Tasbih Love Aisah
Happiness is not incomplete

As usual every morning, Justin will leave in the morning and go home in the afternoon.Once home late at night if there is a work that he must finish.

Justin sent Cakra to Japan for business.This time he trusts Cakra, because Justin refuses to go.Aisah still needs someone who always gives his spirit, Justin does not want Aisah, suddenly stressed and thinking excessively.

"I'm leaving first baby" sweet kiss, landed on Aisah's forehead, and Justin also said goodbye to Causalia

"But be careful, my prayers are always with you!"

"Yes my wife!"

Justin passed away leaving the dining table, outside Jos was waiting for him in front of the car.

"We're leaving now"

"Good Sir"

Jos immediately got into the car.In the middle of the trip was seen Justin open his iPad.

"Jos, cancel the contract of cooperation with the Husband of Lady Linda.I do not want to cooperate with the person who has insulted my wife!"justin, strictly,

"Sir, if the contract is void, we must compensate for the unilateral annulment"

"How much?"

"Hundred billion!"jos concluded, slightly turned towards Justin.

"Transfer!"his firmness, and Jos no longer dare to ask when he saw the look of Justin's face that can not be compromised.In addition to flat, his face looks so scary.

The car was traveling at high speed, after Justin received a call from the office receptionist, because there were clients waiting for his meeting.

At home, the story is in the garden of the mansion, he opened the iPad that Justin gave a few days ago, to fill the void, while at home.

From the room window, Causalia looked at her daughter-in-law, in addition to being very affectionate with Aisah, Causalia also did not want to hurt Aisah.In the depths of her heart, Causalia really wanted a grandchild.However, because Aisah, because of Aisah,unable to get pregnant, Causalia conferred her intentions and hopes on Aisah.

Tok ! Tok ! Tok !

"Lake in!"

The chief maid immediately opened the door and entered into Causalia's room.

"The lady's big, you call me?"

"True, sit down!"

The head maid immediately sat on the sofa in the room.

"How can Justin have children, even if Aisah can't get pregnant?"

"There's a Madam, but it's expensive, and we have to make a deal on paper so there's no demands later!"head of the maid.

"The cost doesn't matter, because my future grandchildren are healthy!"

"We have to find a surrogate mother, or rent a uterus, so the child in the woman's birth remains the flesh and blood of young Master Justin!"

"If that's his advice, I should talk to my son-in-law and grandchildren, because I can't decide anything, if they don't agree then I can't do much of it either!"

The chief maid just kept quiet to hear Causalia's answer.Because he knew, Causalia greatly appreciated the feelings of Aisah, wife of Justin.

Aisah is still comfortable in the park, she is looking for information about the married household for so long.

There are so many opinions of people out there who commented, from the many comments that Aisah read he even came touched by the comments of one of the women who had been married for a long time,however, she always fails to have children because her uterus is weak.

"For people who can have children, and healthy to the point of birth, maybe this problem I experienced is trivial for them.For sure they will turn on the mother who is not careful while pregnant, she said,or the vitamins are lacking, as well as the content is blah bla.They always like to comment on others, with their position is so perfect, without thinking about our feelings, if we can ask, we ourselves also want to be able to get pregnant, with the position of their perfect,however, what power of God only gives me the pleasure of getting pregnant for two or three months only, after which God again tested my patience and the husband!"

Aisah itself can feel the sadness that the woman experienced, when she first found out she was pregnant, the woman would want to immediately see the face of her prospective child, every day colored by countless happiness.

However, after the following month, God re-examined them, how they felt, could have been stressed and even wanted to end their lives just because of that.

That's why we are important to appreciate the feelings of others, because not all of our words can be accepted and considered jokes.It could be that in the smile of someone responding to our words, that person even feels depressed,and the end of it happens things we don't want.

One's faith will not be able to measure it, so for all of you stop commenting on the lives of others.

After reading some articles on the blog Islam is peaceful, belonging to the ustazah Fatimah, women come from Indonesia, and now Aisah accidentally entered the forum at the invitation of Maryam the sister-in-law.

Maryam wants Aisah to study more patiently for the exams she has faced in recent months.

Aisah has spent a lot of time to hear tausiah from Ummi Fatimah, a woman who is loved by many women out there, especially the country of Indonesia, especially Indonesia,the majority of people who like to interfere in the affairs of others, without thinking about the feelings of the person.

There are so many motivations - the motives given by Umm Fatimah to members of the Islamic forum is peaceful.Aisah is currently one of its members.

Aisah has kept the number wa belongs to ummi Fatimah, because while in Thailand, they only use the line to connect with friends and relatives.

"Young lady, it's late in the afternoon, are you going to be here all the time?"ask the chief maid,

Without feeling the time Aisah, going so fast, he did not expect the time had gone so fast, he just sat still and heard some advice from Umm Fatimah.

"I'll be in in a minute, like I'm going in with Young Master Justin!"aisah replied, when he saw Justin's car had entered the Mansion yard.

"Okay, ma'am, I leave "

Aisah replied with a nod of her own, Head maid immediately went inside.

"Assalamualaikum, dear" Justin said, walking towards Aisah in the park.

"Waalaikumsalam.Mas"Aisah kissed the back of Justin's hand.Then he peeped Aisah's forehead, embrace the waist of the wife, then invite her to enter the house.

Dinner has arrived. . .

Causalia glanced at Justin and Aisah who were enjoying their dinner as usual.

"Don't go first, there's something Oma wants to talk about!"

The deg!

Aisah looked directly at Oma with a depressed face, because yesterday had just argued with her friend, Aisah was very afraid of being wrong about it, because she could not give children to the Arlando family, he said,so that Causalia got a sneer from his arisan friend.

"Well, even some dessert over here!"

The maid head immediately brought a tray containing the dessert for them, and then some servants cleaned the dining table.

After all the atmosphere began to calm down again, only then did Causalia talk about her intentions to Aisah.

"Anyway, Justin.Oma has a suggestion for the two of you, this is not for Oma, just this is for the two of you, it's up to you to accept it or not.However, Oma will tell you the truth first,don't be angry or jump to conclusions about Oma, if Oma hates you.No, Oma doesn't hate you, Oma is very fond of Aisah, Oma can't even see you grieve,so please don't think about Oma!"

The deg!

Aisah's feelings grew louder when she heard Causalia's statement, Justin held the wife's hand, and spoke softly.

"It's okay!"

Aisah carves a smile to Justin, and Causalia continues to speak.

"A lot of people out there can't have children, but they don't give up, Hell does a lot of things, so they can have children!"

Deg !

Aisah increasingly lethargic, when hearing the words of Causalia, Aisah had a definite guess about the child.

"If you also want to have children, Oma has a suggestion, how about you hire a surrogate mother, so we can pay to rent her uterus, without any marriage ties there is only an agreement on paper only!"initially, Causalia himself was afraid to say that to Aisah, but he wanted to give an opinion and hoped Aisah and Justin could accept her.

Justin immediately glanced at Aisah, as well as Aisah.

"Oma, Oma's opinions and suggestions are very good, Justin and Aisah accept her.However, we don't have an answer to that verdict yet, give us time!"Justin immediately stood up and took Aisah.

"Oma, it's okay.Aisah is not angry" said Aisah, who smiled at Causalia, before they left the dinner table.

Arriving in the room, Aisah immediately picked up the prayer equipment and put her on the sofa.Then she walked towards the closet, to prepare a nightgown for Justin and himself.

"Darling, are you okay?"justin asked, hugging Aisah spoiled.

"I'm okay mas, no need to worry, stop worrying about me, I've been sincere about the past problems" said Aisah open the closet.

"Suggestion from Oma, what do you think?"

"I have no opinion and answers mas, give me time, I'll think about it.So mas already have an answer?"Aisah looked over and turned around to ask.

"My answer is with you dear, as long as it is good and you also accept then I will accept, on the basis of your permission dear!"said Justin, kissing Aisah's shoulder, still in a state of hugging the wife.

"Then give me time to think about it" replied Aisah wisely, there is a feeling that Aisah could not explain.

"I will take ablution first dear, we pray insya together!"

A gentle kiss landed back on Aisah's cheek, this woman just smiled and nodded slowly.

Aisah put Justin's nightgown and himself on the bed, then saw Justin had come out of the bathroom, he took turns to take water ablution.

...***...

Today, the eyes of Aisah look so swollen, she cried all night, prayed to God, and asked for an answer to the khalik.However, to this day Aisah's feelings are still in a state of anxiety.

Justin has been away from work since this morning, we just left Aisah, in the room, he was standing with a prayer beads in his hands.

The air on the balcony is quite cold, so at first glance makes Aisah's heart serene, let alone his lips continue to recite the name of God, in every item he touches.

As soon as the hundredth thought he smelled the pearl beads repeatedly, the gift of the tasbih was given by Justin when they first met in Thailand at that time.

Aisah's tears dripped, wetting the robe she was wearing, then she wiped her tears back.

It is hard for her to let another woman conceive a child from her husband.Meskipuj without marriage ties, it also can not make Aisah sincere.

'God, what should I do!'

Aisah raised her head upwards, gazing at the sky that day so bright, the trees began to fly her fallen leaves.The sound of birds began to sound faint in Aisah's ears, as soon as her heart regained its calm.

'I also want someone to call me mother, but I want her to be born from my womb, not from someone else's womb.Yes Allah is heavy!'

Aisah covered her face with her two hands, she continued to struggle with her heart.Even since Justin left for work he locked himself in the room.

Clock on the wall, showing at 14:12, Aisah has not moved from her seat on the balcony.There is an iPad along with her as well.

Aisah had just finished hearing tausiah from Umm Fatimah.Even he had not come out of the forum.

After repeatedly telling, Aisah recites the remembrance with her heart and lips, she wants to be calm and strong to accept whatever will happen in front of her.

Someone touched his shoulder, Aisah was surprised, and immediately opened his eyes.Aisah turned towards the person standing behind him.

Without saying a word, Aisah immediately hugged the person's waist, and buried her face there.

The man was Justin, no matter when he had returned, Aisah did not know her.Justin gently rubbed the head of Aisah covered with hijab.Justin felt so much sobbing sobbing from the lips of the wife.

"Honey, enough!"justin said gently, with hands that still rubbed Aisah's head.However, the story has not stopped from crying so bitterly, making Justin, hugged her, followed by her,and now Aisah's cry is getting broken in Justin's arms.

"Let's...Hix..Hicks..."

"Pretty dear, enough" with patience Justin's hand rubbed Aisah's back, and he tried to calm Aisah, to be more rigid and willing to sincerely accept into his own shortcomings.