The Love of the Inmates
I'm confused Mas...

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A month later, I finally got a new store closer to my house.

This is my last day working in the store Pak Hendi, starting tomorrow I have moved to a new store hopefully I feel at home.

I say goodbye and forgive, but not with Romi the man who tried to ruin my life. After saying goodbye, I went out.

"Hi.." Someone greeted me.

How surprised I was, Raka was standing in my face.

"Mas Raka, what's the matter here?" my many.

"You pick you up" he replied.

"Not Ngabarin?" askaku.

"Involuntarily, let sureprize." she replied with a sweet smile.

"Come.." take her.

"OK.."

I followed him and got into his car. I don't know when Raka saved me from Romi's crime back then, I started to feel comfortable with him, we got closer and closer.

During the trip we were just joking, without feeling awkward again even though we had not met for a long time.

"What do you want to eat?" Ask Raka.

"Eating meatballs only Mas, it seems delicious immediately literate "my mouth with a smile.

"Well, how could you be so excited!" he said while laughing.

"Dih, this Raka Mas. Scrap on his brain." I said annoyed.

She laughed out loud seeing my expression annoyed.

"Ok, we're looking for a meatball shop" he said.

Well, it was his attitude that made me comfortable and calm. I don't know whether this is a feeling of love or not, which I obviously don't want to put more hope in him for fear of disappointment.

"It's like a meatball shop, want to be there or want to find somewhere else?" Ask Raka while showing me the shop she said.

"Yes there is a death." We finally stopped at the store.

When we arrived, we rushed down and entered. We immediately ordered two bowls of meatballs that we would eat. After ordering we sat in the back seat.

I saw Raka keep looking at me with a smile, but why her gaze made me feel something, I don't know.

"Mas, why look like that, something's wrong with my face?" I asked while touching my own face.

"No papa, you look more beautiful, different when we first met, super duper juteknya." ledeknya with a small laugh.

"Oh.. So that time I looked ugly?" just pissed.

"Not so, you are beautiful, but now more beautiful" he said.

"Gombal.." I said in disbelief.

But he just smiled at my words.

Suddenly a servant served our order, we without any prompts directly devoured it until it was gone.

"You want to add?" ask Raka.

" No Mas, you think I'm samson wati!" my answer.

"Haha.. Who knows you're samson wati incarnate Maria" he said.

I didn't answer the joke, I just kept quiet and furrowed my eyebrows.

We rushed out of the shop and continued on our way home.

" Where else?" Ask Raka while sitting down.

"Go home, I want to put down." I replied.

"Mary, can I say something?" Seriously ask.

"What's my mom?" manya curious.

"Emmmm.. but it will be, not ready" he said.

"Later, just want to prepare the heart first" he said.

"meaning?" Askaqua.

"Yes, wait for the right time."

" What the hell am I talking about? sampe had to wait for all the preparations, rich to talk to the president alone." said I was annoyed with curiosity.

"Later to know, too,"

"Yes it's up to Mas." I said annoyed.

"No need to sulk so dong, ugly know." he said meledek.

"Let's be ugly too."

He laughed a little, then drove off his vehicle.

During the trip I was silent, not as serious as before. Because I wonder what he wants to say. Obviously my soul is thrashing.

But I saw him just smiling at me, flirting occasionally for me to smile.

Until finally, he stopped his car on the side of the road, I don't know what else.

He suddenly pulled my hand, then looked at me deeply with a feeling.

"All right, I'll say it now. It seems you are curious," he said with a deep breath.

He seems to know what I'm thinking, but I don't admit it.

"Who says curious, just plain" I said lying, because of prestige.

"Rarely want to know?" said it.

"It's up to you, what to say there." I said annoyed,

"Mary, I really loved you, since I first met you. Since then the shadow of your face has always disturbed my mind," he said as he continued to grasp my hand.

"I don't want to be away from you, I want to have you for who you are, do you want to be my lover?" ask her with a soft tone.

His gaze was so deep, I was surprised to hear his words.

I was confused as to what to answer, and then he asked back.

"Where is Maria, do you want to?" he said expectantly.

"Emmmm. I'm confused. Honestly, I've been comfortable being close to you, but I don't understand this feeling." I sobbed.

I think back to that betrayal that was so painful.

"I understand, I won't force you to answer now. But I hope your attitude won't change after knowing your true feelings. We just live it as it is, until you are absolutely sure" he said while wiping my tears that did not feel wet to the cheeks.

I just nodded, because I couldn't speak.

Suddenly he took something out of his pants pocket and gave it to me.

"This is for you, yesterday when I was working out of town I remembered you" he said while giving.

After I opened it turned out to be a very beautiful watch, I was happy to be spoiled always by him.

"Thank you," I said.

"Together, here I wear must look beautiful in your hands" he said while putting the watch in my hand.

After that, he started driving his vehicle back.

"Mas, doesn't Mas have a girlfriend yet?" Seriously many.

"No, all this time the woman who approached me just wanted my money, nothing sincere. Different from you, very different" he replied.

"It can be this Mas" I said with a shy smile.

"You are very different from other women. That's what I like about you, simple and what it is" he said.

I was flattered by his words, was I that special to him.

"I hope that one day you will accept me for who I am" he said with hope.

But I just kept quiet and answered nothing.