The Cold Wife
Chapter 39

In a few days Alex has completely changed his attitude. So gentle and attentive, but all of that was just aimed at Sweet. If with others the attitude is still the same as before, so cold and firm. Sometimes Sweet was so surprised by Alex's treatment of him, even he always fortified himself so as not to be inedible Alex seduction. Alex's change in attitude actually warms her heart a little, but she still hesitates to open her heart to the man. What if it was just a game? Sweet himself was still confused. If you can be honest, occasionally Sweet is indeed lulled by Alex's treatment. Any woman would be lulled if their partner was being sweet, right? Sweet is still a normal woman and has feelings like most women. Although his heart was a little hard compared to the others.

Currently Sweet is on the balcony of the room, because of the holiday, he also chose to relax. Looking away at the front garden.

"What are you thinking, honey?"

Sweet was aghast as suddenly Alex hugged him from behind. Almost every time Alex does all that. His burly hands were perfectly circular in Sweet's slender belly. Alex inhales the sweet scent of Sweet's hair so deeply. Feeling the warmth that slowly tickled his heart.

As always, Sweet always refused any of Alex's gentle treatment. He was afraid that he would actually fall into Alex's trap. "Don't like this, I don't like."

The girl twisted her body, staring at Alex for a moment. Then he left, but Alex quickly blocked his arm. "How can I convince you, Anna? I'm confused what else to do with you?"

"There's no need to do anything, because I'll never change." Sweet broke away and immediately left. The cold felt so stinging when the girl actually went from there. Alex pulled the tip of his lips so as to publish a beautiful scythe. "We'll see how long you survive?"

"Sweet, where are you going?" mala asked when she met Sweet. The girl did intend to come out, she was confused as to what to do in this huge Mansion. Nissa and Dika who just came out of the room immediately noticed Sweet.

"Beautiful sister, want to go? Can Dika come?" tanya Dika who immediately ran over to Sweet, hugged her waist so tightly.

"I'm not going anywhere, just looking for the wind to get out." Sweet gently rubbed Dika's thick hair.

"What if we play behind? I heard today the gardener is planting some vegetables and flowers," this time Nissa issued an interesting offer. At first Sweet felt doubtful, but Dika's persuasion managed to take him to the back garden.

"Well, Dika wants to plant too, Ma?" exclaim Dika so excited.

"May dear," said Nissa softly. Sweet was always stunned by Nissa's gentle demeanor. No wonder Alex loved that woman so much. Sweet felt something strange with his heart, there was a pain when he remembered Alex loved Nissa so much. Even to this day no one really sincerely loves him. Including her biological parents, Sweet has never felt their real affection. As a child, Sweet spent more time with her grandmother, and then she joined her parents when she entered school. Not long after that he adopted another person, who had absolutely no sincere love for him.

"Sweet, are you okay?" nissa asked when she saw Sweet so far pensive. Sweet nodded, and immediately looked at Nissa. The middle-aged woman smiled full of sincerity.

"Yes" Sweet said expressionlessly. Nissa widened her smile even more when she saw Sweet's reaction.

"Come with me." Nissa pulled Sweet to the edge of the garden and sat down in a long chair. For a moment they were silent. Trying to adjust.

"You know Sweet, ah I just call Anna?" Sweet nodded small.

"Your husband used to be so kind, he was even quite considerate and affectionate. It's just the circumstances that make it that way," said Nissa looking at Sweet fixedly.

Sweet was still unmoved and did not give any response.

"You should know, Anna. My husband, Arnold, he's meaner than Alex. I'm sorry if I brought up my husband's past to you. Maybe this will be a clue to your relationship." Nissa took a long breath. Then continue the conversation.

"At that time, Arnold was the chairman of the mapia in Indonesia and Germany. Until now I also never knew the reason he married me, which I knew he only wanted to take revenge on both of my parents. That's not even me knowing why. The beginning of our marriage was so full of twists and turns, it was not uncommon for him to be violent."

"Without hesitation Arnold kept hitting me, and what did Alex do? He always helped me and comforted me. At that time he was still sitting in college, still innocent and full of honesty. I was comforted when Alex was with me, feeling protected and loved. I thought of her as my own sister, until without me realizing she had feelings for me. Then he revealed all his heart to me, and without our knowledge. Arnold heard all that, he was furious and punished Alex mercilessly. At that time Alex almost died from the anger of his brother. Luckily he escaped and was able to escape, but after that incident his nature and attitude changed. Alex was like a vengeful demon," Nissa wiped her tears that had fallen from re-routing old wounds.

Sweet begins to become interested in Nissa's story, stares at the woman, and hopes to continue her story.

"Milan, is Alex's only escape. The woman who took care of Alex recovered and rose from the slump. Until the man managed to seize half of Arnold's power. He rebelled for revenge, and there was a terrible split between them. It all happened so fast. I'm so grateful God changed Alex's heart so hard back soft."

"So Mala's Alex's real son?" Sweet dared to ask. Nissa who heard that laughed crisply. Makes Sweet even more confused.

"What do you think of Alex, huh? She hasn't even been married once, except for you, Anna. Mala has a twin brother who is our adopted son. Their father is also still alive in Indonesia. So they're not Alex's flesh, they're adopted children."

Sweet tehenyak heard Nissa's revelation. So all this time he had been wrong on Milan and Alex.

"Then, what is the man's religion?" ask Sweet again. From the beginning Sweet was very curious about the man who had tied him up as a prisoner. Alex was never seen in church or performing any other worship. Even Sweet always thought that the man had no religion.

"Islam, Alex is quite good at teaching and as far as I was before the incident he was a child who was diligent in worship. Don't know after that" replied Nissa as she was.

Islam? Is that possible, a cruel man seems to have faith in god?

"Anna, I know you still have doubts about her. Actually I'm pretty happy Alex chose you as his wife. Because I could see the change in Alex's self, he slowly showed his true attitude. A man full of tenderness and affection. I saw that in Alex when I was with you. Even she was so anxious when you were sick a few days ago, she even scolded me for taking so long to get warm water. It was so bad that I laughed at that moment" Nissa explained with an amused smile.

Sweet could not imagine everything Nissa said. He still doesn't believe in all of that. Alex is still Alex, always acting as he pleases and has no feelings. But does he really not have any feelings for her? It's all still a mystery.

***

Sweet was sitting limp on the lip of the bed, Nissa's words were still spinning on her head. Causes a pain in the head. Confused what to do? It was possible to accept the man as a whole husband, but his heart was not sure of all the decisions.

Being too serious about all that, Sweet did not realize that Alex had been watching him from the doorstep. The man gave a look of admiration, then walked slowly over to Sweet.

Sweet who realized Alex's presence immediately woke up from his seat and slightly retreated. Hope Alex no longer hugs as she used to.

"What's wrong? Did something happen?" alex asked to reach Sweet's shoulder. Quickly the girl backed away and moved away from Alex. Alex looked at his hand hanging in midair, then pulled back his hand. It seems Alex is used to Alex's rejection.

"Give me a reason why you've changed?" tanya Sweet gave a full glance.

Alex smiled faintly at it, he chose to sit on the edge of the bed. Then pat the empty part beside him. "Sit down, I'll answer all the questions you're gonna ask me."

There was obvious doubt from Sweet's gaze. He refuses to comply with Alex's wishes.

"All right, my reason is... I want you to stay by my side no matter what, be my life partner. Is my reason not enough for you?"

"Why should I?" ask Sweet annoyed. The answer Alex gave was too general and that was not what he wanted to hear. I don't know, Sweet himself doesn't know what he really wants to hear from Alex's mouth.

"Maybe it's because you're always around me, that's why I'm getting comfortable with you." Alex answered as he could. As for the matter of feeling, Alex himself was still confused by his heart. There are so many problems in their relationship.

"I don't want to be your puppet, I want to live like a normal human being." Sweet turned his face away.

I heard a heavy breath coming from Alex's mouth. He moves to approach the woman who always makes his feelings shake. Alex pulls Sweet's tiny hand, for this time there is absolutely no rejection. "Let me try to love you, Anna."

Sweet looked back at Alex, a gaze filled with furious feelings.

"Is it so hard to trust me, just this time?" Alex kissed Sweet's back so gently. Makes a warm feeling again envelop Sweet's heart.

"I don't believe you" said Sweet pulling his hand from Alex's grasp. But with swift Alex clutching Sweet's tiny body. The girl was shocked and widened her eyes. Alex smiled broadly as he looked at Sweet's cute face. So adorable, it feels like he devoured the girl in his arms.

"Take me off" Sweet pleaded to escape Alex's embrace. It's not easy for Alex to let go of what he's difficult to get. Those blue eyes were moving towards Sweet's tiny lips. The part he misses every moment. No wonder he steals kisses from Sweet every night. Alex blotted out the distance between them all of a sudden. It made the girl close her eyes in shock.

Alex gives *******soft and full sensual. Makes the girl feel shocked for the umpteenth time. Sweet did not dare to open his eyes, it was predictable that the distance between them was quite thin. He chose silence without retaliating for what Alex had given him. After Alex had completely finished his action, Sweet slowly opened his eyes. He felt something strange with his lips, feeling moist and swollen. And they did it for the umpteenth time.

"You know, one of the reasons I want to always be with you is because of this. I wouldn't be willing if someone else touched her" Alex said, gently rubbing Sweet's lips. The owner was still silent. Alex always managed to make him not wart, no matter how hard he tried to escape, Alex will re-bind it until what he wants it can be.

"Give me reassurance, don't keep touching me without a sacred bond." Alex was quite surprised to hear Sweet's words.

"That means you're allowing me to have you? Ah, I hope this isn't a dream." Alex smiled happily. Both of his hands moved to cupping Sweet's face. Then a warm kiss he rewarded on Sweet's forehead. The girl froze for a moment. For the first time Alex gives a potency full of warmth.

"I never gave anyone a second chance" Sweet said, staring deeply at Alex.

"I'll remember that" said Alex, growing his smile. Sweet was stunned to see the happiness that radiated on Alex's face. It's like seeing another figure in Alex. The first time he met, Alex always put on a cold and almost expressionless face. This time was different, a happiness was enveloping his heart.

Maybe it's my destiny, if it's true. Please guide me to open my heart to her, O God. Allow me to be happy with all the decisions I make. Inner Sweet.