
Diah's routine is normal and now every Friday, Saturday, and Sunday she always goes to her parents' house. Diah was very busy at her in-laws' house and felt depressed there.
She felt that no one understood her, her husband sometimes cared, sometimes just busy with his own world. When Diah was at home her parents her heart and mind were so relieved that there was no burden.
But her husband did not like that Diah always went to his parents' house. Bima was always upset even though he was not angry, but Diah knew and felt from Bima's attitude towards him.
That night when he wanted to sleep, Diah and Bima had a fight at the house of Diah's parents. It was already 12 pm and Bima was very selfish for forcing Diah from earlier to go home to his mother.
Diah doesn't want to go home because she's sleepy and pity her young son on a motorcycle night and night.
But Bima clean strong to continue to bring him home.
" Then we go home tomorrow."
" Tomorrow the holidays, sleep here first" Diah told her husband.
Bima did not want to and instead insisted on wanting to go home, until they had a fight.
Diah finally exhausted her patience with Bima and said something a little rude to her husband.
" Yes, if you really want to go home, just go home alone and leave me here."
"Just give it how it wants." Diah can't stand everything."
" Now if you want to divorce Diah just divorce." Diah's speech is desperate and saturated with all the many debates.
Her husband came out of the room, and opened the door to take out his motorcycle from inside the house.
Bima turned on her motorbike and drove her carriage on the street with an upset heart.
Diah came out and left her son for a while and closed the door to her house, but was not locked because she knew for sure her husband would return.
Diah cried all her emotions spilled with her tears. His parents did not know about the incident. Everyone had gone to sleep that night, and they had deliberately played down their voices during the fight earlier.
Not long after, Bima returned with his motorbike to the house of Diah.
Insert the motor and close the door and lock it again. Bima went to the bathroom and washed her face.
Bima then went into the room and saw his wife crying there. Bima immediately hugged him tightly, maybe Bima only realized after a few minutes outside earlier.
" Mommy, this is the bread you bought for you."
" Eat me" said Bima.
" I'm sorry, ma'am, I don't want to be separated from mama."
" Please don't say those words again, I won't listen to them." Bima cried and hugged his wife once more.
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They also had a big fight before and wanted to separate.
Diah collapsed when she heard the words from Bima's own mouth.
He was unconscious in the middle of the night because of the quarrel.
Bima panicked because Diah fainted and drowned that night while fighting.
" Ma, wake up !"
" Look..!" bima's voice called out to Diah at that moment.
Bima rubbed - rubbed Diah's hands and her feet were getting cold. Bima was so scared and panicked back then, she did not know how else.
And he felt so guilty about Diah that night.
Suddenly Diah coughed and regained consciousness instantly, but his condition was still weak and unable to move.
Bima was very shocked and felt grateful that Diah had realized that night as well.
Bima hugged Diah and cried for a moment.
" Ma, don't leave me, ma...?"
" I'm sorry, don't leave me, ma."
" Dad was wrong, I'm sorry." said Bima who actually loved him.
That night Bima and Diah finally slept, Bima so learned a lesson with the incident. Finally he can think in action or talk to anyone.
Day by day they are together already able to understand but it is undeniable still have their own selfishness in thinking. Especially Bima who is a little difficult to understand and insensitive with his wife.
Bima is the type of man who has no romantic, but his attention that makes Diah very comfortable to him.
But Diah is still patient about the decision of the husband who wants to be with his parents because he wants to take care of him directly beside him.
Wives can what if the husband has been so, and especially with economic conditions that are only odd jobs. Salary thank God to eat is enough without any leftovers for others.
If the child is sick, Diah must be smart - good at saving 10 thousand a week in his savings can. He never bought anything that he liked. Even if there is she always harbors it and is more concerned for her child and husband.
" Someday I will be able to buy it, although not now there will be a provision." always that's what he said in his heart.
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One day Diah once washed the clothes of her sister who worked outside and did not have time to clean her clothes at home. So Diah who purifies his sister's clothes, his sister is always understanding with her brother (Diah ). Her sister gave her pocket money and bought milk for her son Diah.
" Thank God you can buy milk, son." he said in his heart.
" Thank you deck." said Diah to his sister.
" So, thank you so much for washing my clothes."
" I had a little sustenance earlier, so I can share it with my sister" said Diah.
Every week Diah comes to his parents' house, just to see the situation and gather together.
And in addition, to eliminate his saturation at home in-laws.
Her parents-in-law loved Diah very much, but it was her husband's brother who made Diah couldn't stand it. Diah's husband did not know the treatment of his brothers to his wife Diah.
Yang Bima knows his wife is good and good at home.
Because since Diah always talked about her family Bima angry, then Diah never told her husband again.
All she was quiet and restrained in her chest, until Diah cried at night alone when everyone was asleep.
Almost every night he spilled his annoyance and anger by crying at that moment.
Diah cried without a sound, and covered her mouth with a pillow in her hand.
Even screamed as hard as he could with the pillow he had put himself in his mouth.
Diah was very hit and also could only resign to the circumstances.
Diah plans to work when her son starts to grow up a little. She wanted to help her husband save up little by little for his life.
Especially later the child will go to school and need a fee for all that.