
Your affection is impregnated
Redam is now
Special incandescent
I don't know what the world means
About the end of the story
We're not together
May this miss disappear
It is said that the time of healing
There will be others like you
I thought we were gonna be together
So much the same
Your background and my background
I thought there wouldn't be any obstacles
I thought this was easy
You I'm us
You continue your journey
I continued my journey...
(Silent - be careful on the road)
***
'Are you really gone, baby? you really let me be here alone, why is fate so desperate to keep us apart? I know, it's too fatal our past mistakes, can't fate rebuke me well? I have not only lost my wife, my love, but also my half of my life.'
Revan lowered his head, he continued to lament the sadness in his small apartment. Perhaps, for a moment he felt the existence of Najira there. Perhaps, the woman did not really leave even though her body could no longer be touched.
Revan threw his limp body onto the bed, lying there staring at the ceiling. The whole room was filled with the shadow of Najira. His smile, his tenderness, his potency. Wh why? why did he have to suffer such a fate?
"Arghhhhhhh..."
Revan hit his head with a hand hoping that afterwards he might lose his memory for a while.
'I put you too deep in this heart
So to erase you I'm like hurting myself.'
Revan murmured, he was really frustrated to be left behind by Najira.
Ting tong's...
Ting tong's...
Revan erased the corner of his eye, besides Najira only Rea and the office person knew where he lived. So who comes at nights like this? Revan remembered that Najira would come to him at night if her husband was out of town.
Remembering that, he was getting sad and sad. With a sagging body he stepped out of the room to see who came to him this time.
Ting.
Door opens. Bara standing on the doorstep with a rustle makes Revan widen his eyes in surprise.
"You don't want to kill yourself, do you? why are you surprised to see me?" ask Bara with a flat face.
"I, I'm just sleeping!" lie Revan.
"You're crying brother-in-law! I know you're sad, but here I'm better-off with my wife at home who's unceasingly thinking about you. It's eating, Rea said you haven't eaten since morning."
"Don't act funny, you can't entertain me at all!" grunts Revan.
However, actually the arrival of Bara this time was quite wanting to make him laugh.
"You can get any girl you want, don't kill yourself."
"You!!!" Revan drags Bara's arm into the apartment, and slams her on the sofa.
Just leave it alone, anyway as long as it can comfort his stupid brother-in-law, he does not matter.
That night, Revan is slightly amused by the arrival of Bara. The person he has betrayed is the one who cares the most and is able to open his mind.
However, Revan has decided to close his heart tightly, not until when.
***
Until without feeling it had been more than seven days of Najira's departure, his two in-laws were keen to return to Bandung while he and Rea would return to a new home that they had not even been able to live at that time.
"We're going home, Ma, Pa," Pamit Bara to Aron and Rosa.
"You guys, honeymoon. No need to go far, as long as you and Rea are happy," pinta Aron.
"Your father is right, the company is stable so you can stay, to Bali for example."
"I'll think about it later, depending on how Rea is, won't I?" Bara glanced at Rea.
"Yes, Ma, Pa. Because the condition of Rea's body is also erratic, sometimes healthy sometimes mager is not kelulungan," said Rea timid.
"It should be routine to take vitamins dear, also eat a lot of fruits and vegetables. But your child is a wayward, not fussy he fits us - we were yesterday in a bad mood." explained Rosa.
"Eh, yes Ma." Rea scratched his head.
"Hm, yes I have. Be careful, take care of yourself and your health. If you're a honeymoon, call me on the phone." Aron ordered.
Rosa took something to the kitchen, took it back and handed it to Rea.
"Salad for you, it's Mama's own making."
"Well, Mama, thank you so much!"
"Yes, you are happy-happy. Don't think heavy. Oh yeah, Papa said your sister had started working today, so Rea! You don't have much of a thought."
"Yes, Ma. It was all thanks to Mas Bara's help."
"Mama still did not know that Bara was willing to be kind to the same people who had hurt him."
Deg.
"What's the matter, why talk about it."
Rea nodded, he understood his brother's position so no matter what the people's judgment, he would not take a headache.
Now they have arrived at a new house, but along the way Rea continues to be silent reluctant to talk to make Bara overwhelmed.
"Don't think of Mama darling, I'm sincere about comforting your sister."
Rea was still speechless, he did not think at all of Mama Rosa's words. Seeing her brother back to work just now she thought it was much better.
"Darling, if I don't answer, I kiss!" threaten Bara's.
"Eh, jeez. I'm sorry to dream of Mas" said Rea. She felt guilty for ignoring her husband and was engrossed in her own daydreams.
"Think what?" bara asked, he stopped his car and looked inside his wife.
"No, I didn't think anything."
"Don't lie, don't hide something, or think of something I don't know? we are husband and wife. Having to be honest with each other and communicate well, I don't want you to be asked just to answer 'nothing', keep suddenly saying I'm insensitive."
"Hehehehe, yes yes Mas!" reply Rea cengengesan.
Her husband seems to have begun to be ugly in many ways, maybe because he used to be indifferent and in a relationship that now does not want to be repeated then make Bara a little chatty.
"I think again, like we really need to heal deket-deket deh. It feels really tired when not finished doing anything," said Rea.
"OK on, okay. Tomorrow huh? today go home first, get ready first, tomorrow we heal."
"Hm, okay baby!"
"Call dear not Mas-mas, tar thought we were big brother!" mummy Bara.
"Hm, is that it? No ah, go back again then."
"Hm, call s-a-y-a-n-g."
"Yes yes Mas Bara dear," said Rea.
"Well that's my wife's beauty," said Bara before finally returning to drive the car home.
***
That morning, Bara actually took Rea to the island of a thousand. The closest and least risky healing place for Rea.
In addition to the holidays, he also wants to remember the times when Rea managed to open his mind and even make him fall in love in a short time.
"You're a sweetie, baby?" tanya Bara was so down from the ship and immediately greeted the beautiful scenery of the thousand islands.
Rea nodded, a smile growing on her father's face.
"I'm so happy, Mas. Thank you for trying to fulfill my every will" said Rea.
"It's not much, dear."