MY DREAM
ch.50 (Too Sad That's Gabaik)

Two students were found lifeless by teachers at the scene, who contacted police and told them about the incident. Shortly after the police and ambulances came to the school, all the students immediately flocked out of the class, not least Dhafin. He exited through the window to make it faster, he jumped into a tree from the 3rd floor and grabbed a branch and then jumped down, that way he could cut off the path to the main building.

He was surprised, he saw two victims there. The teachers had already covered the path from inside the building so that no other students saw the incident, when they saw Dhafin, the teachers immediately covered Dhafin's gaze and asked him to leave.

Dhafin took a few steps back and returned to his class, he was completely shocked this time. The two people he saw....

None other than Gavin and Jasmin... Dhafin was completely shocked, as he walked slowly suddenly the police pulled him over to calm him mentally. Any teenager would be shocked to see the incident, so the authorities tried to calm Dhafin who is currently still silent rigid.

The teachers also intervened to calm Dhafin down, while students from the inner area were detained so as not to approach the main building. While Dhafin only muttered when given a drink and tried to be calmed by the teacher, he simply said "When we had just met one week ago."

He said it over and over again until he fell unconscious.

When she woke up, she found out that she was in the infirmary. Dhafin wakes up when the clock comes home, Desi, Reno and Erina are in the room when Dhafin wakes up.

The teachers told the three of them that Dhafin saw the incident directly, the teachers also told him who was the victim and the three of them were very surprised to the point of weakness. It was only natural that Dhafin would be like that, however Gavin was his old friend and they had just met not too long ago.

While the chaos has begun to clear up, the bodies of Gavin and Jasmin have been taken away and the container car has been towed away.

Dhafin got up from his sleep and sat down limply not speaking a word, his face was very flat and his gaze was very empty. Desi and Reno do not know what to do while the teachers trust them to calm Dhafin, finally Erina quickly embraced the body of Dhafin who felt hot at that time.

The warm embrace was able to make Dhafin aware until he shed a few tears, Erina swiftly gave her peace by gently stroking Dhafin. He then said "Patience Fin, no problem kok nangis, it's normal. What's unnatural is that you don't cry at all when you see your friend go."

Dhafin's tears came out more and more, he was crying, although his crying was without sound, but the whole room could still feel what Dhafin felt. Moreover, Erina who already knew that Dhafin had been left by her parents and brother first, she was very sad for what happened to Dhafin.

***

The next day Dhafin and his friends attended Gavin's funeral, the family of the late Gavin himself was devastated. Dhafin had already spoken to his father and apologized for not being able to take good care of his son, of course Gavin's father could not blame Dhafin either. However it was not obligatory for Dhafin to protect his son, he simply said "This is his destiny, thank you for being with him so well and now he will be happy there."

Dhafin just nodded then left, he went to Gavin's grave and prayed for him.

After a long time standing finally Erina and the others approached Dhafin who was still sitting there, they then invited Dhafin to go "Dhaf, come on.... It's not good to reflect too long for her."

Then Dhafin spoke to himself, "That friendship is a joyful and very happy relationship, but it is a pity that all happiness is not eternal."

Erina finally grabs Dhafin's hand and invites him to go "Come fin, we also have to attend Jasmin's funeral. He's already our friend anyway."

Dhafin nodded then followed them away from the place, before he placed the keys of the BMW M4P Race motorbike ridden by Gavin yesterday on his tombstone. Today is a very painful day for Dhafin, today is a dark day for Dhafin. Just as they were about to go to Jasmin's funeral the sky that had been dark from the beginning suddenly dropped raindrops.

The four of them arrived at Jasmin's funeral by taxi, the ceremony was held at a different cemetery. When Dhafin got there, he was surprised to see Gilbert in the funeral hall. She was crying in front of the photo, it was a picture of Jasmin!.

Moments later when he had calmed down, Gilbert finally told him the truth about Jasmin.

"Jasmin is my son."

Dhafin was immediately stunned and could not say anything, Gilbert finally continued "He asked me to be transferred to the school because he idolized you so much, he asked me not to say anything because he wanted to approach you on his own. Because he knew that you knew that Jasmin was my son, you would have done him good"

Gilbert's feelings are getting dissolved, while Dhafin is also sad. If only he had known Jasmin was Gilbert's son... He wouldn't be that cold to her.

Gilbert went back to crying and exclaimed, "Why are you going so fast, son."

Dhafin could only remain silent while trying to calm Gilbert's heart, he could do nothing but try.

He then said "Sir, Jasmin would be sad if he knew you were like this. So please calm yourself, don't get too swept up in the grief, it's not good."

Gilbert nodded then wiped her tears with a tissue and said "Yes."

Dhafin then continued his words "Father can take leave from the work of the father first until the father is calm, the danger if the work with the burden of mind that accumulates. Then I'll go first."

"Yes, be careful on the road."

Finally Dhafin came out of the hall and approached his three friends, the weather was still cloudy and the rain still did not stop. The four of them decide to go out to eat together to get Dhafin to relieve his stress, Dhafin agrees and follows what they say.

Dhafin still difficult to accept this incident, he even remembered the tragedy of his family and made him very sad, even though he still tried to bury his sadness alone.

Desi finally contacted his driver and asked him to drive them to a very nice place.

***

At this time, Dhafin and everyone had already returned to their homes. Dhafin sat on the balcony of the central room on the 2nd floor while contemplating, Erina who saw it immediately approached Dhafin. He touched Dhafin's shoulder and said, "I heard you say, you said don't get too late in the sadness, right?, you also said that it's not good. So you calm down and remove all the burden from your head, if you still can't until tomorrow we just skip. I'll accompany you wherever you want."

Dhafin turned towards her "Really?."

Erina smiled then nodded and said "What am I lying for."

Dhafin again looked up at the sky "Thank you..."

Then he got up from his seat and walked inside....