The Promise Rejected
Chapter 21

The Rejected Promise

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Today Mas Tama visited the house with his son and wife. Papa, Mama and Mas Tama look so happy when playing with Adira, and they accept the presence of Adira. They don't hate him. I saw them from a distance. It seems they love my daughter. Although Adira was born without a father, what can be said to be an illegitimate child?. And to accept me who has no husband but a child. The moment I saw it, I wiped the wet end of my eyes. I'm happy without Dito. I hope they will continue to be able to accept Adira until at any time and not compare where my son, where Mas Tama's son. 

I'll work hard for Adira. I'm his mother and father. I must not be sad in front of him, because it is able to hinder his growth. I don't want Adira to feel what I feel, Adira can't feel it. I have to take care of Adira until she becomes a teenager, I don't want to be cheated, I don't want her to be wrong, lest she be like me, be a stupid girl, who is easy to cheat.

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Today I took my daughter out to eat. I never made her less affectionate than me. I spent a lot of time on him, because I didn't want him to seek comfort and happiness from an outsider. And I don't want her to be like her mother. Lack of affection so he asks her of his girlfriend.

I don't feel like my little daughter is a teenager, now she's 15. And all this time, there was no desire for me to get married. Make what? I've had enough of living with Adira.

Thank God the boutique I founded, now growing rapidly, even now I have opened a branch. Thanks to my persistence to rise. And even I can afford to buy a house, not big but comfortable.

Adira never asked where her father was, ever asked.

" Mah, where the hell is Dad? How come I never see it? "

Deg. This question.

" Dear Adira, emm Adira don't ever ask me where I want to go "I answered him very carefully so as not to hurt his heart.

" Why Mah? Adira wants to see Dad, I want to take Dad to school too! " Crying.

He's nodding.

" Not again, please "My mother.

I was selfish, but I did it for his own good. I don't want to make him know what's really going on, not old enough. I'm afraid that if he finds out the truth, it could make him slump and bring him down mentally.

And now he never asks where his father is. Alhamdulillahot.

" Come on Mah! Adira's hungry "His whine.

I flinched from my daydream.

" Yuk baby! " Invite me.

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Arriving at the restaurant, I told Adira to choose a chair and I chose a menu. Today was my unlucky day, I met a person I hated half to death. And damn, he saw me too. He came up to me, my body was limp, unable to swallow, which felt like it was stuck.

" Daddy!" Sluggishly. It turns out he still remembers me.

" Where have you been?" The crying broke and I couldn't hold back my tears either . He even kissed my head repeatedly. I was made dumbfounded by this attitude of his.