Oh My Cecunguk
Contrition

After half an hour had passed, the torture was finally over. At that time I was helpless. I closed my eyes but did not sleep.

After putting his clothes back on, Kevin lay down beside me. Hugged my body tightly wrapped in a thick blanket.

"I'm sorry, Ly. Sorry for not trusting you" Kevin said regretfully.

I glanced as he brought his face closer to mine. Besides being disappointed, I was also very embarrassed. Although Kevin did not take away my virginity, he still saw and touched my whole body.

I opened my eyes again as Kevin grabbed my hand. He kissed the back of my palm several times. "Please forgive me, Ly. I'm sorry" he said again.

"Go, Mas. Leave me alone" I said without looking at him.

"I'm not leaving until you forgive me, Ly."

I looked up, looking at him annoyed. "If you keep acting like this I'll hate you, Mom. Please, go, "I ask.

"Alright, Ly. I'm gonna go. But before that let me help you change clothes" Kevin said.

"No need, Mom. I can do it myself" I said. Grip the blanket firmly. I won't let Kevin see my naked body a second time.

"But your body is very weak, Ly," said Kevin. He looks at me softly. "I won't do anything wrong again, I won't hurt you again. Really, I just want to help you. I'm responsible for what I've done to you, Ly," he promised.

"Please don't force me, Mom. Please come out" I asked, again. This time I said it in a high tone.

"All right, I'm going out" said Kevin, giving up. He cupped my face. Then landed a kiss on my forehead, long enough.

This time the kiss was very soft. I felt Kevin's calmness and sincerity back then. I opened my eyes again as Kevin let go of his kiss. "I'm leaving now, Ly. Go to bed and I'll take you home" he said before moving on.

I didn't answer. Kevin got out of bed and passed away. After Kevin closed the door I got up and sat down. My body was crumpled, very painful in some parts. Especially the chest and waist due to Kevin's grip.

I found a blanket that covered part of my body. Then get out of bed and walk towards the bathroom limped.

I stood under the shower. The sower started spitting out water, soaking my face that was looking up. The water then flowed downwards, flushing all over my contemptible body.

It's one of the toughest days of my life. Not finished tightness in the chest with the words of the father, now added Kevin treatment that almost raped me. Not only did the accusation hurt her heart, but her treatment just now also left her with extreme physical pain.

I looked at my body in the mirror. Dozens of red marks were scattered almost all over the body. Mostly in the neck, collarbone and chest. My lips are a little swollen too.

My brain kept working, thinking about what would happen next. About how I'm gonna face mom and dad tomorrow. I can't possibly meet them in my current condition. They will be suspicious. Being confined in a room all day is also impossible.

I hurried to take a shower. Rubbing the body with soap and flushing it with clean water. After I finished and got dressed, I sat down in front of the dresser. Open the drawer containing make up and take the foundation.

The first idea I got after cleaning myself was to cover the container***** with foundation. Resulting decent. The red mark on my neck was disguised and almost invisible, unless it was noticed at close range.

For the rest of the part I let it. Tomorrow I will wear a long-sleeved turtle neck t-shirt to cover perfectly.

The night is getting late. I'm back in bed. I lay my body there and closed my eyes. I have to get up early tomorrow and go home quickly. If I could before my parents wake up.

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In the morning I was awakened by the deafening sound of alarm. My eyes were still closed when I touched my phone. The drowsiness still completely enveloped me. But I immediately got rid of it when I saw the clock on the phone screen. It's five in the morning. I need to hurry home.

I jumped out of bed. Walk up to the wardrobe and pick up the t-shirt from inside. After that, I replaced the pajamas I was wearing with the shirt.

When I finished I rushed out. The atmosphere of the morning was still quiet. Maybe the others are still not awake, I thought. I walked quickly, down the stairs and towards the front door.

"Where are you going, son?" ask someone when I hold the door handle. That's my mother's voice. My heart was beating fast, afraid of being discovered.

"npus ... Why are you keeping quiet? Where are you going this early?" tanyanya, again. I could hear the footsteps of the mother walking closer.

I turned around vigilantly. Although scared to death but I have to face it calmly. Since I have seen my mother, I have to say goodbye to her. There's no way I'm just gawking around, like a thief. "Mom's up?" ask me, no need for an answer.

"Of course it is. If you haven't, I won't see you walking around like that" he said.

"What's up, Alea? Why did you leave so early? Did something happen?" ask Mom, look around.

I shook my head quickly. "No. There's nothing, ma'am," I said in a hurry.

"Where are you going this morning blind? " ask mom, don't give up.

"Oh, I think something's going on. So you want to get out of the house quickly" said the mother.

I don't understand what my mother said just now. But I don't have time to ask either. I need to leave this house immediately. Before the others see me. Especially Kevin. For now I don't want to see it. Maybe in the next few days, I don't want to see him first.

"Then Lea said goodbye, ma'am," I said as I reached out to shake my mother's hand and kissed the back of the woman who had given birth to me.

"Be careful on the road, son," mother's message when I'm out.

"Yes, ma'am" I replied as I passed away. I breathed a sigh of relief when I got out of the house.

"Luckily not found out" I murmured as I was outside the gate. I pulled the phone out of the bag. Planning to order ojek online.

Suddenly a hand held my wrist. "Let me drive" said the owner of the hand.

I looked up to see his face. Kevin's. Why is he here? I said in my heart. I clasped his hand. "I can go home by myself" I said, refusing.

Kevin didn't touch my words. He took my hand and dragged me into his car parked on the side of the road.

I'm losing. My body has no more energy to fight. I sat in the front seat, next to Kevin, who was behind the wheel.

I glared as Kevin leaned his body towards me. I thought Kevin wanted to kiss me, but he just wanted to help put on his seatbelt.

During the trip we were both silent. I stared out the window. Kevin focused on driving.

"Today don't go to the office, rest at home" Kevin said.

Without orders, I have no intention of going to work today. My body is very tired and also all sick, so I plan a day or two permit.

"You hear what I'm saying, Ly?" ask Kevin when I'm just quiet.

"Yes" I said briefly.

We went back to silence and continued the rest of the journey calmly. I looked up, looking at Kevin. "Why come here - I want to go home to where I live," I protested when I realized the road we were going on was not to go to the boarding house but to Kevin's apartment.

"Obey, Ly. Elsewhere I can't take good care of you" Kevin said.

I looked at him irritated.

"Just calm down, Ly. I will not do anything stupid to you anymore. I even brought handcuffs. If you don't believe me, you can put it on my hands so I can't mess with you" he said with a serious face. I trust her.

Shortly after, we arrived at the apartment. Kevin opened the door for me. I went inside too. Followed by Kevin who was trailing behind me.

Kevin pulled my hand, making my steps stop. "Take this, Ly," said Kevin, putting handcuffs on my hands.

I raised my face to look at him. "You can handcuff me now" Kevin said, holding out both hands.

His voice sounded desperate. I saw regret and sadness in his eyes. I'm sure he's not messing around with his words, very seriously.

I threw the handcuffs in any direction. Then he slid into his arms. Kevin returned my embrace. He held me tight. "I'm sorry, Ly," he said.

"Stop apologizing. I forgive you" I said.

Here's my. A woman who is either too kind or stupid. No matter how much my anger at Kevin, if you look at his face slowly the anger recedes and just disappears. I can't be mad at him. Even though my boyfriend made a few mistakes, I always forgave him and could understand him. Including when he was caught making love to my sister, I still forgive him and try to forget him. Like it never happened.

"Thank you, Ly. I promise something like last night won't happen again. In the future I will trust you" he promised.

Kevin kept his body away. But did not take off his two hands that were still coiled around my waist. We looked at each other in silence. I closed my eyes as he brought his lips closer to mine. He came back to kiss me. This time very softly.

I hope you keep your promise, Mas. If you break it I don't think I'll ever be able to forgive you again.

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