THE ONE I HURT 2
Not Knowing Yourself

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Yudha bowed lethargicly in front of Zamira who sternly looked at her.

Yudha remembered that she had never once dared to look at him even though Zamira had become his wife. But now his pair of brown eyes made Yudha's heart broken with his words.

"I cannot be the destroyer of your house Abi" Zamira said as Yudha expressed her intention to return to ask her to refer.

Yudha who was married for the third time with Vera felt slapped by his words. Indeed, Yudha did not care that Vera was now his third wife who was pregnant with their first child.

At first Yudha felt confident that his ex-wife who still called him "Abi" still had the same love as when Yudha last divorced him.

Yudha Bachtiar's.

Yudha is an ordinary man who is not too handsome but he has a charm with his ability to be friends with anyone. The light nature of his hands makes Yudha surrounded by many friends who are actually many of them only use their kindness.

But Yudha never worried about it because basically Yudha sincerely helped them as much as possible.

Zamira Amadea's.

The woman married Yudha after more than a year of their relationship. Yudha knows him from online social media. Zamira who at that time was not a Muslim and tended to wear minimal clothes finally pledged the shahada after a long time Yudha guided him with Islamic teachings.

Zamira with sincerity embraced the religion of Islam also began to carry out his duties as a Muslimah. He started wearing a hijab, which was gradual. From her rectangular veil to the present she prefers to wear a dress and a wide veil.

Yudha who witnessed a great change in him was honestly happy.

"What have I done, Lord, why am I so foolish as to give up this jewel of my soul?" Yudha's mind while looking at Zamira who is now more steady with his veil.

"Go home Abi, your wife will be waiting for you." Mira's speech is soft. Even so gentle as before he often treated Yudha.

At once Yudha felt like a man who did not know himself. The man who was satisfied to hurt him then suddenly returned to hope for his love. But Yudha would not give up.

"Please please consider again. Give Abi a chance to improve himself and make amends for Abi's mistakes with Mira. Abi is really sorry Mira. Abi felt unable to bear this guilt for the rest of Abi's life." Lirih Yudha's.

Yudha still did not just give up making Mira melt and can take it back.

Mira bowed. A single tear came out from the corner of his eye. He's so fragile right now. He was faced with two difficult choices.

Accepting Yudha who is still so loved but so hurt her? Or choose Dave? The man who has decorated his day with all his kindness and love even though Mira has never once answered his statement of love.

"Abi is not willing if Mira is married to a man of different beliefs. Abi was not willing. Abi would probably be very willing if Mira married another man who is a religion." Tukas Yudha tried not to return the jewel of his soul to leave his Lord.

"But what is the guarantee that a man of that religion can make Mira happy Abi?" Mira asked innocently and looked back into Yudha's eyes sharply.

Yudha felt thousands of pains stabbing into her heart and heart at that moment. The words of insinuations that Mira made her heart sore.

Yeah,,,, uh,,,,

Yudha knew that Zamira was reminding her of Mira's religion but had hurt her so much. Yudha who had so distrusted him and even divorced him unilaterally.

"Mira, Abi apologizes for everything Abi did to you. Truly Abi who still lost this faith pleads guilty to you for being so blind and unable to see the truth." Yudha's tears began to trickle down remembering everything she had done to Mira.

"Go home Abi." Tell Mira a second time without agreeing with Yudha's request to rethink everything.

"Getishalight." Mira answered briefly without looking at Yudha again.

It felt like Yudha was embracing herself and resting at her feet. I really don't want Yudha to leave him again. Gontai Yudha got out and got into his car. Yudha cried there for the umpteenth time.

Zamira, I'm sorry Abi.

Forgive Abi with all your heart.

Yudha immediately spurred her car to leave the page of Zamira's newly obtained address after Yudha long sought information about his whereabouts.

Zamira looked at Yudha from behind the curtain of his house. The tears still did not stop dripping. His heart was so sore to remember all about Yudha and the reality of Dave's current presence.

Men who are different religions with him but are able to remove the wound and redevelop his smile.

"Yes Rabb. What does all this mean? After seven years of trying to get up and accept all that You have destined for the servant, Why do You re-present yourself in the servant's life?" He was in his prayer after he had finished his prayer duties.

Zamira got up to a cupboard in the corner of her room without letting go of her face. Open the bottom drawer of the closet.

A photo album that is almost obsolete but when opened the contents are able to make his memory so clear. Zamira opened a photo of his togetherness with Yudha who turned out to be still saved.

His tears flowed again as he opened the page of the wedding photo album. Yudha looked handsome in a white cocoa dress decorated with black embroidery along the buttons.

Zamira also looks ayu with a white abaya and a veil in color matching with sequins that adorn his abaya.

The two of them stood side by side and smiled at the camera. The happiness that emanated from the smiles of the two of them who did not expect that happiness would not last long.

The photos they took were taken using Mira's cell phone camera alone on the KUA page where the two registered their marriage.

"Well!"

The witnesses who witnessed their wedding. With her sweet smile Zamira kissed the back of Yudha's hand which then kissed her forehead.

This was the first time Yudha had touched her since she decided to go headscarf. The families who were present began to take turns congratulating the two.

"We're legitimate, baby." Yudha said to Mira when she arrived at Susanna's mother, Mira's mother.

Zamira smiled and hugged Yudha tightly. But then she cried in Yudha's arms. Yudha understood what she felt at that moment. Yudha understood what she was fighting at that moment.

Zamira was saddened to remember that in a week he had to give up Yudha's departure back to the country where Yudha was working at the time.

Yudha who only had a short holiday decided their marriage was soon to be held. Yudha no longer wanted to delay.

"Prophey Mira, Abi won't be long gone. Abi will be back soon and we can regroup." Lirih Yudha strengthened Mira at that time.

Zamira closed the album sheet as her eyes felt more and more puffy from crying too much.

"I can't make Dave wonder if I see the moisture in my eyes. I don't have an answer to that question. Even though Dave was so kind and trusted me but of course Dave never knew that I never stopped loving Abi until now." His mind wiped away his tears.

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