PRISON LOVE For STELLA
THE NINGGAL MEMORIES
The Netherlands...
It didn't feel like Stella was in the country for a week. The windmill country looks so enchanting to him.
But the beauty of the city of Amsterdam, does not necessarily make his heart calm. He actually misses right now. Missed the man who for almost two years filled his days.
Juan, he's the man who can now make Stella cry because she misses. These days it's insomnia. Difficult sleeping. However, during his stay with Juan, the man never let him sleep alone. Always hugging. Always guarded. It was as if he was a precious jewel.
"I'm sorry, Juan. Sorry I can't forget you. I actually really love you. I can't accept your choice, I can't, Juan! Sorry!" stella said in her sobs.
This woman drowned in Nestapa. In fact, Stella really loves that guy. So not willing if Juan save the woman in his heart, other than himself.
Stella is greedy. But, is it wrong? Shouldn't. If Juan hadn't asked him to leave. Perhaps this moment, was the happiest moment for Stella. The ban is proof that Juan chose him. Loving her. But then again, it was just wishful thinking for this beautiful woman. The reality is inversely proportional. Juan wanted him to leave. He wanted to leave all his memories behind. Stella lost.
Again he smiled wryly, as the memory of Juan first asked for his lips. Juan was polite and never pushy. The man was so gentle treating her. Not only that he remembered, Juan was so strong as to stifle his desires. Waiting for her to give birth until the end of the puerperium. The man was so patient. Never complained at all. Always remind yourself if it is wrong.
If Stella can't fall in love with the man's tenderness and kindness then it's a lie. In fact, Juan was the man who was able to make her cry until this moment.
To relieve his longing, Stella also opened the application on his phone.
"Juan! what are you doing hemm? have you eaten yet? I miss you, Juan. I'm kangen. Kangen is with you. You don't miss me? " ask Stella on Juan's photo in her cell phone gallery. The man looked handsome with a charming smile.
Looks like it's not just Stella who misses that guy. Berliana. The little girl missed her father too. Several times he was fussy. Crying is like looking for that guy. The man he knew was his real father.
Now, Stella and Berliana are just the two of them. They both remember when they were with the man. Happiness is so real they feel. To the extent that it is not willing if this polemic occurs. Really, if Stella doesn't think about Juan's happiness, she wants to feel like she's staying. Stay beside the man. Keep looking at him, looking at him, watching his smile. However, once again, Stella did not want to be selfish.
Love is not only about how to have, but about how to let her be happy. Right?
***
Looks like Safira forgot about her promise to Stella. Not to go near Juan. In fact, love is back in the body. What's more, in his eyes Juan looks more charming. More dashing, sexier, more dazzling. It was very different from the old Juan. This Juan looks more authoritative. I don't know why Safira judged it that way. Maybe Juan's age is now more mature, making the man seem more exciting.
Sapphira's insane desire to return to Juan, fully supported by her mother. Because, he also witnessed how Juan is today.
"Don't be sad! talk to Stella. Tell her the truth, that you still love Juan. Still want it. I don't think Stella would mind. You said Stella was a good woman and loved Juan. If he really loves, Juan would want to be happy, right!" laila said, intending to raise the spirit of the princess to look back at her future.
"But I will be called an actor, Ma," Safira replied hesitantly.
"Elekor? that's right! He's the same you know him first? You dated how many years, even almost had a baby" replied Laila Ketus. It sounded selfish, but it actually raised Sapphira's spirit to get back to Juan and have the man.
"Do you think I'm not being outrageous?" Safira was still a little doubtful.
"What is outrageous, yes not. Come on, now mending you meet Juan. Explain what happened. Explain what papa and mama meant to hide you. Tell him everything. Including your feelings that are still neatly stored for him. One more thing, you have to be sure that Juan still loves you. Because, from the look of the man's eyes, Mama is sure he still harbors feelings for you," said Laila again.
Like getting ammunition, Safira smiled and again felt excited. Her spirit of life has risen again, to regain Juan's love. Safira doesn't care about anyone's feelings right now. Importantly, his love for Juan had to be connected again. Whatever happens.
***
In another corner of the room, Juan again sought the owner of his heart. This time Juan did not want to buy too long.
He doesn't care even though Sera will teach him. The most important thing for him is to rediscover his wife and their only daughter.
Juan could no longer miss. Juan couldn't keep these memories to himself. He wants to get back together with the woman. The woman who has now become the full owner of her heart.
Seriate....