Two Princes One Love
Don't Know

An hour later...

The warm breath I can still feel. I saw him so tired that he lay down beside me. I immediately covered the body with a blanket. He was, back in his tight shorts.

Not knowing what demons possessed me, I lost control tonight. I have surrendered myself to him, to the prince of my first love. Maybe after this I don't deserve to see Rain again.

Jeez ... What have I done?

I rubbed my head and tried to get up while continuing to cover this body with a blanket. I feel so sorry for doing this with him. I also took off the gift necklace from Rain. Because I feel unworthy to wear it.

"Darling, you look agitated. Is there something you're thinking about?" ask Cloud.

He got up, approached me. I just want to cry tonight. And maybe ... yell as loud as possible.

"Darling?"

"Cloud, what are you gonna do after this?" I asked who was still behind him.

"Of course I'll marry you, honey." He answered my questions quickly.

"Cloud, we shouldn't be like this, should we?" I regret it myself.

"Darling, you regret it?" Cloud turned my body to face him.

"Cloud, maybe it's better if I just go back to my world," I said withholding regret in my heart.

"What?! You want to go back to your world and leave me?" He was surprised to hear my words. "Ara, I'm not letting you back. We're like this and you want to go? Then what's the point of this thing I'm doing?" He looks very upset.

"Cloud, I don't think I'm a good girl to you. You can get better than me." I spoke while looking at him.

"God ...." He rubbed his head.

Don't know what to say anymore. I just kept quiet and started picking up my dress that fell on the floor. I started wearing it back. The Cloud...

"Cloud, what are you doing?!" I screamed as I saw him take the sword and wanted to thrust it into himself.

"Cloud, stop!" I asked while trying to hold back the crazy thing.

"You want to leave me, Ara. It's free for me to live this life if you leave. I feel like everything I do is in vain. I'm desperate!" Cloud looked weak in front of me.

"Cloud, I'm sorry. Please put your sword back in, please, "I asked him.

"No. Before you promise to stay with me." He was threatening me.

Jesus, Cloud. "alright. I promise I won't leave you. But please don't be like this." I asked him back.

I saw Cloud calm down. He also put his sword back into the sheath. I immediately took the sword and put it far away. I hugged her body without caring what had happened.

"Ara .. I love you very much. And I know that you love me too. Please don't go. I don't want to be left behind again. I've given it all to you tonight. I don't care who I am anymore. Let me be your servant for life."

He shed his tears on my shoulder. I could feel the seriousness of his speech intonation. I regretted making him desperate. Maybe next time I can't say goodbye to her.

"Cloud, I'm sorry. I just feel like we've crossed a line. I'm ashamed" I said, trying to be honest with him.

"Dear."

She let go of the hug and then held my cheek with both hands. He looked at me deeply.

"I just did it with you. And I also know if you're doing it for the first time. I'm pretty sure of that. Although not completely, I can feel if you are mine. So do I feel if this body and soul are only yours."

"Cloud ...."

"Darling, I don't know how else to convince you. I've gone mad because of this love. I can't afford to hold it myself. Help me!"

"Cloud, it's."

"I really wish I could spend time with you, Ara. You're everything to me. Please understand," he said again which made me shed tears.

I don't know what I'm doing is right or wrong. I'm just trying to keep everything. I felt that if I were still around him, I would always be carried away by human desires. I'm very worried if that happens. But tonight he saw it. I feel so guilty.

A few moments later...

We cleaned the mattress. Cloud helped me change the bed sheet and then washed the old bed sheet alone. He won't let me get tired tonight.

I knew that she was tired too, but she asked me to just wait for her to finish washing. I was moved by her attitude myself. He was the future king of a great land. But, in front of me he's like a dream husband.

Cloud ... I want to get married soon.

As if not caring about another heart, I want to get married immediately to feel more comfortable and peaceful living this life. Surely I can give her everything she wants from me, not restrained like now. Yeah, I'm still holding my only treasure. It's just that he saw it tonight.

"Done."

I saw Cloud just drying his bed sheet. He looks really funny.

"Cloud, I've already prepared dinner. We'll eat first, yeah." I smiled at him.

"alright. But is there no reward for your future husband?" the question that made me flinch.

"Purchase?" I was thinking.

As I was thinking what he meant, I saw him walking closer and wrapped his hands around my hips. He also moved his lips as if asking to be kissed. I laughed and immediately kissed her lips.

"Muachi!" I pecked his lips.

"Only once?" god looked at me.

"Cloud, later can be continuity," I said warned.

"Darling, you don't have to be ashamed of me anymore. We'll be married soon. Dad told me."

"What?!" I was surprised to hear it too.

"Yes, I'm round to get us married."

"Cloud, but what about—"

"Huh ...."

I haven't had a chance to say a word, Cloud exhaled heavily. It was like a huge burden that he carried. I then held her face, looking at her deeply.

"Did something happen?" ask her.

Cloud hesitated to answer. But finally, he answered my question, which surprised me instantly.

"You're not lying, are you, Cloud?" many ensure.

Cloud shook his head.

Either this is good or bad news. But I'm glad to hear it. I can marry both sons of Angkasa at once. Yes, although I don't know how it will be. But, if the king has decided like this, of course it is likely to happen. I'm the only one getting tired of taking care of both.

In the end, no one will get hurt.

I am happy and perhaps very happy to welcome this news. I saw Cloud looking confused by my expression. But I just let him be like that. It will also stop itself.

"Darling?"

"Here you go, let's eat."

I immediately pulled his hand to follow my footsteps into the kitchen. And finally, we had dinner even in the past like this.