
"Sir Ranai, why?". First, panic immediately.
"It's okay, Tama". Rania answered, smiling. "Go, he said he wanted the gym. It's late, man,". Chortled
"Sure, isn't it papa? Fear why-why, sister Rania. So not the gym spirit". Tama, sit next to Rania.
"No papa, go. All looking for a cake girlfriend, very alone". Ledek Rania, pinch Tama's arm.
"Aaukka....Sick, males find girlfriend. If there's an event, Rania's there". Tama replied, the grin was unclear.
"Eleeh...She wants it, you take me. What else is the status of a widow and have 1 child, what would others say if they found out? You must be their talk,". Said Rania, glancing towards Tama.
"Father, I don't eat and ride with them anyway. The important thing is I'm happy,". Answer Tama, cengengesan.
Rania, looking at the handsome face of Tama. 5 years more together, full of laughter and filled his days. "Tama, you're not young anymore. 25 years, it's time to find a partner".
Rania, grasping the fingers of Tama who already considers her own biological sister.
"If I want Rania's sister, how?". Tanya Tama, leaning towards Rania.
Degggm....
Rania, frowned and digested Tama's speech. "Don't ngaco, Tama. I already consider you, as my own sister. We're 5 years old, not worth it". Denied Rania, shook her head.
The look on Tama's face, changed immediately. He heard her breathing, throwing her face in the other direction.
"Why, are you angry? I'm older than you, Tama. How could I have been together in droves like you, inappropriate". Rania said, smiling.
"Then, did Rania underestimate me? I was younger, unable to match Rania's sister". Tama, narrowed her eyeballs and pulled Rania's waist into her arms.
Their faces looked at each other, just a few inches away. Rania, blink her eyeballs. What he has done, Tama. Why, did he suddenly turn aggressive?.
Tama's burly hands, firmly grip Rania's waist. His body was large height, muscular posture. Because Tama, very keep the shape of his body and often do the Gym.
"Tama, what are you doing? Oh, not like this". Rania,gugup. Usually Tama, not like this.
"I'm just proving that I deserve to be with Rania". Tama's whisper, breath felt in her earlobe.
"eeee...But not like this either. Let go of Tama, what does your mother say? If we're like this, it's the same as making a big mistake". Rania's hand, holding the chest of Tama's sturdy field. His shirt button was already two open, desperately gulping his saliva.
"It doesn't matter sister, mother again arisan. It's just the two of us, in this house". Bisik Tama, again. Is it like this, when close to the woman we like? Aaaargh...What's wrong with me, why is it suddenly so brave? Hope Rania's sister, not angry.
"Tama, keep your face out of my ears". Pinta Rania, the most sensitive area. His heart was racing, silent and not moving at all.
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Since that incident, Tama seemed to avoid Rania. Leaving in the morning, without breakfast. Even going home from work the night, to avoid Rania.
"I'm ashamed,". Lirih Tama, telling his friend Nado, Digo and Hery.
"if you like it, go after it. Why avoid Rania's sister, definitely feel guilty because you suddenly changed". Said Nado, his friend siding with Tama who liked his next-door neighbor.
"Truely, don't give up like this. Big body doang, timasa dread forward for love". Temptation Digo, whiny.
"Fear, Rania's sister still loves her ex-husband. The proof is that Rania, until now not married". Hery Sahut.
"I don't know, I'm suddenly guilty and ashamed. I should have done nothing yesterday. Very presumptuous to embrace him, not to be pious". Said Tama, bowed down sadly.
His friends looked at each other, confused by Tama's attitude.
Usually Tama, talk warmly with him. But this time no longer, usually Tama who met Nick. But this time, Nick is next door.
"Mother, why? Lately, um often overtime continues". Nick, I don't feel happy if Tama's working late.
"It's okay, honey. His name works, what should we do? One day, you know what". said Rania, stroking the soft head of her son.
The wall clock shows at eight p.m., Nick has started to get sleepy and has long been waiting for Tama's return.
Half an hour passed, Rania put the baby to sleep.
The sound of the car engine was heard, meaning Tama was home.
Rania, hurry out of the room and next to her house. Look, Miss Yati, no longer exists. Tumben once he, this hour sleep first. Usually welcome the arrival of Tama, prepare dinner and sleep.
Degggm....
Tama's eyes, fixed on Rania smiled sweetly.
"Want to eat Tama? Let me get ready,". Rania asked, smiling sweetly.
"No brother, I've eaten outside. I called my mom because I ate at the office". Reply Tama, without looking at Rania.
"Oh, can I make you some coffee or tea". Rania's rose, again.
"No brother, thank you. I'm gonna take a shower, go to bed". Answer Tama, gawking past Rania.
"Tama, what's wrong with you?". Rania, follow her into the room.
"Better brother Rania, get out of the room. I'm afraid I misunderstood us. Isn't that what Rania said". Tama, let go of Rania's grip.
"Tam, I feel guilty that your attitude has changed. Me, I feel uncomfortable. It's just that problem, you're mad at me". Rania, stared intensely at Tama's face.
"Guman problem? It's about the feeling, brother, sorry now I'm getting sick. I want to forget this feeling, in the future. Speak as necessary" said Tama, taking a towel and coming out of the room.
Rania, immediately stepped away to her house. "Sorry, it's pissing you off". He muttered, feeling sad over Tama's change.
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The next morning, Tama took the time to play around with Nick.
"Why does overtime go on, Tama? Kasian Nick, looking for you". Said Bu Yati, putting hot tea in front of her son.
"How else, ma'am? It's also called work,". Tama answered, sipping tea made by his mother. Forgive me in this way, can forget my feelings for sister Rania.
"No papa,nek. Early in the morning Nick can play with Om Tama". Nick always understood everything.
"Nephew om, smart indeed. We can play again on Sunday, when we're off". Tama, ruffle Nick's hair. "Yes, I went to work first. Don't be naughty, yeah,".
"Yes,om".
Nick, kiss the back of Tama's hand. So did Tama, kiss Nick's face and say goodbye to her mother.
Rania, standing on the porch of her own home. Seeing Tama's departure, the colder the day it becomes. "Falsely wrong, love cannot be forced by Tama". Mumbled.
Even Tama, did not turn her head at all towards him. The car's getting farther away, lost in Rania's sight.