The Cruel Man Who Dropped My Honor.
Eps 267 Surrender to feelings.
Laura was unable to see what had happened to Damar. Laura was so fragile and did not dare to turn her body to look at the man.
" Loa!" call Damar. The voice was heard in Laura's ears. Which made Laura feel even more guilty.
" Why are you doing all this. What's my fault with you, Laura?" damar asked in a voice filled with disappointment and despair.
" It's not like you said you wanted to start everything with me. It's not like you said all that Laura. I've given up everything. I even turned myself in to the police. What did you do Laura. You tricked me, you only made me a tool of revenge. Why did Laura you do that," said Damar who felt in his chest.
Damar sniffed a smile that seemed to be begging for love for Laura. Yes, he is not easy to fall in love. But when in love he is a loyal person and can put his heart on the woman he trusts.
Never even a little bit. But Damar is also a weak and fragile person because of love. He could be because of love.
And because of the problems that are accumulating in his brain. Her mother is also in prison, not to mention she and Laura who just use it make her want to end her life. Because I'm tired of all that. As if I had no place to tell stories.
" Loa, I love you" said Damar, staring at the back that seemed to be turning at all.
Laura's tears were flowing more and more. Laura's wiping. Then choose to leave. Laura could not hear those words. Damar closed his eyes with flowing tears that saw Laura's departure. What turned out to be Laura's arrival also produced nothing. And damar only bore disappointment many times.
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Laura was in her car that was still parked in the parking lot of a mental hospital. Laura was in the car. I don't know if his feelings are really mixed.
" What have I done. Is Damar like because of me. Why should I play with his heart. Maybe he's wrong. All because of her mother. He doesn't know anything about what happened 17 years ago. Even Damar wants to dismantle it.
" His mother has also been under pressure from her mother. Damar has never lived quietly either. His life is like a robot that Rebecca uses with pleasure. Damar is innocent. He is also a victim. Even because of Damarlah the 17-year problem was finally resolved. All because of Damar, Damar was the one who dismantled it and me. I shouldn't have played her heart out" said Laura, who appeared to be deeply sorry for playing Damar.
" He loves me, but I repay him like that. What are you doing Laura. Why are you so mean Laura. Why?" Laura pulled her hair back looking frustrated at her own actions.
Laura seemed to regret what she did to Damar. She was crying in the car to understand her feelings. Surely he realized. If he's not just sorry for Damar for playing with Damar's feelings.
Laura also seems to like Damar. He may also be in love with Damar. So he was sick to see what happened to Damar.
Until night Laura's car still stays in the same place. He kept looking inside the hospital. But it's unclear what he wants to do.
His hands also wiped his tears several times. Which keeps falling. Those eyes were also slightly swollen from crying from earlier.
" No Laura, you can't be selfish. Don't sacrifice yourself for all this. You may be seeking revenge. But not for Laura Damar!" said Laura with a hoarse voice.
Laura decided to get out of her car. Which turns out Laura re-entered the hospital and Laura also approached Damar's room in the hospital.
Damar's already wearing mental hospital clothes. Where to sit on the bed by hugging his knees and his bowed head. Damar's not in handcuffs either.
Seeing Damar's condition like that. You can make sure Damar is still crying and makes Laura's heart even more broken. The frail man made Laura return to shed tears.
Laura took a deep breath and threw it away slowly. Then Laura walked slowly into the room. Laura was near Damar. His hand slowly wanted to touch Damar.
" Damar!" lirih Laura who holds Damar's shoulder. Damar slowly raised his head and looked at Laura. Damar's gaze was very sad. Desperate, disappointed already explained from those beautiful eyeballs.
" What are you here for?" asked Damar with a hoarse voice. Laura was silent and could not answer the question straight away.
" You've succeeded Laura. I've been ruined. Your grudge and Aditya have worked. I've endured it all. I bear the mistake of my mother. Have you satisfied Laura?" ask Damar in a low voice.
" Will Laura. What if I also avenge your actions?" ask Damar. Laura shook her head and sat down in front of Damar.
Laura's hand slowly held onto Damar's cheek.
" You couldn't have done it to me" Laura said.
" What is impossible. I'm not guilty of that 17-year-old incident. But you returned it to me. So what is impossible. If I will also repay you," said Damar.
" You love me Damar and I'm sure you can't do that" said Laura, who stared deeply at Damar. Damar heard him sniff a smile.
" What does love mean. If love is so sad. There is no Laura. If it hurts," said Damar.
" I'm sorry Damar, I didn't mean to do that to you. I'm sorry," said Laura, feeling guilty for Damar.
" Damar shouldn't have done that stupid thing. You shouldn't lose your life your life is still long Damar" said Laura by holding onto 2 cheeks Damar with a deep look.
" It's not what you want, you want everything to happen. And this place included. You want me to be here. I'm not crazy Laura. But this place became my place according to your wishes" said Damar.
" No Damar, I never wanted this to happen. Maybe I wanted to make you feel what Aditya and Elijah felt. But I realize you don't have to endure it. I realized I was in love with you and it hurt me a lot. It hurts Damar so much" said Laura, who confessed her feelings that shocked Damar to hear.
" Don't lie to Laura. The drama is over. So don't say love to me" Damar said.
" I didn't lie to Damar. I seriously. If I'm really in love with you," said Laura, who immediately embraced Damar. Damar's tears fell back and squeezed the embrace tightly.
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