
At night Hasna went out of the room for dinner. Ning Khumaira directly approached him to the room. The woman was very considerate and looked so happy to see Hasna's presence in her residence.
A smile did not fade from the woman's shady face.
The complete formation in the dining maja made Hasna untouched. There is Kyai Faisal as a father. Ning Khumaira was her mother, then her two sons gathered in tranquility there.
Hasna had not felt a moment like this for a long time. It feels very peaceful and harmonious.
They all enjoyed eating without a sound. Even the twang of the spoon clashing against the plate was not heard. All eat with adab and morals.
When finished, then they enjoy pieces of fruit as dessert. At this moment, Hasna realized that Gus Amar had always shied away from her gaze.
"What's wrong with her? Is Hasna wrong?" hasna felt restless.
The girl paid no heed to Gus Musa who was stealing her eyes and smiles.
Hasna was curious about Gus Amar's suddenly cold attitude.
Before, the man was always smiling and greeting her. In fact, calling him ukhti is not a name.
Hasna did not understand, why she was so concerned with the change of the adult male figure. Where every content of his talk is always heart-setting.
Even Hasna realized her mistake and opened her eyes after hearing the tausiah from Gus Amar.
"Hasna, come to the hospital tomorrow. Visit your grandfather with Moses, and also Ummi. Sorry I didn't call Vidio because Abi's cell phone was lowbet. Meanwhile, your mother's mobile phone, fell when she got off the taxi online. Therefore, Hanifa can't reach you," Kyai Faisal said, saying something Hasna wanted to know.
"So so. Yes, Kyai, Hasna will be there tomorrow" replied Hasna."
"Tomorrow morning, ten o'clock we leave. Later, I told Ustadjah Ainun and Nurul that you could not start their lessons yet" Gus Amar said.
Hasna just nodded slowly twice.
However, his mind is still stuck in a man who has a thin brew. Amar did not respond at all, when Kyai told him about his grandfather.
Amar remained focused on the device in his hand until the man stood up and took a break to his parents.
"Bi, Ummi, Amar first yes," he said. Without even a single glance towards Hasna.
"Don't sleep late, son. Remember the time when working," Ning Khumaira's message to her first son was.
Gus Amar immediately approached the Ummi who happened to be next to Hasna. Then the man kissed his ummi cheeks and forehead while smiling.
Stupidly, why Hasna was watching every move of the man. And, why did she who was pounding see Amar's sweet attitude towards Ning Khumaira.
Sing!
For a moment.
Or a split second, Hasna found the gaze of Gus Amar fixed on her. He immediately averted his eyes because suddenly his heart was shocked and his heart beat faster.
"I why the hell?" hasna was confused by herself.
The departure of Gus Amar, making Hasna increasingly unfortunate escape. He must know why Gus Amar's attitude like that to him.
Therefore Hasna also stood up and paid a farewell to all yes.
"Happy break baby!"
"Yes Ummi" Hasna replied as she passed with Gus Amar's departure. The man turned towards the back of the pavilion.
There is a large hall there.
Hasna's movements could not be separated from Gus Musa's observation. He took part to follow Hasna which is quite suspicious according to him.
"Gus Amar wait!" call Hasna on the figure of the man wearing this long grey robe.
Gus Amar was shocked and immediately turned around. When he recognized the owner of the voice that called his name.
"Hasna," surprised.
When the figure of the girl he was trying to relinquish was now in front of his eyes. Gus Amar can't lie to his heart. All of this seems pretty heavy. It's not as easy as he thought. Moreover, Hasna Koni lives with them.
"What's wrong? Why don't you go to your room?" the Cecar Gus Amar. His two resolute eyes looked at Hasna's lowered face.
Hearing the question coming out of Gus Amar's mouth made Hasna dare to look up.
"Hasna wants to ask."
"Hurry up, you want to ask me what?" gus Amar. He does not want to linger with a girl who is not his mahram.
"Why did Gus Amar avoid Hasna? What, Hasna is wrong? Or, Gus doesn't like to see Hasna live here?" cecar Hasna expressed what was stored in his mind.
Gus Amar was visibly silent before answering Hasna's question. The man is weighing something. Is, he was honest so that Hasna no longer misunderstood him.
Gus Amar sighed slowly.
"Yes, I honestly admit. Sorry, if this behavior from me makes you feel uncomfortable. I, accept you ask me instead of speculating yourself. But, for your departure here I have absolutely no problem, it's just that it adds a little weight to my heart. Hopefully, this won't be long. I am trying to make something that is not destined to be mine, that is all" replied Gus Amar who actually created a crease on Hasna's forehead.
The girl was confused, and increasingly did not understand Gus Amar's overly contradictory explanation.
"Who is Gus talking about? Why avoid Hasna if I don't have any faults for Gus. Please answer clearly without turning the diction. I'm just a stupid girl who doesn't understand verbal linguistics" Hasna asked firmly.
Gus Amar was currently eager to laugh at the look on Hasna's face. But he held it in, and just smiled faintly.
"If I'm honest. Don't be surprised. Don't ge-er," clumsily Gus Amar tried to melt the atmosphere. Because he knew Hasna's heart was burning.
"I am trying to give you to my brother Moses. You know, I wanted to preach you before you got sick. But, when you were sick, I saw Moses was so worried about you. I saw love in my sister's eyes. Hence, I retreated Hasna. Besides, my feelings are as big as mustard seeds. New seeds will grow. So, I don't think it's going to be difficult" lied Gus Amar. Though to speak like this alone he had to endure the tightness inside his chest.
Hasna who found this kind of reality immediately stepped back. Her legs were limp but the girl kept trying to stand on both feet.
"What a reality is this.
Why is it like this?
It is true what Gus Moses said.
That, he did not want first Amar, "inner Hasna.
"But why does my heart feel sad. When Gus Amar retreated instead of fighting. Why did he have to give up on Gus Moses? Hey, Hasna! Since when do you think of men." her inner self again.
"You are the most selfish!" hasna. He also turned around.
Gus Moses, who was hiding behind a pillar, wanted to appear, but he had no courage.
"If I were selfish, I would definitely keep you, Hasna!" exclaiming Gus Amar who suddenly stopped Hasna's footsteps.
"Then keep me!"
The deg!
Some were injured but not bleeding.
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