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AMARA'S WEDDING

The wedding day is approaching, Amara tells Novi and his mother that he is getting married.

"Nov I'm getting married"

"huh, you're right"

"it's really just a matchmaking"

"then what man was betrothed to you?"

"he's my hometown guy, graduated S2 and working in the service"

"wauuuu is not kidding, my friend's future husband, handsome right?"

"handsome, but still only betrothed, maybe he also had to marry me"

"over time will also be love"

"let your mother know, I've told you, I'll tell Naila and Nadia too, don't forget to come next week, and you have to promise no one knows about my marriage on campus"

"ready bawell"

Amara also told Naila and Nadia, they were happy if finally their best friend was getting married.

The wedding day came, the beautiful romance with the kebaya she wore, as well as Sharif, after completion of the agreement, the night Amara entered the bridal room with Sharif.

But not as beautiful as imagined, Amara received little trouble from her marriage.

"The romance is actually I don't like this marriage, so I hope it's appropriate and don't overdo it with me"

"What do you mean, we are legal according to religion and state"

"let me just obey my mother and not love you"

"i'm fine that way too, I'm obedient to my mother"

"sleep here, let me sleep in my sister's room, and I beg you to behave as my husband should, in front of our parents, I don't want them to be hurt by this fake marriage".

"good"

Amara left Sharif and slept in his room, he slept in his sister's room.

Tomorrow is the reception at home Syarif.Amara very beautiful wearing traditional clothes, sitting next to her husband who does not love her.

"It's beautiful that your wife is Sharif and much younger"

"Hahaha you're just kidding me"

two days after the wedding, Syarif intends to stay at the country house he has bought, they both move there.

"that's your room"

"yes"

Every morning Amara does homework like a wife, she slalu waiting for Syarif to come home to work which is always late at night, sometimes she is tired of all that married but only limited to status, she said,like a babu who works for his master who inhabits the house.

As Amara exits the house she sees her neighbor, a happy couple, she is envious and ill realizing her increasingly hurt life.

One night Syarif did not go home, Amara waited on the living room sofa to fall asleep, when Sharif came home he immediately entered the room tampa care for his wife who fell asleep on the sofa, and then fell asleep,at that time it was raining.

shortly Amara woke up, and looking out of the house, there was a car parked Syarif, Amara who was upset he entered the room Syarif.Ternat Syarif is still awake.

"you are too much yes, I've been waiting since, and you didn't wake me up"

"i didn't tell you to wait for me,

"you realize what time you're coming home, and you're leaving me alone in this room"

"who told you to be my wife"

"my mother forced me, you also why would you marry me, you did not sell and you were forced to marry me because you were ashamed of your friends at work"

Sharif who heard Amara's words was very angry and humiliated he slapped Amara hard

"this is what you want"

Amara cried, and felt the pain of the slap"

"take me back to my parents, my father never slapped me"

"well, you want tonight come on, I'll drop you off"

Syarif pulled Amara's hand and dragged her out of the house, outside the rain was getting heavier.Amara who felt pain trying to remove the pull of Sharif from his hand,until the rough Syarif house directly pushed Amara to fall Amara soaked, so-so crying.

" mother.... look at my behavior, I'm just a doll to him, I'm poor and ugly, Lord...why did you meet me with her, my life has been sick and today is getting sicker"lirih Amara, she sobs.

An upset Sharif vented his anger, by hitting the door with his fist, long Amara sat in the rain and cried, but Sharif only let him ignore Amara and he immediately went into his room.

"why she insulted me so much, she doesn't deserve me, she's just a poor woman hitching a ride on me"

Amara, who had been soaking wet trying, beat her ego and went back into the house, she closed the door and entered her room, she was soaking wet lying in her room crying.

"if you don't want me to be happy, then why don't you just bring me God"

In the morning Amara did not leave the room and only stayed in his room, he did not do any work, there was no food when Sharif would go to work, as well as when he came home in the middle of the night,the house is still the same as yesterday, he sees the kitchen just like last night, there is no sign of people cooking in the kitchen and the rest of the food is not there.

"does he not come out of his room"

Amara who had been hurt by Sharif he kept crying while doing nothing, he was still asleep in the same place.

In the morning Syarif tried to see whatsapp Amara, and it turns out that whatsapp is not active.

"what happened to him in the room"

Sharif knocked on Amara's door and there was no answer

"Mara...Amara...open the door".

"Mara".....

still no answer

Sharif who began to fear breaking down the door of Amara's room, apparently he saw Amara had lying on the floor of his room.

"Mara......"

he did not answer Sharif, when Sharif touched him, his body was shivering and his body temperature was very hot, Amara was not self-conscious, Syarif panicked immediately took Amara to the hospital, he noticed Amara's cheeks were flushed because of the former slap.

When Amara regained consciousness, Syarif intended to contact her mother so that Amara could be guarded by her mother, but Amara forbade her.

"I'll let my mom know that my mom can keep you here"

"no need, I can take care of myself, if there's anything I can call a nurse"

"well, I'll go to work"

after her husband left, Amara was very sad even her husband did not care about her, the night Sharif also gave her a message if he could not take care of Amara, which made Amara more depressed.

The next day Amara asked to go home, even though the situation was not stable.

At home, Amara intends to return to college and will only go home once a week.

"i'll be back in college, and I'll be back once a week"

"it's good and you have to fix your self-esteem, with your original purpose of living with me"

"i'm poor but never meant to be, I'll be ready if you want to divorce me"

"that's what I've been waiting for you, wait a year for my mother not to suspect that I'm going to divorce you're going to enjoy my money first"

"no need I'll pay for my own life"

Amara stood up from her seat and entered her room.