The Wasted Love
TANIA'S ARRIVAL

I had started to desperately find out what secret bimo was hiding and I was trying to give up on believing in Bimo completely .

I have to focus on running a new household for a lifetime of corn and I don't want my household to be destroyed a second time .

what is clear now is that Bimo is better than Bg Arda Arza's real father .

Bimo pays more attention to me and my family .

*** two Weeks passed***

With my mom and dad enjoying lunch together at the dinner table, I see the look on the faces of mom and dad look very different than usual they look very happy .

Suddenly I heard Arza calling me, from the front door of the house .

" lady.ibu...

With a breath of ngosan Arza approached me who was still enjoying lunch .

" What's up Nak .

Just came home screaming so, mom was ready for lunch .

I pulled out a chair for Arza to sit on the side .

" Mommy, I saw you're home .

" Yes, I know .

I answered briefly, because before leaving Bimo promised to leave the city a few days but a few days into two weeks passed .

Looks like I can't think about it maybe there's some other unfinished business so have to postpone going home .

" I saw my father with a woman .

" You mean, whose woman ...?

" I don't know either .

Arza replied cuefully as she ran towards the room to change clothes .

" Try you ask directly to Bimo which woman Arza means .

Dad asked me to call Bimo.

" Later on well, later Bimo will also go home .

I feel embarrassed if I have to rush to ask directly to Bimo , because it could have been the woman that Arza meant was his co-worker Bimo .

" Yes up to you .

After cleaning the dining table and preparing Bimo's favorite food I change my clothes to welcome the presence of my beloved husband , at that time I threw away the feeling of suspicion or jealousy that disturbed my mind because I had truly believed in my own husband .

A few minutes later the person I was waiting for finally returned as well .

" Asalamualaikum's...

" greetings waalaikum...

" I'm sorry I'm late 'cause there's too much business .

I just smiled as I nodded and picked up the items he was carrying .

" Oh he's a tania who will help you at home he's my cousin's sister .

" hi I'm Rania ...

While shaking hands I invited Tania into the house, it turns out that the woman who Arza means is the cousin of Bimo .

" Rania you can take Tania to the back room.

" You mean the Chamber of Secrets .

Bimo smiled looking at me while holding my hand towards the back room .

" There's no Secret room in this house, it's just a barn but I've been cleaning since yesterday' so now that warehouse I've made room for Tania to stay here .

" Oh so .

I'm a little embarrassed for being so prejudiced .

" Rania darling ...

Tania's house is very far away, pity if you have to go home every day .

" Of course I can, after all Tania is also your cousin sister she will I think of as my own sister .

" Thank you dear .

After escorting Tania to her new room I accompanied my husband to lunch .

" rania...

Mom and Arza where are you ? I did not see them .

" That's , in the back garden ...

pointing towards the back of the house .

" You ate it yourself Tania ng at the dinner .

" Tania is your business, if I'm the one who nawarin you will be jealous .

" I know which woman I should be jealous of, which brother you may be jealous of .

Finally we both laughed, because it was the atmosphere that we missed so much .

" Bimo's Father ...

Arza hugged Bimo tightly letting go of her longing, while I saw Bimo's facial look also look happy .

there was no sign of Bimo's hatred for Arza even though he was not her biological child .

" How the school is good .

" well, I'm glad you're home .

" Dad was happy too .

Their closeness makes me very happy 'if Arza's real father had been able to behave like that maybe Arza could have felt real happiness .

But now I can't remember it anymore 'cause it's a painful event in my life .

" Arza Bimo's father just came home so need a break if you want to talk or need what can be continued tomorrow yes son .

" Good Mom ...

I deliberately told Arza not to bother Bimo because I knew Bimo was very tired .

" Rania I took a short break in the room .

Bimo left me who was cleaning the dining table .

soon Tania came to me .

" Tania you haven't eaten .

" still full mbak .

Tania gently answered my question, yet I looked at Tania's face like I've seen her .

" bak , what's up ...

why look at me like that, is there anything strange .

" Oh No sorry - sorry .

it's just a wonder you look like someone you don't know .

" like, who ...?

Tania frowned .

" nobody is just an old friend .

I feel like I'm no stranger, but Tania is young and very far along with my age

what's more Tania's sister Bimo's cousin so it has nothing to do with Bg Arda's ex-wife first .

But his face looks a lot like a twin sister, which makes Tania's difference younger than his ex-wife Bg Arda .

" Tania, if you need anything for example want to eat or anything you do not hesitate to consider it your own home .

"the baby wants to rest first Tania .

While leaving Tania I was still in the ghost of curiosity .