationship is still well established.
Long story short, the Divon who was in the second grade of Junior High was very happy to hear that berlina would attend school in her place. As their time together, the Divon shows its increasingly possessive nature, at first the divon feels natural because he has been doing it for years" but this feeling is very different.
Moreover, when someone expressed love to berlina, and it made the divon very angry and unacceptable berlina berlilki other than himself. Berlina who saw it felt natural, because she felt very ordinary with the behavior of divon to him.
After the shooting incident to berlina, Divon increasingly felt strange with his feelings especially if adjacent to berlina and it succeeded in making his heart pound", not as usual.
Divon had checked his heart into the hospital, fearing he had heart disease. When he's gonna get checked out, the doctor ate whatever the divon ate but it was not about the food that made the doctor shocked but instead the divon curse about his heart would beat fast when close to a girl. And it succeeded in making the doctor surprised and laughed out loud.
Divon who had heard the doctor's explanation that his heart was pounding not because of illness but because divon was in love. At first he was shocked but then he remembered" again how he would smile" alone when imagining a beautiful face berlina and successfully make her pounding because her heart will be like that not only when she was together berlina but just imagine a beautiful face and a sweet smile can make a feeling of divon flowery.
Divon who already knows what his feelings are like to berlina, intending to say his feelings but he mengantungkan, he was afraid that after he expressed his feelings. It could berlina do not like it as the opposite sex. or worse break up as a lover later. He didn't want that to happen. So Divon prefers to harbor his feelings.
Not feeling Divon as a 3rd grade and berlina second grade, the more days they get closer, the world feels like they both belong. Not a few of their friends consider divon and berlina as a pair of lovers, divon and berlina who heard it looks ordinary even though the heart of the divon is already flowery.
Unlike the Divon who was happy with the words of his friends, berlina even looks moody.
Divon who realized that asked
"You why". They are in the park right now.
"I'm gk papa kok". Answer her straight-forward view
"Don't lie, I know you have a problem. We didn't know you yesterday". His words that don't believe the word berlina.
Looking at the teary eyes, Divon immediately hugged berlina.
"Wish to calm your feelings". Speak divon while stroking the back berlina.
Getting a warm treatment of the divon, berlina immediately cried sobbing.
"Hiks hiks.ma-mama papa ak-an parted ways". The crying broke out even more. Fortunately, they were far away from the others in the school park. But not a few who saw Berlina hugged while crying but they did not know what was going on.
Divon actually knows, if berlina's parents always quarrel because her mother had told her to always make berlina happy because her family's current condition is not okay.
not because of the affair but the two who had felt incompatible, they often quarreled and blamed each other about the absence of time to be together again let alone together berlina. Because of that they choose to separate, stay at home was very rare .sometimes one of them stay at the cantor each , kalopun went home to the main house they would not see Berlin again because they immediately rested and tomorrow morning they immediately went without breakfast with berlina. after hearing his parents would separate, after hearing that his parents would be separated, berlina was very sad and she was also told to choose to stay with her mother or her father. Berlina did not choose anyone for free, she must have ignored ttp finally berlina choose to stay with the aunt of her mother.
Long story short, after the divorce happened.berlina disappeared somewhere, when the Divon who headed to the berlina house to invite her to walk was really surprised when the house was occupied by others. Divon immediately went to each parent's house berlina to find out, but not the answer that he could instead reaction berlina parents who were very surprised to hear his son go. Divon believes that they do not know, and from there they lost contact with berlina.
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