
Chap43. Never Go away.
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"You want to eat, Ta?" krisna asked with a smile. Because he was able to break into Nita's defense last night. Maybe if it happened first he would never love Love. Love will not be in their midst.
Now Krisna feels her heart has started to love Nita back as before. However, Nita who used to always begging for attention and asking for her inner right has now turned cold.
There is no greeting every morning that is now spoken. Nita just shook her head, as if closing her ears. She still watches her phone rather than answering Krisna's questions.
Krisna could only remember Nita's treatment first, how she was watching her and how much she loved her. However, when the taste grew back Nita did not welcome him warmly. Impressed not to want it anymore. However, Krishna will try so that he can take back Nita's heart that has been broken because of him.
He realized that feeling was always in his heart. It never goes away. But he didn't admit it. He turns out to be selfish for thinking too much about himself without paying attention to Nita who is always sincere to him.
Not getting an answer he bought food for breakfast the two of them. Krisna hopes that Nita can talk to her again. It can be like sharing likes, and sorrows. The man continued to curse his stupidity first. If he could, he wanted to repeat the story of their past in the past that had passed.
Krisna's phone rang, she was already happy when she thought that Nita was calling her. However, the happy one turned disappointed when the one who contacted him was Riska.
["You took my daughter-in-law where Krishna is!"] Shouted Riska across there. He was angry because it had been two days Krishna still did not bring to tell where Nita was.
The man deliberately brought Nita to midnight so that Riska would not hinder his intentions. So that he can be free to do anything when he finds out that Nita will definitely reject his wish.
["Ma, she went with her husband instead of someone else. Why do you worry about it, she'll be fine"] answered Krishna.
["Mama would be happier if she went with another man alone. Rather than you Kris, you can only hurt her heart. Without understanding his feelings. Just be careful if you don't bring her back tonight!"] Gertak Risk. He already wanted to hug Nita who he had not greeted for a few days.
Krishna even lied to him. She sends Kasih and Riska on vacation while she pretends to be with Nita. However, in fact he even kidnapped his beloved daughter-in-law.
["Stop being prejudiced, Ma. I'll take care of him as usual. Mama don't worry. I know what I have to do for my wife"] said Krisna making Riska grudge her son.
["Cryna! Remember Mama's message, Mama doesn't like you to take her away, if anything happens to her Mama won't forgive you, mark it's Krishna!"] The phone was turned off by Riska. If he keeps listening to Krishna he'll get high blood.
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"Ta, eat ayok. I'll feed you if you're lazy to eat" said Krisna. However, Nita only turned a glance then looked back at her phone.
Krishna's hand was stretched out to feed Nita. But Nita dodged as if reluctant to eat it. And sure enough Nita stood up to go to her room. Chris felt unappreciated. He follows Nita, and blocks Nita's hand. Nita's steps stopped, finally she did not continue her journey.
"Why don't you appreciate my efforts?" ask Krishna. Nita turned around with her flat expression.
"Then all this time, you why ignore me? It's enough Kris, as hard as you try you won't grow this love again. Forget that! It's all over, our story will only be a memory. A foolish woman willingly in honey, when her husband does not love her but she still survives" Nita explained at length.
"Speak what I have to do to get through all my mistakes. Now I realize that love never goes away from my heart. When you secretly meet another man, I don't like it! When you were also given a necklace as a gift I also did not like it. You always laugh with him. While being beside me you always give distance, as if limiting space so that we are not too deep in everything" said Krisna. Now he is telling the truth about his heart. About all that made him heartless.
"I'm sorry Ta, for slapping you that time, I'm jealous, I'm jealous to see it." Krishna tried to hold Nita's hand. However, Nita quickly brushed it off. Nita turned her back to Krishna, she did not want to see the man anymore.
"I don't pa-pa if you haven't forgiven my mistakes. I realize how big of a mistake I've made to make you hurt so deeply like this. But at least you eat, you haven't filled your stomach from last night. I'm afraid you're sick" said Krishna. He tried to persuade Nita. The woman turned to stare dislikefully at Krishna.
"Are you afraid I'm sick? Where have you been then? It's not just my body that hurts! But my heart!" Shouted Nita pointing at her own chest. He also shed tears when he had the right time to reveal all the restlessness, the tightness that had been squeezing the recesses of his heart.
"Until any time that feeling will never be present again, Kris. You should try to let me go. It's time we start a new life with our respective partners who make ourselves happy, you will become a father. Don't make your child feel confused about having to have two mothers" says Nita, who can make Krishna weak instantly. The man ruffled his hair in frustration. When she was about to say her plea Nita was no longer in front of her.
Krishna banged on Nita's door. He didn't accept all those words. It's not too late to fix everything. As time went on, Nita's feelings would definitely be present again.
"Nita come out, I don't accept your decision. I'll divorce Love, and start a new life with you. Trust me like I used to I will make you happy. And this is the time. The time is right if we're going to start all over. We're gonna raise a love child together." Krisna's hand did not stop banging on Nita's bedroom door.
"Dispose of hope, Chris. I no longer want to live with you. I've been too disappointed with your decision to marry again, rather than make your heart love me again. I'm sorry, Kris, I'm sorry." Krishna stopped banging on the door. He walked around looking for a chair for him to sit on. But only a rejection. What about the heart of Nita who has been trying to survive all this time. Even he heartlessly asked for her and Love one home.
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