Nackal Duda
Divorcement

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My name is Agastya Wisesa. I was married a year ago to Tara Anggraini, the first and only woman I loved.

Our marriage has been very harmonious. Both of our parents got along and blessed our marriage. Even though we have not been given a baby, we are still happy with the simple household we built with love.

That's what I'm usually proud of in front of other people, about the happiness of my household. But it turns out that all happiness is pseudo...

Tara's words just now really slapped me so hard.

What does it mean I never satisfied him in bed? Wouldn't it be that if we had a husband and wife relationship he was always legitimate and satisfied with my service?

"Why? You think I'm satisfied during fuck with you? " Tara then laughed at me. "Do you really believe? You stupid man! Ha... Ha... Uh.huh..."

This time I felt so humiliated. After being betrayed I was humiliated and trampled on his pride!What wrong? I clenched my hands tightly until my knuckles turned red.

"Darling, this fool believes I'm satisfied with him? ha.ha... Stupidhead! Didn't know she was the one who always satisfied me, did she? You stupid man!" Tara and Damar, they both laughed, laughing at me in a compact manner.

"Yes, it was Damar who satisfied my mind this year. You are just a weak man. Very weak even on the bed ha.ha..." Tara and Damar, they laughed at me, insulted me, humiliated me...

"You're like this." Tara brandished her index finger, initially made to stand upright and then over time bend. "The vision is strong, but mah loyo ha.ha.ha...."

They laugh at me with satisfaction. Insulting laughter from a pair of sinners who feel what they are doing is right.

I got up and tried to strangle Tara, but Damar was on standby with my reaction. He put up a body to protect Tara. Damar even returned the blow that I just laid.

Bukk... Buk...

Two strokes I received. I was also on the floor.

"Lo thought I couldn't fight you? Lo wrong! I just wanted to get your strength! Tara said, You are just a weak man! Don't-don't you get impotent again ha.ha..ha..."

I still can't believe that my best friend Damar could hurt me like this. I looked at Damar with a disappointed look.

"Why? You must not have thought if I would betray you? Do you think I would be the same? Stupidhead! I'm just deketin and friendly with you so I can freely sleepurin bini lo for free!" Damar and Tara laughed in satisfaction while looking at me.

Complete trials today. Abused, beaten and humiliated. Today is the most ape day of my life.

"Make it a man, don't be weak! Don't spare parts lo gedein but don't last long ha.ha.ha... Take some strong medicine there! Until the overdose is still not long lasting. Just a moment ago came out, how can bini you be satisfied?"

"Damn it!" I woke up and was about to avenge all the humiliation Damar had given me.

Buk... I punched Damar in the face again. Tara screamed as Damar's lips drew fresh blood.

"Is that your power?" Damar came forward and beat me back. We fought and hit each other.

The sound of our commotion was heard by my neighbor who reported our commotion to the head of RT. They also broke our dispute. If we hadn't been separated, we would have killed each other that night.

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I looked at the divorce papers of myself and Tara. A year. Only a year our household could survive. Did Tara forget that we loved each other? Is it only for the sake of the fulfillment of inner needs He is willing the household that we build in the name of love that easy to destroy?

The court granted Tara's lawsuit against me. Yeah, Tara's suing for divorce. I also don't want to keep this household after everything He's done.

Tara reached out her hand, probably wanting to shake hands with me one last time. His family stared sadly at the end of our household. So did my family who looked sad because of the breakup of two families because we divorced.

I don't welcome Tara's hand. Disgusted taste. That hand is so dirty in my eyes. The hand of the sinful woman who had betrayed and insulted me sadistically.

Tara pulled back her hand. He walked past me, but stopped for a while as we passed by.

Tara said quietly almost half a whisper just so I could hear it. "Goodbye weak men. That's why don't be lackluster, so be left out."

I looked towards him. Tara smiled with satisfaction. Without a word he said "Bye... Yea..."

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After the divorce, I felt like my life was ruined. I don't want to work and just stay at home.

My job is just drinking and smoking. No food entered my body.

Until I finally got to the hospital. My mom and dad took me. They are very sad about my situation.

My life has failed. All destroyed. There's nothing I can fix.

"When did you become a weak man?" asked Papa when he was upset because I didn't even want to eat at all until it had to be infused.

I didn't answer Papa's words. Just look at me not.

"Just like Tara left you and cheated on you. You are indeed a weak man who usually only cries contemplating fate. Cement!"

My emotions were stirred up to hear Papa's words. "What does Papa mean to say that? Agas is not weak. Strong gavel!"

"What strong men who eat alone have to go through an infusion tube? Like a kid! Your failure should have been a whip in order for you to repair your ruined life! Not just bemoaning fate like this! If you're this weak, just play Barbie!" this is Papa who was hard at educating me. I'm weak because I'm too afraid of Papa.

"What should Agas do, Pa? Tara's gone to Agas. Agas' household is in disarray. What does Agas have now?" I let go of my frustration by yelling at Papa.

Papa instead of answering me threw a map at me. "Father of capital."

I opened the map and was surprised. It turns out that the contents are some land certificates belonging to Papa that are worth quite a lot.

"Greatest effort! Use the capital that Papa gave. Prove that you are not a weak man like Tara said. Papa's son is not a weak man! Slap those who insult and betray you with success. Don't just cry like a kid!"

I looked at Papa. I know I'm not the only one hurt by my divorce and Tara's. Papa too.

Papa was insulted by the reason of the divorce Tara who told his family that I was just an impotent man, therefore we were not given a child. A reason that makes no sense! Papa was so angry at Tara. Papa can't accept his son being said like that.

I kept silent while staring at the map containing some of Papa's land letters. It is true that Papa said, I must not just sit still and cry over fate like a coward.

"Agas will prove to Papa that Agas is not a weak man. Papa look, Agas will prove that Papa's sacrifice will not be in vain. Agas will return all the capital that Papa gave!" my resolve.

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