Nadia, The Indigo Girl
A Hard Love

The next night the Bendides lit a candlelight as a true light Hanson had come home, Nadia behaved like a wife who welcomed her husband home by hugging Hanson instead Hanson kissed the top of his wife's head.

 “You take a warm bath first, just had dinner!!” Said Nadia who was enthusiastic by prancing like a child and then pulled Hanson's hand up the stairs to go to her room.

Nadia prepared warm water with a soothing aroma to make her husband more relaxed.

Nadia can read the situation if her husband is very depressed because of his work, Hanson took off his clothes and soaked in a bathtub filled with warm water and took a shampoo to put it on his head and Nadia massaged her husband.

“Do you feel rilex?” ask Nadia.

“Jaa.” Hanson.

Nadia helps Hanson to wear more casual clothes after finishing the bath and hugging each other to look in the mirror and then they look at each other.

 “Ik hou van je, Nadia van buthjer.” Said Hanson had not had time to say a sentence, Hanson had kissed Nadia's orange lips greedily when he wanted to make a sign of ownership in the neck area.

GECK!! YOK!!! GECK!!

Hanson lets Nadia go when he finds out someone is knocking on the door.

“Hinyai! Menn! Your food tea is ready!” it was like the voice of Ratih Bendide who was the same age as Nadia but was married and had children.

 “Iya Ratih I'm going to the dining room.” Nadia said with courtesy.

  After that Nadia saw the disappointed face of her husband but Nadia always had a way to keep her husband smiling, by making a smile on the full and red lips of Hanson using her fingers to form a semicircle.

“Come!” Nadia pulls Hanson's hand towards the dining room like a little boy who pulls his friends while playing.

The dining room is dominated by golden color because of the light of the candles and the food presented at the dining table is roasted sausage with a baluri of cream cheese and pepper sauce.

Hanson chose wine or intoxicating, but Nadia forbade him instead told Hanson to drink water initially the man refused but because of the coercion of his wife, Hanson finally wanted to be ordered by his wife.

Nadia was happy that Hanson finally indulged in his desire to drink only water, after dinner Nadia went from the dining chair to the library located not far from the patio (park in the middle of the house), to read a book.

While picking up the book Hanson was standing right behind him which almost made the solid-bodied girl fall. Luckily Hanson swiftly grabbed his wife's body and they were both half-cuddled, Nadia who realized it immediately and then released herself.

“Hanson you haven't slept?” ask Nadia. “Ik again want****ayo.” Said Hanson Nadia can only resign when Hanson carried his body ala bride style to their room. Hanson walked towards their room which was upstairs.

 Nadia could only resign when her body was laid on the Mattress by Hanson while Nadia closed her eyes and did not want to see anything, she realized that Hanson also without clothes hugged her from behind.

Nadia also felt a hard stomach and stood out, she resigned when her dress was stripped by Hanson.

Without being explained in detail they finally did a proper relationship husband and wife, at the end of their romance Nadia whispered something that her name Hanson right in her ears.

In the morning the sound of birds chirping right on the window trellis of sunlight as well with his reflection hitting Nadia's eyes made him wake up, Nadia realized that she was hugging Hanson because of the extremely cold Buitenzorg air this morning.

 He also realized that he was not dressed. Nadia quickly searched for her clothes by relying on her looking hand but did not wake Hanson up, his estimation was wrong when Nadia wanted to wear her dress suddenly Hanson pulled her again from behind by grabbing Nadia's small and solid body.

“Hanson last!!” Said Nadia who was upset when Hanson hugged her possessively, “Ik wants...” Hanson's half-sleepy sentence was interrupted when Nadia interrupted him.

“Quite Hanson!!! release me today is so cold!!!” Hanson let go of his possessive embrace but before he let go of his wife, the blonde instead fondled all areas of Nadia's neck and shoulders.

Nadia who had shivered from the cold because the air of Buitenzorg this morning was quite cold immediately put on her clothes.

“Ratihi!! Prepare me warm water for a bath!” Nadia's orders opened the room door and then after Ratih said.

 “Good Nyai.” Nadia closed the door to her room again. This morning it was very cold because last night heavy rain poured into the city of Buitenzorg.

“Nadia later I'll be home fast je want to walk?” hanson.

“Why not.” Nadia said with a smile and approached Hanson sitting on the edge of the bed, then Nadia approached Hanson and sat on her husband's lap.

“Ik hou van je.” Said Hanson while tightening his arms and then kissed his wife's right cheek but was able to make Nadia speechless her cheeks red****** next the girl's hand draped itself in Hanson's neck.

Ratih came to the room to prepare warm water according to Nadia's order, Ratih saw such things are common in because often see things that are commonplace when working at his European host's house first.

“Hanson.” Nadia whispered sensually in her husband's ear that made Hanson do such a thing to Nadia.

“Nyai the water is ready, so I want to go down to prepare breakfast.” Said Ratih politely, sometimes Nadia was also very envious of Ratih the waiter who already had a child.

 After the departure of Ratih, the blonde closed the bedroom door to perform erotic scenes in the bathroom with his wife.

After finishing the bath Nadia dried her hair with a towel then wore a short white dress plus a little brucat under her dress.

Finished dressed Nadia opened the window room looks fresh with a slightly cloudy sky and a soothing morning breeze in the city of Buitenzorg, Nadia turned to look back turned out Hanson was wearing a uniform service.

Nadia approached Hanson and helped put on the uniform before going to work like a wife, lastly she put her husband's red beret hat on the head.

Hanson who was ready to dress immediately pulled Nadia's body closer to kiss Nadia's orange lips, Hanson's hand held Nadia's back head.

“Wait ik,” whispered Hanson in Nadia's ear with a voice of passion.

Hanson stared at the mirror in the adult-sized closet and wrapped his hands around a dense waist and containing Nadia's, while hugging Nadia's waist occasionally Hanson held Nadia's stomach.

“After Ik and je have children together then there will be a photo session of van buthjer's small family,” Nadia wrapped her right hand on Hanson's chin with a forced smile.

“Now let's go.” Said Nadia who let go of Hanson's embrace while fusing her body with her husband then pulled Hanson down for breakfast.

In the dining room the Bendides had prepared ercis soup with macaroni mixed with ham and cream soup.

Nadia took her husband's arm to the front of the house to release the husband several times and Nadia confirmed Hanson's blonde hair and her red barrette hat and Hanson boarded his car to go to work.

Nadia kisses her husband before leaving for work and Hanson kisses Nadia's head after Hanson's departure.

Nadia chooses to read a book in the library close to the patio, occasionally Ratih delivers her unsweetened tea to accompany Nadia to read books, and, the girl was waiting for her husband to come home from work because he promised to walk around their new city, Buitenzorg.

Shortly while reading the book a bendide named Arum came by handing over two letters at once. “Nya no mail?” said Arum, the woman is middle-aged who works as a new lackey in her home now and for the military family of the Netherlands (netherland). “From who, ma'am?” asked Nadia who put her book on the table and stood up.

Nadia called a frills bu or sir for the bendides or maids in her older home just for courtesy and indirectly also respect, “I don't know nyai, I don't know, yaudah I want to continue nyiram park in the middle.” Sarinah said then left while bending Nadia's body just nodding her head and smiling.

 Nadia read both letters after the lackey's departure, the first from Elsje and the second from Willem's lieutenant for her, first Nadia opened a letter from Elsje in her letter Elsje wrote in the Dutch Nadia which interpreted her letter a little because Hanson often used Dutch when talking to her.

Letter from Elsje,

Hanson on Saturday I'm getting married to colonel van bough for an arranged marriage by my papa, sorry Hanson, our relationship has to end and you already have Nadia, the smart inlander girl who will help you in your career.

I heard that you moved to Buitenzorg to avoid my wedding day when I was expecting you to be my best friend on my wedding day even though I was unable to repay your feelings for me. I've already written this letter.

Greetings from,

Elsje.

After reading a letter from Elsje to Hanson Nadia felt that she had been lied to by Hanson how not so far she had only been made a runaway as well as an impingement only, unknowingly a tear slid against her cheek, the girl sat in the library chair.

 Nadia resentfully put the letter from Elsje back in the envelope and called one of Bendide to be given to herself by Hanson because Nadia was not strong enough to withstand this pain, although not everything she knows but Nadia has concluded that Hanson moved tasks at once the city just to avoid her heartache but here Nadia who should be more sick because the poor girl was already a victim.

 After giving the letter to the male lackey and promised to be given to Hanson, it was the turn of the letter from Lieutenant Willem hellmus to be read by Nadia, when it opened it turned out to be his letter to Nadia herself.

The girl poured warm tea in her cup and drank the tea to calm her mind and pain.

The letter from Willem,

The flower on the rose of my heart that dyed me, you that shot me with your smile, Nadia. I'm sorry because I wanted to tell you the truth but my tongue seemed to be confused to tell you Nadia rose my heart.

Nadia was silent and stopped when she had not finished reading a letter from Willem what this man meant, Nadia really hates the thing that mince words why not directly the point. Nadia drank her tea in a cup after just starting to continue reading the contents of the letter from Willem.

Ik hou van je, Nadia roses my heart. The first time I saw you, I started to feel a tickling thump in my heart. It's a pity that Hanson wasted you when I first saw you back then, my rose you don't have to lie to me if actually my rose is very hurt because my best friend has been seen from your black eyes as dark as your night. I also saw you crying that day from the stairs as if my heart was so sore when I saw my roses made to cry by my own best friend.

I remember your wedding day with my best friend. I lost my rose like a rose picked from a tree it took a long time for a new rose to grow, just like this heart of mine Nadia you are the rose of my heart that is capable of carrying a tickling vibe in my chest even Elsje will not be able to evoke this vibration.

Ik hou van je

Willem Hellm.

Nadia was sitting there digesting what was really going on whether this was a drama deliberately made for her life history, or whether this was someone's plan to have her household with Hanson swayed.

“Gua can not decide now, the cave must remain calm and try to complete this problem well.” After that Nadia kept a letter from Willem and immediately left the library room. In the evening Nadia greeted Hanson as usual with a forced smile to make Hanson unsuspecting.

 “You've eaten?”  nadia asked but Hanson who was still in his official clothes wrapped his hands around Nadia's waist to unite their bodies together Their breaths clashed with each other.

Hanson looked into Nadia's eyes with a little suspicion his wife usually looked into his eyes like that, although Nadia tried her hardest to be normal still Hanson could be suspicious just because tonight they were staring at each other.

 In the dining room today Ratih has prepared Meat with black pepper sauce and cheese soup as a sweetener, Hanson had smelled a strange gurgle from his wife because not usually the wife just silently did not issue a joke that made Hanson laugh.

After eating Nadia told Ratih to prepare warm water for Hanson to take a bath and Nadia changed clothes and went to sleep leaving Hanson. The man saw his wife's behavior with a strange gelagat finished bathing he went to his work room. Nadia woke up and followed Hanson to his study, before Hanson arrived at his workspace Arum bendide who was delivered a letter from Elsje came to Hanson.

“Menner no letter from Batavia!” Arum approached Hanson while slightly bowing politely, Hanson just nodded stiffly continuing to pick up the letter then entered his study. Nadia peeked a little from the study room Hanson noticed reading the letter while sitting at his desk and chair.

After he finished reading his letter Hanson threw his letter paper in any direction then massaged his temple with a table as a handstool, “Elsje..” Hanson said, before long one tear fell back on Nadia's cheek which made her heart sliced when she knew that her husband was still expecting love from another woman, the girl decided to return to the room with a cry.

 Nadia laid herself on the Mattress with a tilted position to the right side while crying her heart as if sliced to see Hanson like that, honestly she should know the position all along, so far, she thought Hanson loved her but her husband made her nothing more than a runaway and loving another woman.

Hanson entered Nadia's room trying to stop her sobbing and still tilted her back to Hanson.

“Nadia ic...” The unfinished sentence from Hanson's mouth was instead cut quickly by Nadia. “Don't now Hanson I'm so Tired.” PAUSE “also don't say anything more tonight.” Nadia who was still faithful tilted her body to the side. Hanson took a deep breath and lay down while staring at the sky of the room and soon fell asleep.