The Regrets of the Ex-Husband
Baby Blues Syndrome and Frustration

Two days have passed since Bella knew everything, the beautiful woman always spent time with her son Kenzo. He was so grateful that Kenzo survived despite his illness.

“Your eyes are similar to, Mama. But, your nose and eyebrows are mirioped with, Papa. Sorry mom, honey. Because MAma can't defend your papa by our side. Sorry if you had to grow up with a single mom!”

Bella tried to hold back her tears when she saw Kenzo playing with cars on the floor of her room.

At first Bella does not know that Kenzo survived, but Om Yogi who told her that made Bella cry.

The child in the birth was apparently safe even though for several months must be treated. Bella's parents are very happy and sad to see Bella who has recalled the pieces of her past.

They are sad because surely Bella will mourn the fate of her marriage which is only a corn. Sure enough, Bella was back in tears.

“Janda is my current status,” muttered Bella in a soft tone.

He felt very sad because his marriage was not the same as his parents who survived until now, even his parents were very harmonious.

He was born into a family where all of his men were loyal to their wives, as was customary where loyalty became mandatory for them.

“In fact, Om Leo the playboy married Aunt Ara because he was betrothed, but Om Leo was able to be faithful by accepting Aunt Ara as it is. But ..”

Bella closed her eyes as she could no longer continue. Maybe whoever was in Bella's position would cry too.

Betrayed it really stifles the chest, especially with her status of a widow with a young age.

Fortunately Bella lives in a big mension, try if she lives in the village, then there will be a lot of scorn that she gets.

Many think that the status of a widow is a disgrace, let alone Bella a young widow. Surely there will be many men who consider Bella cheap.

“Huwaa ..”

Bella immediately opened her eyes, shocked to hear the sound of her son crying. Bella immediately came down from her bed to Kenzo who was holding a broken toy car.

“Sayang ... Why are you, Nak?” bella asked in a loud voice.

“Tatak, bil ... lusak (so, the car is broken).”

Kenzo spoke with a little boy's accent, the boy was still in the learning phase of speaking a word or two.

The toddler can not call Bella mama, although it has been taught, because usually Kenzo called Bella brother.

“Not, Sister. But, Mama!” said Bella rasak trying to teach her son again.

He felt sad because until now his son was still calling himself with the call of brother.

She who conceived and gave birth to him, Bella was eager to hear him out.

However, nil. Kenzo kept calling himself brother and crying because his toy car broke down.

Bella who seems to be affected by baby blues syndrome also cries because she does not know how to make her son quiet.

Bella is also upset that Kenzo has been taught to call her mama for two days, but Kenzo has not been able and used to it.

“Have my mom said call mama, not brother. This is my mother who conceived and gave birth to you!”

“What you call mama and papa is your Oma and Opa .. You understand how mom feels when you call brother, Kenzo!”

Bella raised her voice making Baby who was in the next room rushed to Bella's room.

“Stop! Stop yelling at him, brother. He's a kid, don't be forced to call your sister by calling, Mama. Because all this time our mama who has been raving Kenzo while still red!” baby snapped holding Kenzo to try to calm his beloved niece.

“You don't know how I feel, Baby!”

“I know!”

“No, I'm the only one who knows because you've never been in my position now! You can only advise me on this, while I do it hard!”

Bella grabbed her own hair because she felt stressed and frustrated with her household problems and Reynal who ran aground in a bad way.

‘mama, papa, please! Quickly home. Brother Bella is like being possessed by a jinn tomang,’ Inner Baby is afraid to see Bella hysterical.

The girl immediately ran to bring Kenzo into her room and Baby locked the door.

While next to him Bella is crazy because the burden on her shoulder is very inappropriate for her age.

“Akkk ... Why should I?” Bella screamed to destroy everything inside her room.

“Halo, Pa. Hurry home! Bella's sister should be in ruqyah eh means taken to a psychiatrist!” baby called his father.

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Maybe the one who feels betrayed by the couple must know how to be in the position of Bella at this time. Moreover, his age is very young, inner pressure must be heavy. It is not easy to forget because the name of the wound will definitely be impregnated, the difference is that physical injuries can be removed with medication.

Whereas, the inner wound will forever be impregnated. Forgiveness is hard, but harder to forget.

The traumatized person must also know what it is like to be in Bella's position. But, there are also those who consider it more.

Never ignore and underestimate the mental pressure of others, because we do not know how to be that person. If there are friends or relatives who vent, as much as possible to provide solutions, if not enough to be the best listener.

Do not criticize the wrong you, you are more and blah blah all kinds, because it will hurt his feelings.

Seriate.

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