
Lita sat quietly on the terrace of her room, shining sunshine that was so warm on the skin. At the small table next to him was a daily morning newspaper. He was not excited to see the paper. His eyes focused on the garden in front of him at this time.
It's been two weeks since he left his family, disappeared for good from their lives. The pain so painful his heart tried to get rid of it quickly because he did not want to dissolve in this pain continuously. For what he still thinks of the man who does not love him, the man who made his life suffer for several months married to Fahri.
“Thinking what you are doing is staying here, thinking about that jerk” that cynical tone that sounds so sadistic makes Lita look upset.
“Who thinks of Fahri kak, don't just accuse. I don't think about it” said Lita annoyed because her brother continued to accuse her of still thinking about Fahri.
“Then what makes you daydream like this if not that jerk guy, that guy I've finished understand” David pulled the rough chair next to Lita staring at his sister flat.
“WHAT?? Ke.Why did you finish him off, why did you do that? Why did you finish him kak” said Lita immediately stood surprised looking at her brother who just stared at him casually.
Hearing the rhetorical question David smiled obliquely looking at his sister,
“Why are you worried so? You still like him, are you stupid or what?” said it.
“Only I tricked like this you have asked me so, I am not a criminal who can kill Lita” people added Fahri look disappointed, he immediately stood up and will leave.
“Not heard I didn't love her, I said no sister. I hate the man,.” exclaimed Lita accompanied the footsteps of the older sister who increasingly away from his sight.
“I don't love her anymore, I hate her, I hate her.” cried Lita hysterically strengthening her heart if she did hate that man.
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Two weeks without Lita in front of him makes Fahri's life completely empty, not strong and can no longer live the life he feels today. His unkempt body, with his mustache feathers and thick beard. Sitting on the floor leaning against the mattress staring blank wedding photos that he had never displayed all this time.
Tears were dripping down her face, her fingers rubbing against Lita's smiling face and her face was just cold there smiling awkwardly.
“For two weeks you are not here, but my life feels dead Lita.” said fahri continued to wipe Lita's face.
“I can't keep doing this without you, I'm sorry. I'm really sorry,” Fahri cried a mouthful of hugging a photo of his wedding with Lita.
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I heard knocking on the door from outside the room.
“den Fahri can I enter,.” Mbok Jum opened the door slowly looking at the dark room with Fahri sitting on the floor crying hugging a large picture frame that he did not know whose photo it was.
Fahri is still in his position he did not respond to Mbok Jum's remarks, he is still crying busy with his own world.
Mbok Jum was confused as to how, he saw Lita's husband who was crying was hit, even though he was not told to enter mbok Jum walked over.
“Front there den guests want to meet aden” lirih mbok Jum timid-fear.
“Send him to go,”
“But he said important, he wants..”.
“I said tell him to go, “ snapped Fahri while throwing the picture frame aside.
Mbok Jum was immediately surprised to see in front of him at this time,.
“Lita, Lita...Lita I'm sorry. I accidentally, you were not injured right.” said Fahri directly ran towards the broken picture frame. He's like a crazy person.
Mbok Jum saw it all, he looked sadly at Fahri.
“Get out of my room, get out of this all because of you. Because of you Lita was hurt,.” said Fahri so hard to take a glass shard from the picture frame.
“Just leave mbok, I just talk to him” said Rendi who came holding the shoulder mbok Jum who was trembling afraid mixed sad to see fahri in front of him.
“Lita, are you okay? Where's the wounded? Tell me” said Fahri rubbed the photo gently.
Rendi saw that feeling pity, she walked closer to Fahri who was like a madman. Rendi is currently still wearing a police uniform she just came home and purposely came here, because she was told by Fahri's parents to meet this man.
“Fahri,” he said Lirih holding Fahri's shoulder.
Fahri immediately turned his head to see who was holding his shoulder.
“Rendi, Rendi take me, let's take me to the hospital Lita hurt because I'm” said Fahri.
Rendi only fell silent to pay attention to Fahri, but,
“Fahri realize Lita is gone, Ikhlaskan Lita Fahri” said Rendi gently.
“You want me to kill talking so,” said Fahri directly staring at Rendi.
“Kill me if you're satisfied. I'm telling you the truth, Lita is gone, if you keep on hurting yourself not only you but your Mama understands. Even you don't care about him, your Mama is sick Fahri” snapped Rendi staring at Fahri who gripped his collar.
“Freely you're acting like this Lita won't be able to return Fahri, it's your fault and it's your actions that caused her to end her life. But you can't do this, if you want to atone for your sins don't make yourself suffer but make the people he loves happy. For example, your dear Mama Lita and Dira's family who have been helping and loving her also” explained Rendi staring fahri.
“What do you mean Dira family? What are you talking about? Why Lita loves the Dira” family
“Let go of me first, and let's sit there” said Rendi.
“Say,.” Snapping Fahri did not heed Rendi's words.
“I'll tell you that you let me go,” Rendi repeated her words again.
Fahri instantly fell silent and he began to release his hand from Rendi.
“From the results of my investigation, Lita did know about the Dira family. He who helped the Dira family during this time and the Lita Family gave their company in the Netherlands to Dira.” parents Terang Rendi's.
“What? No kidding. You're not lying?”
“Why should I lie? I seriously. And your conjecture about Lita has been wrong all along, he was so good with Dira's parents they were both good friends long ago and Lia already considered Dira's parents as her parents” explained Rendi on Fahri.
Once again Fahri seemed hit by a reality, his assumption was wrong again. Lita does not support Dira's family but helps Dira's family. His heart was getting crushed to know this bitter reality, why all this smell he knew after Lita was gone. It felt like he could no longer afford to live with this regret.
Fahri cried, so it was there that he cried lamenting the regret that filled his heart.
“But there's something weird Fahri?”
Fahri who was crying immediately looked at Rendi
“From the results of my friend's investigation, the person who sent you and who terrorized you with photos of Lita also came from the Netherlands and the owner of the number, connected with the Dira” family said rendi hesitated to speak.
“What do you mean? I don't understand don't lie to me”
“I'm not lying, so you can't be such a lunatic. You hurt everyone, your mother is sad to see you. And be aware of the reality that Lita is gone, change yourself and I will take you to meet the Dira.” family
“I can't, why would I meet them my love for their child no longer exists. My love is tethered to Lita who I even made hurt all this time. I don't want to go anywhere I just want to lament this regret”
“Fahri realize don't you act like this, you've listened to me. Meet your family and find out the truth about lita. You've been wrong on him all this time said rendi advising fahri.
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