My Honey Ardina's
Pain and Disappointment

The wedding of Damar and Marsha was completed in the title, now they will be the first night in one of the hotel rooms. At the edge of their wedding bed, Marsha is nervous, she is racking her brain to find the right reason for Damar not to be angry with her when Damar knows that she is no longer a virgin.

Ccleks…

The bathroom is open, Damar has finished bathing and put up his pajamas. He saw Marsha putting on a sad face while sitting on the edge of the bed. Damar is approaching Marsha.

“Marsha ? you why ? are you unhappy marrying me ?” ask Damar gently.

Marsha also tried to let out her cultural tears. “It is precisely me who feels inappropriate for you Damar, forgive me for not having the guts to tell this very important thing, hiks.” Marsha is indeed good at acting, indeed, he should be a filmmaker.

Seeing Marsha sobbing, Damar immediately hugged her so she could calm down.

“Do not cry Marsha, you are the best woman I have ever known, now tell me what made you talk so ?” ask Damar again.

“I would like Damar if you divorce right now after knowing this,” said Marsha who was still crying bombai. “I will not let you divorce me Damar before your treasure runs out,” in his heart Marsha sneers cunningly.

“Tell the truth Marsha ! I'm ready to listen to him,” said Damar.

“I... is no longer a virgin, hiks..” said Marsha with her cultural tears.

Duars…

Damar's heart was like a lightning strike, sick ? of course, the woman he thought was good turned out to be someone else's ex. Right said Candra thought. But seeing Marsha cry makes Damar melt and willing to accept his past.

“What took your virginity first was Adrian ?” ask Damar to make sure.

“Where did you know ?” ask Marsha wonder.

“Candra told him,” Damar replied.

“I forgot when I used to play in the toilet with Adrian, I was accidentally caught by Candra, but good sign he was really crazy about me, so my position is now very strong in his heart, the inner” of Marsha.

“I'm sorry Damar, I'm sorry for making you second, when you're my husband, I don't deserve you, I regret everything I did, because my lack of it made me dare not be close to other men all this time,” Marsha showed the most depressing facial expression so Damar did not have the heart to see it.

“No problem Marsha, everyone must have had a dark past, the important thing is now that you have become a good woman, I will accept you as you are,” really Damar really fooled by Marsha.

“Thank you Damar..” Marsha returned Damar's embrace.

Damar tried his hardest to accept Marsha's shortcomings. Marsha is a good woman. Damar did not know how many times Marsha's body was plastered by other men. On this first night, Damar's once impatient heart turned bland. He even had body relations with Marsha as if reluctant. Marsha seems to enjoy the union but not with Damar. There is no satisfaction that he got, but he used to adore Marsha.

The day after they got married, Damar went to work. The employees are confused to see their boss is not on their honeymoon. Damar today is busy with piles of documents on his desk.

Tok tok tok tok

The sound of knocking on the door sounded.

“Log !” damar.

Cclek

“ My dearest Temen, why not go on a honeymoon, even work ? there enjoy the atmosphere of your newlyweds same wife, office work let me the hendle !” said Candra who immediately sat on the sofa.

“My work piles up, I can't go honeymoon,” Damar cuek said.

“Lo why ? his face is really good for ?” Candra was really surprised to see the mood of her friend and boss changed drastically.

“Go no lo ? take care of your work ! I'm busy, I'm your boss at the office, I want you to kick from here !” damar said cynically.

Not usually Damar is cold, usually he is a warm figure. Candra also moved from the sofa approaching Damar's work chair. He understood what was making Damar not in the mood right now.

“So my words were true that night ? you proved it, right?” candra said slowly.

Damar gave a rough breath.

“Lo was right, he told me, but I don't care, even though I'm disappointed but most importantly he has changed,” Damar replied.

“What do you really love him ? you never even explicitly said that you love him, as long as we won since childhood, I never heard you declare love with girls, I never saw you fall in love, I never saw you fall in love,” Candra starts to clarify Damar's feelings.

“Gue likes him, that love does not have to be said through words, which matters the attention we devote,” Damar replied.

“Lo is wrong, love must be expressed, if you just like it, it's a sign you are just amazed, I know all this time you are amazed Marsha because Marsha is a friendly person, honestly I am not sure if you love Marsha?” candra.

“Rese really lo, do not want to know the same feeling I, already there back to the room lo ! want me to fire ?” damar said cynically again.

“Galak very well finished the first night, yes this I go,” with a sullen look of the face, inevitably Candra out of the room Damar.

Candra was still grumbling as she closed the door of Damar's room.

“Have his only friend never knew for his own feelings, uh Damar, you don't love Marsha, you're just amazed at her, I'll bet, you're not, if Marsha turns out not as good as you think you will surely go berserk,” Inner Candra.

Damar's mood today is very upset. It was also felt by Ardina. As of now, he has not received a final interview call at the hospital where he applied. In his rented, he felt restless, for two weeks he was in Jakarta his job besides the streets just lying in his small bed.

“My money is running low, do I have to find another job ? but what work ? after the first test a week ago, until now there has been no interview call, did I not actually pass ? but if it does not pass there must also be a notification, confused,” Ardina rolled her body to the left and to the right while looking for a temporary work solution what she can do.

“I miss everyone in Bandung, but I don't have the guts to go home yet, I'm not ready to meet Rizky and Ririn, my heart still hurts especially if I see their happiness,” muttered Ardina again.

Ardina decided to look for other job vacancies through her HP.

“From my mind everywhere I should use my time to find a temporary job ! ” Ardina started browsing on the internet. In a sophisticated era like now, with the internet everything can be done.

“Can,” Ardina directly sitting from her bed. “But it doesn't matter that I work as an office girl at Kingdom Company ? I never worked like that ? but this is the only job vacancy that exists, let alone just use a high school diploma, there is no way I use my medical diploma to apply for this vacancy ? I'll try it first!” Ardina also steadied her heart to send the job application.