
Sean ran without using his footwear. Mind empty. The only one he remembered was ending the bitter and bitter taste in his life.
He ran without direction. There was no end of the road in his eyes. He ran even though the clear fur kept dripping on his cheek. Her sobs were breaking even more as people looked at her cynically.
Uhhh! Complete is already living bitterly. People looked at him as if he was mocking. They whispered to each other as Sean walked across the people who were staring at him intently. Especially seeing his shabby body like a street homeless.
I'm tired of God! Can I give up my life?
His mind kept on raging. His intention to end his life grew stronger. However, one that came to his mind. What would be the fate of his son if he ended his life?
Sean stopped his footsteps. His heart broke to remember a baby he had not yet given a name to. The baby whose skin was still flushed lay on the floor without the warmth of a mother.
My kid? Do I have to go back again? Lord ... Give me direction, where should I go?
Sean continued to dissolve in his daydreams. He patted his chest which felt tight. Between confusion, worry, but the decision will not be changed.
May this be my best path. No one wants to hear my story anymore. No one else wants to see me. No one else is going to help me anymore!
Sean continued on his way. He walked half-run. His decision was made to end the rest of his life.
Yes ... God ... I leave my son to you ... Please take care of him!
Sean kept saying his plea in his prayer. He ran in search of direction. The direction of destination where he ended all this.
His eyes were on a bridge. Many vehicles passed there but no one crossed the bridge area.
Sean stopped his run after being right in front of the bridge. Below it lies a river so vast that it is not known where it was.
Sean remembered everyone who had hurt him. The mother who left first on the day that she felt excruciating pain, her anxiety was taken away.
The papa, the man who could throw away the princess only wayangnya. Her parents chose to throw away her only daughter rather than have to tarnish her family's good name. Sean is forced to let go of the luxurious life that has been enjoyed so far. So that in his life he suffered because during the marriage life in squalor.
The husband, the man who is more evil than anything. The beginning and the end that made Sean slumped in his life at this time. Men who like to be lazy do not want to support themselves and their children. Until making him have to work slam bones even though the results of his work are not able to cover his daily needs.
The three men made Sean's chest even more tight. He took a deep breath to inhale the surrounding oxygen and then disposed of it quickly. Many times he did it to calm his chest that was getting crowded.
May my story be a lesson to you! With my virginity, you will feel more pain than me as I did when I was alive.
Sean was convinced to end his life. He began to climb a bridge made of cement and iron alloy.
Sean spread his eyes to make sure no one approached. He doesn't want anyone to stand in the way of his decision.
His right leg began to step up, climbing one by one iron refusers on the bridge. Until finally he was at the top of the table.
He tried to balance his body right on that bridge. Every now and then he looked down, there was fear in the deepest of hearts.
Fuuuuhh
Sean breathed his rough breath. He was getting his heart to jump off that bridge. Jumping from a bridge so high that it could drown his body.
He began to slowly close his eyes. Showing his wry smile. Both hands are also stretched. His body began to relax.
1 ... 2 ... 3 ...
The cue came out of his mouth. He began to relax his body as if it were boneless.
Huuuufftt
The body feels like it's floating. However, it had not had time to fall down, suddenly like someone was deliberately holding it. Pulling his hand so tightly.
"Aaaaaaaaakk" cried Sean as someone from up there caught his hand.
Sean looked down, the river water continued to flow in the direction of the upstream. Now he felt such a deep fear.
"Take me off!" sean's moans screamed.
Someone up there keeps trying to pull Sean's body down. An old geezer with makeshift energy kept pulling on Sean's weak body.
Sean even tried to let go of the old man's hand. But it can't. His grip is so tight. His body was fluttering upward following the old grandfather's pull.
"aaaac! Cake let go of me!" sean grumbled because his decision almost failed.
"Shut up!" tell the old man firmly.
He continued to pull Sean's body until he managed to pull it to the edge of the road.
"Yeah! Why grandpa helped me. I want to die!" Sean ruffled his matted hair in frustration, his suicide plan had failed.
"One day you will thank me for preventing you from committing suicide" said the old man stunned.
He stared at the lethargic look on Sean's face, not even eager to continue his life. "Son." The old grandfather stared very sharply at the thin smile on the corner of his lips.
"Whose grandfather?" sean was getting frustrated because the old man didn't answer his question.
The old grandfather researched Sean's body so shabby. Thin, tangled negligee even greatness. Hair disheveled. His eyes blackened fatigue. His face was pale and there was no passion for life.
"I will change your destiny" the old man said.
Sean was speechless, not understanding what the old man meant. "What does grandfather mean?"
The old man stretched out his hand, pulling Sean's right hand with a wedding ring weighing 2 grams of gold. He stared at the wedding ring without saying anything.
"Grandfather!" scold Sean. He was still confused by the old man's attitude. Even his hand was suddenly held for so long.
The old man highlighted Sean's two beautiful eye beads. Staring with his two eagle eyes.
Then suddenly the old man opened his voice. Start saying words that Sean must digest well.
"Don't end your life if you want to change everything and go back to your original life. Take off your wedding ring!"
Sean's pensive. He was confused as to what the old man meant. His words were so giddy, making him even more wondering.
"Look? What does grandpa mean?" lick Sean. His body was still limp because everything he had planned had failed.
"Grandfather?! Explain to me!" sean shouted as the old Grandpa kept walking leaving Sean alone.
Sean still didn't understand what he meant. He remembered the old grandfather's words.
Wedding ring?
The words kept ringing in his mind. His eyes were fixed on an object embedded in the ring finger of his right hand.
He stared without saying anything. His eyes grew increasingly sharp looking at that golden-colored thing. He lifted his fingers up towards the sky. His head also looked up to look at the wedding ring even though he was still sitting limp.