
...Soundtrack//through the night-iu//...
...If you can't love me at least don't hate me...
...-mina-is...
I stared at the departure of the astan mas from the window, wanting me to deliver the astan mass to the front of the gate while carrying his bag then before he entered the car he kissed my forehead and smiled while saying "I'm off to work,".
I then came to my senses with my stupid thoughts and slapped my cheeks a little slowly to wake me up from that pseudo-dream, where did I get those stupid thoughts?This must have been because I watched the Indosiar film entitled "The voice of the wife's heart,"I became imagined when her husband who was so romantic suddenly changed because of a woman who came to their lives.
Never mind Mina, stop dreaming like that, when she works.Don't come home from the office he saw the house is a mess and will make him angry again, he said,thank goodness one night he was so good, uh he meant adem, he didn't say anything rude and even last night he bought me clothes,well, even with the motive of not liking if I roam with his shirt that I wear.He thought I like it too, I want to wear it because there is no more to wear.
"Huh," I sighed and then started cleaning the house, starting from the room first then going down to clean the guest room.Then back to the front room cleaning the sofa and also the entire floor did not forget also with the kitchen.
When I was done with the berberes house, time to change the bed sheet in the astan mas room, when out of the room my eyes were fixed in a room at the end of the corner, why did I just see the room?Did I think too much to the point of not realizing there was a room I had never cleaned?Does Astan know that I never cleaned that room?Stupid me.
I walked straight into the room carrying cleaning equipment.
My eyes were amazed to see the beauty of the room that turned out to be the room, I was sure this was the room of the late sister Dyva.See from the pink decoration, with some posters depicting the men wearing the same clothes, with some of them,white-skinned, I'm confused they're twins with nine?Never mind I don't care.
I walked slowly through the room, looking more closely at the stuff that blinded my eyes, I never saw anything like this, so beautiful and slick.
My eyes were fixed on a gold diamond necklace and a silver pendant, so beautiful, it seemed like trying it was not wrong, never had anything at least ever tried it.
I tried to wear the necklace, then looked at the glass before me"wahhh, "my mouth was wide open feeling very amazed with myself for a moment.
"Beautiful," I muttered and looked at the glass again and again, not bored at all.
Tuk...
I jumped in shock when someone fell right near the bed, I immediately walked towards the sound.It turns out a book that is very small, maybe a mouse that made it fall.
Again I acted recklessly, my hands were presumptuous to open the book"The writing was beautiful,"my murmurs opened one by one the sheets of paper in the book.
My eyes and hands stopped on a piece of writing, like a wish list.
And it turns out true, this is a wish list that you want to do with your brother's astan mas, as a thank you to Mas Astan has been a good brother to him and always try to make him happy and not feel lonely.
There are several wish lists for Dyva, one of which is celebrating the anniversary of the mas astan"26 March?" Means it is very close to the anniversary of astan mas.And kak dyva has left the astan mass for 2 months.
My heart was a little bit pinched, it was very painful, I felt more guilt to the family of dyva.Indeed the culprit was my father who accidentally hit Dyva's sister, but still I feel guilty.
I copied Dyva's wish list by taking one of Dyva's books, who knows I need this, I will try my best to help Dyva finish this wish list.
I returned the book to where it was and went out while closing the room.
17.30 pm
I heard the car was parked in front of the gate, I guess the astan mas must have come home from the office.
I walked to the door to open it slowly and waited for the astan mas to come, welcome him home from work by grabbing his office bag was one of my wish lists, Dyva,he always failed to do so because he was busy in college so I read below his list.
Mas Astan started to get closer to me, my hands stretched out to reach for his bag, but he looked at me in wonder"Why?"ask her in a sniffle tone.
"Be, you know, sir, let me just bring you the master's bag," I said afraid of fear, I was not this scared, why now my heart even wants to be taken out.
He smiled strangely again"Basic ja*Lang, do you think I'd be withered if you acted like this? stop flirting with me by acting stupid like that, "he said pushing my hand and then walking past me.
Anyway I should be able to grant this brother dyva's request"Sorry sir, I don't mean anything else, please let me bring you a master bag," I said following him.
He stopped and turned towards me"Why do you insist so much on carrying my bag?Want to steal yah?Unfortunately there was no cash in this bag, there was only a file.So no need to insist on carrying my bag, stop bothering,"he walked back to the stairs.
"Mom, that's not it, sir, isa," I haven't finished my words yet, he threw his bag in front of me.
"Take my dizzy look at your stupid behavior, don't think I'll be moved to see you insist on carrying my bag.Don't dream, quickly prepare water for me to take a shower!"he said he walked into the room.
I smiled taking the bag, what if he thought I had other intentions, as long as one wish Dyva's brother could have fulfilled even though it did not run smoothly.
I cook pasta, though, I am indeed a person who comes from the village and has never cooked with a luxury stove like this.But for food business I have learned a lot because often take free seminars first.cooking pasta and other foods thank you I can already.
"Sir, it's time to eat, I've prepared food on the table," I said walking over to the astan mas which was still busy struggling with the mini lap top.
He glanced at me at a glance and then refocused on his lap top, I was so confused what to do now, did I bring the food here?like that's a pretty good idea.
I entered the room carrying a tray with food and drinks on it"This is the food sir, please eat it," I said trying to put the tray on the bedside of the astan mas.
However,,, the,,,
Tak...
"Fuck you, did I tell you to bring food here?how presumptuous of you, why are you so stubborn, stop looking for attention to me, or you will see how original I am, thank God I am still gentle with you," he said out loud.
I jumped into shock fortunately I could immediately stabilize and try to survive the loudness of his voice.
I crouched down to clean up the mess, passing one by one the shards of the shard onto the brown wooden tray, it felt like my heart and mentality were no different from these shards of shard, he said,scattered and unable to do anything, I had no other intention, I did not try to get attention as he said, I was just worried that it was almost 10 pm he still had not eaten dinner.
Not to mention when I asked and called him to eat he just kept quiet, if I let him be afraid he said that I did not care about his health. therefore I brought the food into the room and it turned out that it was also wrong in his eyes.
While still cleaning the food container I felt staggered because the astan mas forced me to stand up"What have you been doing all day?"the snaps arrived.
I was confused, why did he randomly ask me about the activities I was doing today?.
"Sa, I, clean the master's house, wash and cook," I said afraid of fear, but he even glared furiously.
"Did you enter Dyva's room?"ask the astan with a voice that is getting louder.
I almost fell limp, I was weak when faced with a loud voice"ANSWERE!!!"he pulled my cheek and pressed the corner of my lip.
I nodded in fear"I, yes sir, I entered and intend to clean up Dyva's room, "my words trembled.
He looked at me more and more sharply, hatred was evident in his eyes"fearless!! very presumptuous of you,"He threw me hard on the dirty floor of the food spill, you do not forget there are many shards of shard and I can feel some shard piercing my hands and feet,I tried to endure the pain and not grimace even though it was very difficult.
"I'm sorry sir, I have no other intention, I don't know if you don't like me going into that room, forgive me sir,I think it doesn't matter Because you never mentioned such a ban," I said trembling in fear while holding back the pain, I could see blood coming out of my hands as well as my feet even though it wasn't as bad as my hands.
"Ohhh, on reason, well, I won't blame you for entering my sister's room, but how are you going to explain this?"mas astan was holding a necklace of dyva sisters perched on my neck.
How'this? how do I explain this?I forgot to take that necklace off, just watch me now.
"Ti, no sir, not as you think, I just feel that this necklace is very pretty so I tried it and then I forgot to take it back, I'm sorry my master didn't mean to,"I said many times to apologize.
He smiled so horribly now"Design you even if it was just trying, have forgotten well what did that damn man of your father's status do to my sister?and now you're acting like you're accidentally wearing my sister's stuff, wanting to master it well?alright but before that you will die first,"he stood up from before me and opened his belt violently.
"I've been threatening you all along, haven't I?and you must think it's a joke, you act like you're not afraid at all, it's good to show it to you so you know how I really am when I'm angry,"he rolled a quarter of the belt in his right hand.
He began to get closer to me and forcefully pulled the necklace so hard that it slipped from my neck.Can I feel the skin of my neck slightly injured because he forcefully pulled without feeling.
He put the necklace on the desk and then came back to me and pushed me to my stomach on the floor.
Bug, though,,
Bugs,,,
Bugs,,,
Bugs,,,
He whipped four times on my back very hard.
It was so painful, I held back my tears from coming out.
Bug, though,,
"Five lashes alone will not make me feel relieved because of the actions of your family hinamu.I will never be able to forgive the departure of my sister,"he spoke in a voice that grew louder but I felt a soft tone there.
I can no longer bear the pain on my back, my neck, hands and feet feel very painful at this time.It feels like all my joints are also squeezing.
My tears fell slowly crying over how painful it was to be treated like this.
Just want to disappear from this world right now.
...//Connected//...
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Instant is so bad
Dyva ngk would love it if astan turned into evil gini.
Keep strong for Mina, I'll support you.
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