Pingka Girl Inland
Ask your heart

They had dinner together only Pingka ate in the room. Endra was in a hurry to finish his dinner, the food he swallowed right now was like bland without taste, although actually Aunt Halimah's cooking was very good.

As the night before the television was enlivened by children who watched, especially the neighbors, they were not unable to buy a television just electricity that was not supportive.

Since then Endra has been restless at the dinner table, hoping that Pingka will join them for dinner and that hope does not happen. He felt very strongly that he and Pingka were not as close as they used to be.

There is a distance created between them, making the two as new to know. Pingka deliberately limited herself in order to eliminate her love for Endra.

"Auntie, Dawn. Can I go to Pingka's room?" Endra carefully asked for permission.

"Please, Son."

The man left the dining table and stepped a little hesitantly in front of the room door then knocked on it slowly.

"Lake in." Pingka from the inside.

Endra opened the door slowly and circled the entire Pingka room.

What a simple woman he thought.

"Pingka, can I sit down?" Ask Endra carefully. I don't know if he feels like this time he has to keep his attitude and his words.

"Sit down."

Endra sat on the bed staring at the pale face and eyeballs of this adorable, wanting to feel like he was hugging and kissing giving up all his longing.

"How are you doing?" Endra asked with an anxious look on his face. His fingers look restless interlocked looking for a good opening sentence.

"As you can see."

"I'm sorry, I wasn't there at the time. Pingka, I'm sorry for all my wrongs all this time, I'm sorry I treated you so badly." Endra ventured to grab both of Pingka's hands into his grasp.

Pingka did not refuse Endra to touch her hands, her eyes looked at the face of the man who was talking to her at this moment.

"Why are you here ? And apologizing for something past, you should have made a happy day with your lover."

"Don't call it if you're with me." Endra was suddenly upset.

Pingka laughs fake. "Why?"

"He betrayed me." Endra let go of the woman's hand.

Pingka a little jolted but he was able to dampen his shock to hear the news of Endra and Melisa's relationship. "So, what exactly was your purpose here?" Tanya tried to reach for the glass on the side of the couch.

Endra took the glass and gave it to Pingka. "I want you to come back to me, we haven't officially parted. Let's open a new page at our wedding !" This man said expectantly.

"Did I not hear wrong ? On what basis did you ask me to come back to you?" Pingka began to feel pain in his wound and then peel the drugs one by one.

"Your sound is not wrong. I'm starting to love you." Endra looked at Pingka's eyeballs so deeply.

Pingka's heart was beating spoiled, her heart cheering happily at Endra's confession. But it is not Pingka's name if it melts away with baseless sweet words.

"Are you sure ? Not because of escape after being betrayed." The phrase Pingka directly hit Endra's heart. The man pecked for a moment trying to digest the phrase Pingka. Unable to answer Endra chose silence. "Ask your heart for whom is the love you have ? Do not force yourself to accept a marriage that is already on the edge. I'm sorry I can't go with you."

Endra could not speak anymore, his chest tight as if hit by a very hard blow. The first time she was rejected by a woman. He began to doubt whether he really loved Pingka or just his escape ? The second mistake he did why not make sure his heart first came to Pingka.

"You don't need to feel guilty, because in this matter there's nothing wrong. Rest with Brother Dawn and Dimas." Pingka slowly lowered the body from her backrest .

Here I am guilty of falling in love with you and placing great hopes on our marriage

Endra came out of Pingka's room with a blank mind and a blank look. Dimas and Dawn did not ask they could see what answer Endra got.

The man sat alone on the porch of the house, the silence he felt even though the sound of children's laughter filled the middle room. Endra thought hard and began to refine Pingka's words as subtly as possible.

He must trust his heart. Is there love for Pingka ? Or just run away for fear of loneliness. Didn't ? Too cruel after being betrayed and hoping for Pingka back to his side. While he himself did not want the woman to be his wife.

Endra was at war with his own heart and mind, several times his name was called Dimas he did not listen to. Endra woke up from the thoughts raging in his brain when his shoulder was touched Dimas.

"How's it?" Dimas sat on the porch.

"He refused."

"Give time for you and him, you both have to rethink. For now your heart and mind are still clad in emotion." Dimas.

"Good, at least you didn't make any hasty decisions." Reply Dimas.

"How's the perp?"

"Had been in prison, his friend.  Rania Hendri's ex-wife"

Endra was angry and disappointed. Why should the person from Pingka's past come to hurt him and be disappointed why he didn't find the culprit.

"Tomorrow I'm back in town, there's still a lot of work waiting for me." Said Dimas staring into the dark distance.

"Me too, thank you for helping Pingka at that time." Endra said sincerely.

Soon joined the Dawn after a long conversation they decided to rest, because the children had all gone home.

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The handsome men had been awake since the morning blind, they were sitting on the porch of the house enjoying warm tea while waiting for the sunrise to give its light.

Before breakfast Dimas went to Salsa's house to say goodbye and promised to return to the village again

Endra once again persuaded Pingka, hoping that his mind would change and would accept him to return to the City.

"Pingka, come with me ! We're putting together this almost ruined household again." Endra sat on the edge of the bed.

Pingka just kept quiet and looked out the window not intending to answer Endra. The sad and hopeful look of this man made Pingka sad, too cruel herself ? But no, just a few days ago clearly this man said he could not accept and love Pingka as his wife. Then, why in a matter of days quickly Endra said he loved her ? This meant that this was nothing but his escape. Or guilt for his mother. It is what is digested in the brain and heart of Pingka.

"Pingka, give me a second chance to fix everything." Endra grabbed both hands of Pingka.

"Sir Endra, my decision is unanimous, for now I can't go back to you, before you can actually confirm your heart to whom?" Pingka pulled both of her hands from Endra's.

Endra looked down disappointed without being able to do anything. Regret it has been since yesterday but what power rice has become porridge, he can not turn back time.

"Let your heart be wounded, and I will reorganize my life. Go home with Dimas, thousands of your employees are waiting there, don't be weak just this problem. I'm sure you can find your happiness there, don't forget to take care of your health." Pingka tried to smile mixed with tears.

Endra tried to hold back his tears that had run down the river, several times he looked up so that the tears did not fall, he felt disturbed and upset Pingka said it all.

"I'm home and I promise I'll get you back, I'm Endra Saguna won't let you go. What is mine will remain mine ! Even though I've already dumped him I'll get him again even though it'll go some way." Said Endra flat with a sharp eye highlight.

Pingka also stared at the two cold and flat Endra eyeballs. "Never promise because I hate a deal."

Endra actually misses the warm gaze and sweet smile of a Pingka. He decided to give space and time to Pingka and calm himself for a moment.

Endra approached Aunt Halimah to say goodbye and apologize as well as Dawn, they embrace each other no matter how matters of the heart no one can interfere but the owner of the heart itself. Dawn also still uses common sense is not always violence can solve a problem.

Pingka peeked out of the window of her room watching Endra and Dimas leave in Fajar's car.

Dimas and Endra return to the City escorted by Arif and Ferdi. Endra was more silent and stared blankly out the window. Unlike Dimas who always smiles.

Pingka closed the curtains and sat down to open her phone wiping the screen of the phone with a photo of Endra.

I put love in your heart...

Let me tell you the details of my love for you...

I'm cut...

I'm tired of loving you...

I'm tired of loving you...

Dashed hope I crave you ...

I eroded my wish for yours...

Because I broke my heart in my tears..

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