
Joan knew that Jiyya was clearly seeing and aware of her existence. What makes the man not out of thought is not to be reprimanded, the girl actually threw away her face and just left like she had just seen a ghost without saying a word.
Now Joan increasingly questioned her existence in the girl's life.
What exactly did Joan expect from Jiyya ?
If the girl was in a difficult situation, Joan would coincidentally be there and help her. They will return at a point like old times, but after that the girl will become a stranger and ignore him desperately. Jiyya had always been unwilling to obey anything Joan said despite that as well
for the good of the girl herself. He was even as good as wandering around, spreading concern for Joan.
The man had finished his class. So the man automatically returned to the room to rest while waiting for his teaching hour which was a little bit away from the class he had just finished.
If you think about it, what exactly is the logical reason Jiyya avoids it? If Joan's a calculating man she could have charged all the things she'd sacrificed for the girl. He had quite a lot of service and material debt against him.
Not that Joan wasn't sincere in helping her, but the girl didn't even ask at least for news or talk when the two of them passed by. It should be natural for Joan to get a word from the girl. The point is Joan is upset over the fact that Jiyya blatantly keeps her distance and avoids her like that. Although this is part of their agreement.
But suddenly he found a message coming into his cell phone while on his way to his residence. He nearly dropped his own phone once he found out who sent him the message.
Joan was astonished that Jiyya suddenly told her. The girl said she wanted to meet him with four eyes. I don't know what he's thinking. But after seeing everything Joan knew that perhaps this was a decision that the girl had been thinking about for a long time. Might as well…
“Goodnight, Jiyya,” greet Joan after the man is allowed into her apartment. He looked at Jiyya with raised eyebrows, a little surprising with the atmosphere in the room.
Jiyya did not reply, but the girl chose to pull out a chair that was probably a signal for Joan to obey. The girl even served the beer she had poured into the glass. He put
it was on the table and distributed it to Joan fairly and evenly.
From what Joan guessed, it looks like this conversation will be a little serious. Because Jiyya herself did not say anything to him until they were silent in a matter of minutes.
“What's with this mood full of depression?”
Joan had no idea what caused the girl to look disheveled, but it must have been so complicated that she had trouble handling the situation.
“The situation I am in is getting more difficult. I want to ask, why are you as an adult interested in me like this?”
Hearing Jiyya not use formal language surprised Joan a little, the greater the impact when she heard the girl's confession.
“What's wrong for me to confess feelings to you?”
“Yes."
“Then what's your answer?” He asked, but the girl instead sighed and paused their conversation before the lips moved again.
“I want to say goodbye to you,”.
Joan's facial expression changed. Now the moody is no longer Jiyya but herself.
“Is that why you called me here?”
“I appreciate Sir Joan as an important person to me. Moreover, the fact that you are a person close to me until we then get lost and do it. In my mind, there is no better way than to end this frustration with a breakup.”
“You really are a cruel woman, Jiyya.”
“Surely, from the beginning I was so. I feel like things will get even more complicated if I am still here. I am also not sure I can survive if there is too much burden that I have to bear.”
“Is the reason I love you a burden to you?”
“Because it's you."
“Because you're stupid.”
“And you don't?”
“I too, which is why I decided to leave. As long as I want to return the favor, thank you for being the one who would accompany me to the end, giving me genuine love and love as well as other things I did not know. You're overreacting on me.”
“You know the reason I did it.”
“Yes, therefore I ask to stop doing unnecessary things. I ask you please do not contact or try to search.”
It sounded hurtful to her, Joan wasn't even sure now where she was and what she was doing. His head was empty, it was like an unexpected piece of news. War attack? Yeah, 'cause his heart just got bombarded
by an incredible attack.
“Why should this be?”
“Before everything is too late,” Jiyya told him.
Joan was always amazed by Jiyya, briefly the girl will be so tough, briefly she became an innocent girl and today she became the figure of a mature woman who is very graceful and classy. He had already gotten a rejection from Jiyya, but this time the conditions he requested were too difficult for him to grant.
He will miss Jiyya, he will miss a girl he loves. Someone who is so amazing, beautiful, and also powerful. But he was also forced to let go. Joan is not even sure whether she can or not, because in fact despite being rejected Joan still continues to try to get it.
“You should not put on such a face,” the girl chimed again as Joan simply bowed her head to cool her turbulent mind.
“Ya, but you'll be leaving soon.”
Jiyya suddenly approached her, in a move that Joan could not predict the girl was holding her. “It's your fault, if only you hadn't fallen in love with me then the situation wouldn't have been like this. I hate a life full of trouble. This is the best effort to regain the serenity of my life again.”
“People can't decide for themselves who they will fall for.”
“No, the truth is you're sloppy.”
The hug then slipped off. Joan could only look at the girl with a view she could not understand. It was too complex for him to know about this situation.
“Say the real reason Jiyya,”
“Bestian contact me, and he wants us to be together.”
The man's heart swelled and suddenly he felt too much emotional turmoil inside his chest. Both hands clenched. Joan lifted her head and immediately pushed Jiyya to the wall. Without warning Joan kissed the girl's lips. He hears Jiyya moaning and tries to rid herself of Joan.
Fuck those! How would Joan live without Jiyya? How could he live with a gaping hole in his heart? How could he possibly be able to let go of Jiyya to be carried by a man who left her a long time ago? Jiyya was too beautiful, kind, intelligent, and principled compared to all the women she had ever approached.
“You belong to me.” Joan murmuring.
Jiyya just locked her eyes with the man. “But I never wanted that. Now get out of my house!”
“You invited me, then kicked me out?”
“You deserve it because you just treated me like a whore!”