Time Travel The Secret Agent
T3SA Epsu. 3: Suffering & Humiliation (In the Revised Stage)

"Ah come on, let's not let them wait" I said as I held the small package containing the jade flute.

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During the journey to the hall Shuwan just put on his flat expression though many servants were staring at him with scorn.

Until arriving in front of the hall, people with classy clothes passed by. As Shuwan stepped the eunuch shouted.

"The youngest daughter of the Qin Empire has arrived! " His screams are deafening the ears.

All views are focused on a figure who is often rumored with bad things. Until whispers happen...

"From the rumors I heard the youngest daughter was so ugly that embarrassment showed her face in public"

"Yes! But the youngest daughter is very shy, she says she is so cute that her family is very possessive on her"

"Maybe! It looks like it"

And there are many other gosipan gosipan that sucks. Until the moment the tiny figure appeared in front of the door with his cold face made everyone in the hall surprised by the figure that often became the conversation.

Shuwan walked leisurely and determinedly, stopping a few meters from the Emperor's throne with a slight bow of his head.

"Greet the emperors and their families as well as guests of the Empire, ministers of officials and the people! " his words aloud while bowing his head a little. Until the whispers happen again...

"What's that ugly look? This is far from bad! So beautiful as a goddess"

"The real beauty"

And there are many more gosipan gosipan which according to Shuwan is very poor quality.

"Yes! " the emperor replied with a nod of his head.

Without saying any more words, Shuwan immediately went to his seat. He sat enjoying the show with indifference. He looked around and saw something interesting.

'Why is that luglugu youth here?' Inner Shuwan sighed deeply.

The dance banquet continues until it is time to hand over the prize. Starting from the Nobles, princesses, princes, other Imperial concubines or emperors and empresses.

The gifts are also various ranging from expensive and simple. Until Shuwan gives a gift.

"Hail the prince may always be given happiness in his life! " shuwan said as he lowered his head.

"hem"

Prince Ruan's extremely indifferent reply made Shuwan clench his hands. But trying to remain patient despite desperately wanting to sink the prince to the bottom of the ocean.

"Thank you for this simple gift from me! " Shuwan said briefly with his chin raised while handing over a small box that had been inlaid not forgetting the contents was the flute.

"Thank you" he said without even a smile.

After giving the gift Shuwan sat back and ate a snack because it is now a talent show for the princesses.

And, it was the second daughter of emperor Qin who was playing the lute. When he finished all the guests and people applauded because his talent that must be acknowledged is very good for children his age.

"Good princess, your father likes it! " Praise emperor Qin with his pride.

"Thank you Ayahanda! but this princess has a request! " said princess Bailin with a slanted smile.

"What do you ask my daughter? If Ayahanda is able to do so"

"This princess wants to see the talent of the youngest daughter Ayahanda! " he said loudly to make the emperor silent and immediately many whispered because they thought "If Shuwan's daughter appears, it will only embarrass herself and the Empire" which of course made Princess Bailin smile meaningfully.

"How's Shuwan's daughter? " ask the emperor with eye contact as if to say "You better refuse! don't embarrass the Empire!

"Good noble" Shuwan said with his chin raised making the emperor stare at him deeply and there was doubt within his gaze.

Shuwan borrows musical instruments to music bearers, the tools he borrowed were none other than flutes.

Shuwan plays the song 'Sadness And Sorrow' because according to him it is a suitable song.

The music in the felt brings its own element of sadness, making anyone who hears it powerless not to shed tears.

Except for the emperor and the princes, they were silent with blank eyes as if attracted to the other world because of the music.

Until the time the music was finished everyone was still dissolved in their minds so that the atmosphere became quiet and silent until brother Zhuang who clapped his hands first made the daydreams of people froze for a moment and clapped with his festive.

"Ekhem! Nice appearance princess! " said the emperor with his surprised face hidden behind his thick face mask.

Notes:

Face mask: hiding the expression behind his calm (or flat) face (such as pretending not to care but curious).

"Thank you, Your Majesty" Shuwan said as he sat down again and he grew bored.

'Oh my God, I can die of boredom, I can't let it go! There's no way I'm going to die silly from boredom!' Shuwan only grumbled inwardly until he saw Li Zhuang coming out of the hall.

Shuwan asked the emperor for permission to return. When it was outside Shuwan followed Li Zhuang's footsteps to stop at the lotus pond that looked rather deep.

But, before Shuwan arrived there was a female figure who approached him, when they had looked at each other they embraced, there was a feeling of disbelief in his heart seeing his innocent youth.

"Hi brother Zhuang! " Sapa Shuwan with a sweet, meaningful smile.

"Eh? Hail princess! " said Li Zhuang and the beautiful woman at the same time while looking down respectfully.

"Yes! " answered Shuwan indifferently successfully making Li Zhuang frown in surprise.

"Ahh, your flute game is very beautiful princess! Servant really likes her! " said the woman next to Brother Zhuang to open the conversation after a long silence.

Shuwan who heard her just smiled then....

"you? " ask Shuwan while pointing at the woman trying to be as polite as possible.

"Ahh? Introduce Servant is the daughter of General Lan, The name of the servant is Lan yan, the servant is the little fiance of General Li Zhuang" said the 15-year-old woman with a smile, While Brother Zhuang only nodded confirming Lan Yan's words.

But, they had not had time to talk one of the guards from the general residence called the two of them, finally they say goodbye and Shuwan lived alone near the pond with mixed feelings between sad, sad, happy, and disappointed.

Though he thought, he could still play around with the young man who he thought was innocent. To her, toying with the young man was very pleasant.

Until came the cockroach bully followed by his waiter. Without Shuwan realizing behind him were princes and emperors of Qin who were about to return to the residence.

"Hey! You're the*l*n stole my jewelry, aren't you? " his question loudly made the group behind them begin to approach fearing the things that did not happen.

"meaning? " ask Shuwan while thinking about the meaning of Bailin's words until he takes Shuwan's hand and slaps his own face and pulls Shuwan into the deep pool.

****Byurrr****

They enter simultaneously, Bailin's daughter pretends to be drowned and Shuwan's leg snagged, what a fate!

Shuwan and Bailin scream for help but the 3rd prince plunges into the pool and only saves Bailin's daughter.

While in the water the 3rd prince saw Shuwan's legs stuck but he just pretended not to know.

Seeing that Shuwan who was trying to ask for help became silent and let his body sink slowly.

Princess Bailin has been brought up and her entire family is worried, and no one thinks about Shuwan....

****Byuuurr****

A young guard immediately threw himself without orders and seemed to care less about his life after this because he acted before the decree.

Princess Bailin who had pretended to faint had pretended to be conscious when Shuwan had been carried to rise to the surface.

Shuwan's consciousness that has not been completely lost, he hears the words of Bailin's daughter who blames her.

"Dad! I just asked him about my jewelry hikks are missing but found under his hyks. But, he hiks instead slapped me so hard hix that I was plunged into the pool and hix accidentally hiks pulled his arms hiks hyks, please give justice father hyks" the daughter of Bailin in a weak voice.

Shuwan whose consciousness had returned completely was immediately coughed.

"Design once a lowly concubine's daughter slapped and shoved my daughter!! " The cry of concubine Qin boomed, not since when the concubine was there.

"Did you really steal Shuwan? " Task the 4th prince who is none other than Shuwan's twin.

"I'm not-"

"If not you should not slap and push the second princess! " Sarcass empress With a thin smile full of meaning.

"Enough! You've gone too far with Qin Shuwan's daughter! You were punished by being exiled to the forest of death for 1 month and only followed by 1 servant! " the emperor's orders are absolute.

"But ak-"

"don't argue! " Shuwan has not finished protesting, his remarks have been cut.

"But dad! He also obviously stole my jewelry, the evidence of my jewelry is under his complaint, I asked you father, I asked him, what is his punishment for the son of the lowly concubine who stole an object belonging to the son of the Grand concubine ? " the whimper of Bailin's daughter was not satisfied with Shuwan's suffering.

"Enough! I don't steal, what am I stealing anyway? And I also did not slap or push her, how could an 11-year-old who could not cultivate push her? " shuwan said as he held back his passionate emotions.

"Shut up! " Subscriber Qin said she was afraid her son would be caught lying.

"Your Majesty give justice to the servant boy!! " Consort Qin began to hug the emperor's feet.

'Like this an opportunity to kill a child in this prophecy' Emperor Qin Zhaoqi murmured inwardly.

"1 month of seclusion in the forest of death and whip 5 times for stealing! " the emperor said firmly.

"You! " Shuwan said but did not say anything, after all there is good also he was alienated.

Notes: The author does not refer to the Qin emperor as "Father" because the Qin emperor was not Shuwan's real father.

"Guards! Get whips! " decree of the emperor

Shuwan sat back to the emperor who was already holding his whip.

Ctaarr

"Ssh" Shuwan only grimaced as the final whip was lashed, fresh blood rushing from the wound on his back.

Her smooth skin had been torn with 5 wounds. Shuwan stood up while biting his lips in pain, causing his lips to bleed. The body he was using right now was still too weak.

Shuwan turned around and looked up to hold back the mounting anger. He was angry that he could not cultivate Qi, having not found a book on how to study it.

Even when he wanted to go to the library, he was not allowed as if he was forbidden to cultivate.

'I'll avenge all these insults si*l*n'

"Go back to your residence and prepare your goods tomorrow to go into exile! " The emperor's speech passed me so easily that when the 4th prince passed Shuwan he whispered something to him.

"I'm sorry I haven't been able to help you, wait I'm strong I'll protect you my sister" she whispered and walked away.

'I don't need your apologies I will repay you for failing to protect your brother Qin Shuwan! ' Shuwan can only curse in his heart because his anger will intensify when he speaks.

Shuwan walks towards the residence and treats his wounds at the help of Xiaomi who has continued to apologize while crying.

"Thank you for helping me, brother, now go and rest for tomorrow you will come with me right? " shuwan said very coldly because his anger was still in the crown.

"Iya Wan'er I go first, tomorrow I will wake you up early, you should also rest so that your wounds are healed soon" Xiaomi replied with a smile.

Only after feeling Xiaomi was far away was he vent his anger by hitting the wall until the wall was cracked and his hand was injured.

Shuwan even kicked down the dresser and broke up all the makeup tools while shouting.

"NIKMATI TEMPORARILY VICTORY KAALIAANN! WAIT FOR ME TO COME BACK I REPLY YOU ARE ALL THOUSANDS OF TIMES MORE PAINFUL THAN ME SI*L*NN!!! "

After being satisfied to scream, he finally fell asleep in the dispute with the state of the room that was like a broken ship.

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If only I could choose where to be born

Then I will choose to be born in the womb of an ordinary person.

But, to me I can't die right now

Because dying is not an option but, dying is an option I can take if no one wants me alive.

There is still something that I want to live

And, I don't want the sacrifice of my mother while giving birth to me just in vain

Brother! Did you know that I am not present in the womb of the mother and the mother has a destiny to die after giving birth,

I'm sure the one experiencing what I'm going through is you.

And I doubt if you can?

I don't think you deserve to call myself weak, because judging from all this suffering you're the weak one!

Even If the Wound Is Painful

But, Can Never Match The Pain From Wounds That Are Being Inflicted On The Heart

Because, No matter how Little Wounds are Defeated by Humans

Cannot Be Cured Even With The World's Greatest Doctor

This heart hurts but I can't express the pain

Haven't healed the wounds in my heart that you used to and now you're re-injuring this heart with pain

If life is only to be hurt then

I would rather die

If born only brings a curse

I prefer not to be born

But what is my day

I'm just a little baby who doesn't know anything

I'm like a blank piece of paper that looks dirty

If I die

I was hoping to meet my mom there

Give God permission

My request is simple

Just happy in the next life

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