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The sound of knocking on the door from Jessie's house had rang since then but had not yet opened


" It's been a long time since Dira has been sleepy" said Nanda


" Patience mother where the hell why a long time open the door" said Jessie annoyed and then knocked back the door very hard


Jasmin slept very soundly from exhaustion Jasmin was surprised when he heard the knock on the door his eyes opened and ran away from the door open


Jasmin opened the door


" It's a long time, my God, I don't think you're going to open the door for us" Jessie said, annoyed that Nanda just walked in and clearly saw Nanda's unfriendly face


" I'm sorry son, I slept in the back so I didn't hear" Jasmin said


" Akh is ma'am, I'm tired if you want to eat dinner alone don't have to wait" said Jessie


" But have you guys had dinner ? I cooked dinner for you this afternoon" Jasmin said


" We're not hungry, ma'am, I didn't ask you to cook, I'm tired of eating alone"


" But Jes" said Jasmin but Jessie had entered the room


" But there's something I want to do with you" said Jessie in a very low voice with eyes looking at the door that Jessie had just closed


Jasmin walked up to the dining table and sat down to look at the dishes she had made this afternoon for her son but was not at all seen by Jessie or Nanda


Jasmin tried to smile and Jasmin started devouring her food alone


Jasmin had dinner alone without the company of her son


Jasmin devoured her food quickly then went out and sat on the porch of Jessie's house


Jasmin closed his eyes taking a deep breath and slowly threw it away


" What's wrong with Jessie why is she like this ? why has his nature changed ? did Nathan also behave like this to Jaafar ? What wrong have I done to my children until their nature can change like this ? will I be able to survive here ? how about Jaafar over there I feel so guilty to Jaafar" Jasmin said in his heart


Jasmin's daydream dispersed when a mobile phone from her pocket quickly picked it up


📞" Hello Afar ?" jasmin said


📞" Suit ? I miss you ? " said jaafar


📞 "I also miss you Afar very much miss you" Jasmin said


📞" Jas can't we meet ? I don't think I can afford to stay away from you "Taught Jaafar slowly


📞" Jaafar my husband forgive me "said Jasmin sniffled


📞" Why Jas, I beg you not to cry my heart hurts so much to hear you cry especially at this time I can not wipe the tears with my own hands" Jaafar said


📞 "Afar forgive me for forcing you to follow my will, are Nathan and Hana being nice to you Afar ?" ask Jasmin


📞 "What are you talking about of course they're being nice to me I'm his parents 'why are you asking like this are Jessie and Nanda being bad to you Jas ?" ask Jaafar


📞 "Thank God if Jessie is being nice to you, have you had dinner Jas ?" ask Jaafar


📞 "Of course I've been what about you ?" ask Jasmin


📞 "I ate right away as soon as I got to Jas' house after I ate the new meal I called you" Jaafar said


📞" Afar I want to have dinner with you " said Jasmin slowly


📞" How about tomorrow we eat together over the phone Jas do you want to wait for me to come home from work ?" ask Jaafar


📞" Of course I will wait for you Afar "said Jasmin with a small smile on her lips


📞" Now sleep late and rest "Uajr Jaafar


📞 "Hmm good night my husband dream beautiful and may you always be given health I love you" said Jasmin


📞 "Same prayer for you my wife I love you too" Jaafar said then their phone disconnected


Jaafar took a deep breath throwing it away slowly and knocked on the door repeatedly


almost 30 minutes Jaafar was outside the house and finally the door opened


" Keep " said Jaafar


" Yes sir" said Nathan turning his body and directly into the room


Jaafar closed the door and went inside the bathroom cleaning his body and looking at the dining table


there were no side dishes left on the table Jaafar walked into the kitchen but chose to make a warm tea and take it to the sofa


Jaafar sipped the warm tea as soon as Jaafar lay down and began to fall asleep


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It has been 3 months since Jaafar and Jasmin have not been able to meet them have asked their children but they are equally said to be still busy


Jasmin and Jaafar's hearts felt very sad because their request could not be fulfilled


Jaafar still works in the library every day to fill the empty time Jaafar writes in the book he finds Jaafar writing about all his heart because Jaafar can not tell anyone about what his heart felt about his longing for his wife Jasmin


While Jasmin he was always busy with household chores even for about 3 months Jasmin never went out of the house at all he just went out on the porch and did not know at all outer world


The lives of Jaafar and Jasmin are now very much different even the smile on the faces of Jaafar and Jasmin is now only seen when with their grandchildren and when they meet their children their smiles go somewhere


**** If we meet for separation I feel we should never have met from the beginning****