
(POV Nadia)
I don't know why I feel bad and always worried for two months during the employment revelation in M city he never send news or send monthly shopping money for us here I have also been often ask his mother or brother2nya but the same answer I get
I try to keep thinking positive and busy myself making a cake2 order that Alhamdulillah never break
I am very grateful when the revelation like this disappears without news of our sustenance always comes plus an unexpected surprise turns out my two twin daughters got a scholarship to the flagship Junior High School in our city "Thank God Robbilalamin, thank you for all your ease and blessings, God" is all I can say
until one night my son asked about his father I was confused as to what to answer and tried to continue to divert his attention but still the longing of a child to his father could not be stemmed in any way
Bund, why don't you ever call?! is it true that you don't miss the same old man?" ask my son
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there was chest pain but I tried to shake this feeling
"Maybe busy baby" I replied
"but usually you will call me right away when you arrive" said my son again with teary eyes there was a sad feeling that I felt seeing my son like this
"you have the heart to your son2, never give news and just ask about their condition "my mind with eyes joined to glaze but I hold not to let these clear droplets out of the contest without permission
"yes, baby, I'll be patient when we call" I said again
" Bang you why until now you have not told me not to call my brother nor have you ever called my father and mother
you're okay2, right bang?" inner nadia
" bunda" call my flower again by rubbing my body slowly disperse my daydreams.
"i-yes, what's wrong?" answer me stammer
" what is your mother daydreaming?" ask again
"No, baby" I replied, trying to smile
"I'm sorry if you've made Mommy sad" said my son
" Don't love you're not sad" I replied
"now adek bobo tomorrow will want to go to school" I said to divert the conversation
"Today sis exam mother, so adek holiday" he reminded
"Eh yes yes mother forgot" I said while patting the eel and chuckling
" We are bobo yu dek mommy already sleepy, then mommy must quickly wake up to make a cake order people" said I reasoned to be able to avoid the questions my son could not answer
"okay mother, but tomorrow we call dad yes" he said again expectantly
"dear, baby, tomorrow we try to call dad but have to get some rest, I'm afraid I'll interrupt dad's work if we call in the morning" I said
"yes mother, adek bobo ya mother" said the arch rose from his seat and went into his room
"yes dear, don't forget to brush your teeth" I said
"yes mother forgot not to brush her teeth" he said with a grin and ran small towards the bathroom and I returned a smile
after the arka entered into his room I just let out a long sigh and rubbed a rough face and continued to say Istighfar in my heart to relieve anxiety and provide calm even though bang revelation all this time was always stingy but I very much loved her
"O Allah, protect the husband of the servant from all distress and give him health" I murmured softly and tried to close my eyes
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I do not know who should ask who the circumstances bang revelation there because all this time bang revelation indeed never introduced his friend2 work as for one friend bang revelation that ever came home but me too don't know where he lives
hopefully bang revelation baik2 alone is not lacking anything
that's all I've ever said in my prayers
the next day after I finished making all the cake orders
arka approached me and took a promise
"Mother can we call Dad?" ask arka
"in a moment, son, I think you're still working at this hour" I tried to give him some understanding
even with a disappointed face, my little man nodded and sat back in front of the TV
"dek mother between the cake was yes kewarung mbak lila, is not what2 right dear mother stay for a while" said I while lifting the boks2 cake order customer diwarung mbak lila
"yes mother, mother of hearts2 yes" he said attentively
"yes dear, Assalamualaikum" I said as I passed
"walaikumsalam," he answered
not how many minutes I have arrived at the lila mbak which is already crowded mother2 who is waiting for my cake order to come
"Assalamualaikum" I said
"Wa'alaikumsalam" they answered together
" uh this neng nadia has come " said mbak lila with a sweet smile
" yes, I'm sorry I'm late" I said
" yes, Nadia, it's okay we are also just nyampe" replied mbak sari and embraced all
I also put the boks2 cake that I brought and the mother2 who was there started to choose the cake they wanted but when they chose 2 cakes one of them started their chatter of gibbahs that I knew named sita
"eh ma'am you know not that the marni he said was expelled by his father two months ago" he said excitedly
"loh but did you say ma'am mirna, marni now lives in her aunt's house in M?!" answer mom ani
"Mirna's mom lied, yesterday my sister dimas to the house of her neighbor sm bu mirna said she heard her mother vishnu again gossip on the porch of her house the marni was expelled sm pak kardi for pregnant trus she said again Marni now already marry her boyfriend who is working in the city of M" said mbak sita telling a story
" the time of the day mbak, padapalkan all this time bu mirna tuh braga2kan his daughter "say bu ratna
"karma kali ya, so the mouth of ma'am mirna was pedes like chilli peppers ten kilos" replied mbak sita giggling while covering her mouth
" Hus. is not good gibahin people better we introspect ourselves "typical mbak lila sage
"iya mbak" replied mbak sita in all anguki
" as soon as I say mbal lila, mother kasian sia arka at home alone" I said but when walking towards the motorbike which is a parking lot of RT bu called who had been listening silently to the gibahan of its citizens
"Neng Nadia wait" said RT's mom as she walked towards me
"yes ma'am, what's wrong?' answer me
"Neng Friday tomorrow mother order the cake about 250 seeds because at home there will be a recitation" said Rt
"yes ma'am God willing, but what time is it?" much
"sendar before dehur aja neng, because the event after subhur so that it can be arranged and not rush2" said Bu Rt again
"yes ma'am, God willing, then I say goodbye to Assalamualaikum" said I say goodbye
"iya neng hati2, wa'alaikumsalam" replied Mrs Rt
I also drove the motor home
when I got home I greeted and answered by mbak sarah and her sister Mita who had just graduated from High School
yes now I hire mbak sarah and mita to help me make the order cake
during these two months I also employed witty and orphaned singles like me I hired them as packaging and couriers
and I have also built a yard production house in front of the house using a blank page to make it easier to make cakes and work.
This house and land is the legacy of both my parents but this house and land is still in the name of my eldest brother Nindi
we are just two brothers
we did not share it because my brother said he would give this house and land to me but my brother has not had time to turn his name because my brother came with his husband living in J city and was busy as a teacher PNS in J city I do not dispute it all because I believe in my brother and sister-in-law