NANO SWEETS
Farewell

In the bathroom, I couldn't help but cry

I cried as much as I could, how long I cried after how long I finally calmed down.

There is a sense of regret because I have been rude with Bayu.

I feel bad why this mouth is so evil scolding my husband who always accompanied me.I cry again this time I cry because I feel guilty for hurting my husband.

I look back on our time (me and baby) that was peaceful and always full of love..there was never any commotion let alone complaints about money.day filled with affection.I really regret and feel guilty.because this situation I was the trigger I was the cause of it all started from debt....

O Allah forgive your servant...

Astagfirulloh is in the bathroom I can not pray in the bathroom.

I remember grandfather's advice

In the bathroom you can not sing singing can not pray other than prayers for bathing wudu and prayers in and out of the bathroom...

I'm also advised that in the bathroom can't be long.

With that awareness I immediately rushed to take a shower and did not use for long.

When I came out of the bathroom the baby was not visible.I immediately put on clothes..wear the veil after I think enough I contact Ms. Eva stap foundation td I send a chat Wa to immediately pick me up because I'm ready.

While waiting for an invitation to come I look for the baby mas it turns out he was in the front room sitting while smoking a look of his face sad.

I could not bear to see the person who had been with me seemed sad and lackluster I saw him.I samperin him and I kissed him.I cried while apologizing....

Sorry for my word..I really do nyesel and apologize should not I vent my anger on mas in such a way.once again I apologize yes mas said me while continuing to kiss the baby mas while shedding tears.

The baby hugged me and cried while stroking my hair.

What is deck ..mas also apologizes if all this time mas bantak lack.as husband mas has not been able to give the best for adek mas instead make ade suffer he said a little hoarse but soft in my ears.I am sadder and not yet can stop crying.I am right2 sorry with all the words I have said

I was even more sorry when I realized what I had said I could not take back.

True said grandpa first...He always advised me. When I saw grandma again nagging to kKek.

Grandpa always says Nak you later have to be a patient person do not get angry especially in your anger you say words that can make people hurt even to cry .remember your son granddaughter grandfather most dear grandfather remember the advice of grandfather to keep the heart keep the mouth .

Because late regrets will always haunt us.

If you've scolded people and you're cursing people when you realize you're too late.because what's come out of our mouths is like an arrow that's been released from the bow ...imagine if the sari could pull back the arrow that has been released?

Ask grandpa to me.

I fell silent.and I imagine a film that is showing people are archery, then he pulled his bow and released his arrow...the arrow cannot be taken again.

With a smile Grandpa stroked my hair.smart boy.

True the arrow that has been separated from the bow can not be taken again.such as if the person who is angry and issued a harsh word atw caci an....what we have said can never be withdrawn again.

Yes kek ..sari will remember that cake....

The more I remembered grandfather's advice the greater my guilt.kupeluk tightly mas bayu like do not want me to escape.

Dek ..mas has forgiven you.don't be sad anymore he said while kissing my lips.

Little did I become calm I took off my embrace.

Mas.. let me go kwrja yes mas maybe 3-5 months yes mas.after I finished my debt I will stop working I said.

Deck if kamuvsdh sure alright mas allow but notify mas every time answer mas bayu.

Thank you mas.I promise you I will tell you every day mas answered me.Set an apremot lg I kiss again cheeks.

Oh yes mas watch toni yes.I entrusted toni k mas do not get angry ya.toni very dear same mas he must be the same mas answer me.

Yes mas definitely keep toni.mas also very dear toni.toni already like a child mas itself.toni is very smart if we guide him properly he is a special child.

Sorry I just told you that toni is a stepson mas bayu (toni's story later I told in the next episode ya )

Toni is currently on vacation at her grandmother's house which has moved to a new house.

My mother's contract was close to my contract. Alhamdulillaah from the hard work of my sister now can buy a new house .

So no longer contracted.

Alhamdulillaah says.

Continue .....

After a few hours I booked a taxi has come. With a heavy heart I say goodbye to my husband.

Mas I go first yes.jaga toni yes later I will call my sister and mamah so they can help keep toni.message me.

Yes Dek.kamu also heart.

Take care of yourself, do not forget to eat.here you are difficult to eat if not told to ask

Moreover, far from the mas bautu answer still can not get rid of the feeling of kaeatir to me.

Yes mas calm za I must take care of myself and eat a lot

This prayer let me have a good boss, I replied while holding everything back.

Yes it is mas I go first yes.assalaamualaikum answered me.

Waalaikum salaam wr wb.answer mas bayu while not forgetting to express kissbdikenku.

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The Rasulullah SAW

condemning the person who eats usury, who gives usury, the author of usury transactions and both witnesses of usury transactions. They are all the same (sinful)." (Moslem HR).

Pardon your servant, O Allah, who has fallen into the valley of sin.

I am 2 sinful men who have dared to fight against Allah and His Messenger...

Please get me out of this condition.In the World You have shown due to the destitution of the person who did Riba....

In my desperation I tried to find a way out.

may God always protect me

And launch my business

Aamiin yaa rabbal alamiin.