The Story Of Self Harm.
LOVE ONE NIGHT LUSIANA

Lusi's footsteps momentarily stopped, Lusi walked into the room and crashed into Rian.

"Hey Lusi what's wrong with you"Rian was astonished to see Susi still crying.

"Side Rian let me go, move aside" Rian just stared at Lusi's departure and let her get away from Kartika's house, Rian ran towards the park and he saw Leo and Tika still making out there, and he was still making out, and that's where Rian can understand what Lusi is going through.

Woman, woman Rian shakes her head, while continuing to see Lusi arrive - suddenly into his car and out of the gate of the residence om Hendra and Aunt Sarah.

Leo behind your happiness, you just hurt a girl's heart.

Then immediately Rian ran to the yard, got into his car and immediately chased after the old Lusi out of the gate.

Lusi - Susi where you are now, it seems you drove a car very fast.

Rian continues to look for the whereabouts of Lusi, while continuing to drive his car somehow at this time he is so worried about Lusi.

"Until when do you make me go round and round the streets in search of your whereabouts Lusi"

While shaking his head Rian tried to contact the phone owned by Lusi but there was no answer from the owner of the phone.

"Wait like I know where he is, two years ago I met him there, I hope I don't miss if not nearly three hours I'm spinning around the street looking for you"

Instantly Rian returned to his car and arrived at a place and saw Lusi sitting down drinking several bottles of alcoholic beverages while crying.

"Stop stop!! don't do stupid things again just for love,two years ago you were like this because Leo rejected you and now you do it again just for the same man who doesn't love you"

Rian continues to forbid Lusi to drink, but the condition of a drunken Susi can only be angry - indistinct anger while crying, she said, and at the end Rian carried Lusi forcibly into Rian's car to leave the place.

"Let go of me Rian, don't take care of me, let go" Lusi continued to rebel as Rian carried Lusi to get into his car, but still the power of Lusi will lose when compared to the energy of Rian who is still conscious not drunk like himself.

Rian returns his car to Lusi's apartment, and when he gets there, Rian holds Lusi back into his room, then Rian throws Lusi over the bed and starts to cover himself.

This incident is similar to the incident two years ago when you were drunk because of a broken heart by Leo and I drove you here, I'm sorry at that time when he touched you, our same condition - equally unconscious due to alcoholic beverages makes us ever commit the sin here, and after everything is done we promise we will not bring it up again, he said, because you think it's just one night of love in our unconsciousness.

"if you knew Susi, for me after that I promised never to leave you, because I could feel that at that moment this was the first thing for you, I will still be responsible to you even if you never ask for it, because the one you love is only Leo"

"duakkk"Hei Rian what are you doing in my room? What were we doing last night why were you here?"Lusi throws her pillow towards the sofa where Rian fell asleep, and Rian wakes up in shock.

"Hey miss is sick you know, so don't be rude, just tell me what happened last night? why are you and I back in one room like this again"

Lusi was about to immediately prepare to throw a pillow in Rian's direction again but before he threw his hand Rian had more quickly touched the hand of Lusi and grabbed him.

"Just play Lusi throw - throw this pillow, sit quietly then I will explain, ahh sick Rian why you are rude to women"

Susi is in pain because Rian unconsciously gripped Lusi's hand firmly.

"Akh I'm sorry Lusi" then Rian began to sit on the bed right next to Lusi and he began to tell the beginning of the incident until the end of every incident that happened last night, and Rian saw Susi beginning to shed her tears.

"Hey Lusi, you have to let Leo go if he doesn't love you, you can never force it, it will make you suffer, being with someone who doesn't love you is going to be very painful"

Rian started stroking Lusi's hair and calmed her down.

"Rian lent me your shoulder for I can cry as much, come here"Rian stretched out to his two hands, and without any cue Lusi immediately cried loudly in Rian's arms, Lusi vented all her grief, and,until finally he calmed down again and let go of Rian's embrace.

"Did you feel better for now? "Lusi just nodded his head without saying - the slightest word.

"Lusi listen to me, sometimes not everything we want we have to have, loving someone does not mean having to have it, it does not mean having to have it, enough to make our loved ones happy I think all that is enough and we have to believe that we also deserve to live happily with him or without him though, and we have to believe that we also deserve to live happily with him or without him,do not do things that can hurt your heart, when the person will also never care about your feelings, because you will be hurt more.

Susi was stunned by everything Rian said, because it was true as it was.

"Rian thank you for accompanying me last night, and thank you for every word - words you said, all true and I had to start steadying to be able to release Leo from this heart"

"Do Lusi if it can make you better, what can make us feel happy is ourselves" Rian patted Lusi's shoulder to give strength to him.

Susi all the things I told you are what happened to me all this time, I love you, Lusi, but I you never loved me, as a man I will look after you until you find your happiness whether it be with me or you find someone else, but right now I can only say that I will never leave you.

After the state of Lusi calm Rian pampit return from the apartment of Lusi.

Rian you're so kind to me, I'm sorry that I haven't been able to have any feelings for you.