NAWAITU | Initial Intentions Towards Divine Ridho
Chapter 23
"Hey Feb! Don't keep daydreaming." Ani surprised Febby who had just been silent did not touch the meatball bowl in the slightest, but in his hand was already holding a spoon and fork.
After the meeting, Ani invited Febby to lunch at the cafeteria. It was time to show at 12.07 WIB, the children passed by and out of the canteen, there were some who settled there just to chat, discuss important topics 'about whom they will choose later' when pemiketos.Bu canteen will not mind if his shop is used as a place to 'gossip' even though they only buy a glass of mineral water or glass tea. It is commonplace, since decades have worked in the school here Bu canteen to memorize the habits of Hero High School students, maybe it has become a derivative nature. In addition to the classroom, the park near the field, the garden in the backyard of the school, the stall became the most comfortable place to 'gossip' eh means chatting with friends.Some students also eat there while chatting coolly with his compatriots. While Ani from earlier only talked to herself while eating, Febby? Somehow he daydreamed continuously after the incident in the OSIS room.
"Eh An, I'm not daydreaming just thinking about something" replied Febby who finally scooped the meatballs and immediately devoured it
"Mirikin what Feb?" Ani glanced while still focusing on spending the meatballs on her bowl.
"A lot of An, but there's two things I'm thinking about right now. First why did Brother Andi ask for my HP number? And the second is why Satria is like an angry person after hearing all that" Febby spoke while eating his meatballs
"For the second question it's obvious Feb, because Satria has liked you since Junior High. She herself was blatant, even to all the eleventh graders.", Ani was still coolly scooping her meat sauce
Eh? Iyeakah? Febby obviously just found out about it. All this time Febby only considered him a friend, no less no more.
"That's right Feb, I'm not making a talk. That's a fact, and all eleven year olds know that." Ani still convinces Febby, Febby just looks at her late-goals still in disbelief. Obviously not believing, he is difficult to believe let alone not hear directly from the person.
"But An. If that's true, why isn't he direct---"
"Are you ready to make that decision?" Ani cut straight
Right too, Febby obviously won't be ready. All this time Febby only considered Satria a friend, that's all. Clearly he did not want Satria to be hurt by getting a rejection from him. Febby took a deep breath.
"But there is something interesting from the side of Satria Feb" said Ani again, now he has spent a bowl of meatballs
Febby turned to Ani. Whahuh?
"He wants to try to understand you. That'sthat's all. It's simple, but I think it's amazing. Yeah, even though he's a hot-tempered, naughty Satria, who likes to make trouble but she's not selfish Feb." Ani spoke seriously, Febby just looked at her in disbelief. Not because of his Satria but the thought of his best friend. Febby did not expect that his best friend had thoughts that 'adult' according to their age.
"Yes!" Febby clutching her forehead examined her fear if her best friend why-why. Eh? What was? Ani was fine at the time.
"Why Feb?" asked Ani confused
"Bakso? Fried rice? We did this this morning, didn't we?" answer Ani plain
"I mean you're like an experienced person when you explain that" Febby said in disbelief
Ani shrugged her shoulders, "It was easy Feb, about love leave it to me. I've had 3 years of dating---."
Oi! What did Ani say just now? Ani immediately shut her mouth.The secret she officially opened.
"An... you?" Febby probed, adding to his disbelief
Ani let out a long sigh, "Yes Feb is right, it's all true. I have been in a relationship with a man who is two or three years old with me. He was my upperclassman in Junior High, I was in third grade, we met and then we liked each other. And we were finally dating. It's been 3 years since the relationship was established until now, and still today." Ani tells her in detail before Febby asks her a lot of questions
Febby did not finish his half-life, he put a fork and spoon in the bowl.
"I know Feb if that courtship is forbidden by our religion. But I can't, can't let go of that feeling so easily. Ever since I know you, I've been getting new things, especially science. Since you explained about dating to me, I actually wanted to tell a story and I felt very 'ready' to let go of this feeling. But after I tried it turned out to be very difficult, moreover there was rarely any conflict in our relationship." Febby was still listening to Ani's sentences carefully
Febby does not really understand religion. He was lucky enough to live in a good neighborhood. Although she had not lived with her parents since childhood, she was raised in her grandmother's house. That's where, although his grandmother's house is not as grand as his parents' but at home that Febby can grow up as a girl who is arguably quite good at his age now.
His grandparents cultivated the values of kindness in Febby. His grandfather was a njai teacher in his home area. While his grandmother, despite having no title or rank, he was known for his kind attitude to everyone, very patient, and not vindictive. In the world, good people have enemies, including Febby's grandparents. But what did Febby's grandmother say?
"Just leave it, don't reply."
It's always the answer Febby's grandmother every time something interferes with the harmony of their small family. Patience is not playing. And his grandfather, he always taught Febby to teach, besides that Febby also studied like a santri child in the Qur'an Education Park. Besides being taught how to read the Qur'an eloquently, Febby was also taught to read the yellow book, learn the science of shorof, nahwu, safinah, and fathul qhorib, and the like. Although the place is only musholla, but in it there are najai teachers who are excellent, because they are all the best graduates of the famous boarding school in the city.Sorena studied the science of the book, the night read the Qur'an. And once in a while there are scientific studies, once a week taught hadroh, sholawatan. Febby's sweet life in the village at the time, but things changed since his parents more precisely his father contacted his grandfather to live in their house in the city. Febby refuses, but Febby's grandparents persuade him that every holiday at Febby's school is allowed to return home to meet them. Febby finally agreed. At first Febby thought that living in the city would bring him closer to his parents but on the contrary, Febby's parents rarely went home even almost never. At his house was left only a maid, who had been taking care of Febby.
That's a little bit of the story of Febby's life, if you think Febby is a pious man it's wrong. Because rather Febby was still a gradual child to learn the science of religion. Even he only knows if the term dating is prohibited by religion, even though many activities that can be like dating people even more than that. There are so many other terms for dating, but Febby doesn't know that yet. He was still too innocent to know such things.
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