Ustadz My Fans
fear of falling
"what is food for us to eat??"
silla asked, her hand pointing at the neatly arranged blonde plate
Aisyah and the others nodded surely
"let's get the plate and eat it said hungry come on"
Rania pulls Silla's hand and takes her plate handing her to Silla
"have eaten do not cry it is like this stay in the pesantren later also you will get used to myself kok first I am also like you Sill nangis kecer mala but long time also used to now mala at home lazy home come home, you'll get used to it let's eat"
persuade Anna to wipe away the tears of Silla who was crying staring at a plate that only contained rice oseng kale and fried tempe
"want me to bribe Sill??"
Aisyah offered Silla a shake and she finally ate her food while crying
***
next day
"Silla, you want to find a campus?? what majors?? will you help me find??"
Aisyah offers
"maybe I'm ready first"
said Silla then she dressed up a bit fussy because she wanted to find a campus with her friends
"let's be ready"
Silla is ready with her appearance using a robe that has been prepared by her mother at home
"Sill you want nglenong?? makeup like a clown that, this is what this powder sack you pour all, remove quickly replace plain only"
aisha's orders that saw Silla's makeup were too thick
"what the hell is this is already beautiful really and this is the sexiest clothes know cook me to campus wear sarong again later that there sagging in the street shame I how the hell"
silla's protest didn't accept the clown's makeup
"make up the thickness of that Sill here can't use so many spoons replace everything if I don't drag it you go back inside"
menacam Aisyah
"yes, yes, bawel"
Silla was upset but he went back in to take a loose gamis and remove his makeup Silla was forced not to wear any makeup anymore he came out wearing a loose robe and and without makeup on his face come out with a bent face because there are too many rules for him
"let's go"
said Silla sewot
the two of them walked together until Aisyah's parking lot went up first to the motorcycle she was going to ride
"lady Sill"
aisyah's order patted the matic motorbike in the tail
Silla was shocked by what they were about to drive
"we're riding this to the Ais campus??"
silla asked still gaping staring at the tail motor in front of her
"yes, let's not have much to bring this helmet with me so as not to cross the police"
said Aisyah gave her helmet to Silla he was still staring in front of the bike did not want to move
"delayed"
finally Aisyah came down again and put her helmet on Silla's head and pulled it back
"hold if you're afraid of falling down Sill"
joking Aisyah he deliberately pranked Silla by advancing his motorbike he laughed seeing Silla scared and hugged her tightly
hahahha
"you're funny Sill ok ok I won't speed anymore, have you never ridden a bike before??"
asked Aisyah holding back a laugh
"yes I never ride a motorcycle usually ride a car sometimes use a driver"
silla replied honestly he could not ride the bike and never ride it
"why not ride the car anyway Ais would be better to ride the car is not hot too"
silla complained he wiped the sweat that came out
"it cannot be that Sill is given a motorbike already alhamdulillah do not have much to protest" deh"
said Aisyah
Silla Manyun Aisyah giggled at Silla Manyun in the mirror
not long before they arrived at the Aisyah campus explaining the majors of the campus and invited around the campus
"are you studying here Ais??"
ask Silla
Aisha nodded surely
"why does his major deal with all religion"
silla protested because she did not find the direction she wanted
"what do you want to study??"
ask Aisyah curiously
"wish to be a model, I want to be an international model but can't be the same papa, so I want to major in a designer, where is the campus that majors??"
ask Silla who does not know the campus in the city of Jogja
"yes, let me take you there I know the campus, but before you were sure you would enter that department Sill did not want to enter the campus here we can be together"
Aisha gave advice
"i want a designer"
silla's decision is already unanimous
finally they went to the campus that Silla wanted after agreeing they went home to the school
***
a week has passed Silla has begun to get used to his life in the pesantren although sometimes he often cries and sometimes wants to run away after seeing the dark page he even undo his intentions because of fear
"Is it not possible for the food menu to be changed?? we ate kale already this week I almost threw up eating it with the same menu continues"
Silla complains because every day with the same menu so that he does not taste the food
"patient tomorrow replace Sill, yes this is the name also dipesantren must be familiarized"
Aisyah advised her that Silla did not have an appetite because the same menu every day she used to feel the same way with Silla
"but I'm bosen"
silla again
"no papa we eat the same so good"
Anna comforting
"have you memorized yet?? do not relax if Azmi if you have learned the lesson he will firmly know not, even though he is a polite person but also cold mending you take care of rote rather than lamenting your fate like this"
chirp Rosita reminded
the head of everything
Silla sighed resignedly she also had to return her book
every day lamenting his fate he forgot to return what was not his
the night came after the magrib prayer they followed the cottage lessons and indeed the schedule of Azmi ustad who taught every ba'da Magrib Silla also decided to return the book belonging to Azmi did not forget he slipped his apology letter
when it was Silla's turn to memorize, he returned the book to Azmi who was tucked behind a shirt since then no other friend discovered
Azmi was surprised when there were people who threw slowly in the holster-covered thigh because Azmi's position was sitting in the chair for the teacher to teach but Azmi quickly could calm down and he also turned to the goods he threw
"it turns out that my book will not be returned"
inner Azmi he smiled with the recklessness of Silla
Silla was silent, he continued to memorize his memorization until he finished when he returned to his seat and took turns with other friends
after teaching as usual Azmi returned to his office he did not realize there was a letter tucked in it until just before his sleep he checked the book
"there's a letter"
Azmi took the letter that fell from behind the book and opened it
"i'm sorry if I accidentally bumped into you and got your stuff wrong and returned my diary as soon as possible and don't try to open it that's my preview"
the contents of the letter from Silla Azmi smiled reading the letter
"what a dare you are the same as the other me to obey you are really strange"
muttered Azmi spoke to herself she smiled with Silla's recklessness
in Silla's room, she slept with a thin floor mattress with a friend
"he knew I didn't give him a letter, didn't he read it?? do not not not not not read or my diary that has been thrown away is not important for him will be careful if the guy is thrown away my book I will cry kecer in front of him let him be confused to know the taste"
"Sill you why the hell wonder me, narrow tau"
reprimanding Anna next to him he felt disturbed by the Silla Movement
"yeah sorry An I can't sleep my diary thought"
said Silla
Anna wakes up and turns to Silla who wakes up because Anna wakes up
"diary what?? I didn't see the diary in your room?? did you just buy Sill?? be careful if you get caught suratan with other students can get your hubuman Sill"
Anna reminds Silla that she is not like that because she likes to be reckless with her people
"no how the story goes"
Silla confusedly explained it to Anna
"tau ah tomorrow if my diary has been returned with the new person I clearly promise clearin"
silla raised two fingers
"ok a story, yes, now sleep"
anna replied telling Silla to go to bed because tomorrow she started going to college
Silla also receded and joined her body along with other friends
before dawn all santri are required to build first follow the dawn prayer and wait for the morning Adhan to congregate
"come up, wake up up"
one of the managers named Amana splashed water from the dipper towards all the santri to quickly wake up
"in 10 minutes, I promise to get up"
silla said her eyes were still closed
"Anna wakes her friend up to the habit"
amana orders Anna to sleep next to Silla
"Sill wake up and Sill gets angry later, you're a habit if builtin say it 10 minutes keep let's just get up"
Anna rocked Silla until she woke up
"yes, it's awake"
finally Silla woke up and went to the bathroom to brush her teeth and wash her face with Anna and Aisyah
"don't forget your wudhu"
Aisyah reminded because Silla often forgot and in the end he returned again to take ablution
"yes yes, you are like my mama, Ais bring her for mercy"
said Silla then ablution after finishing washing his face
"do you want me to be your mama?? if you want ok let me know how stepmom feels like me"
Aisya laughed off the thought of being Silla's stepmom
"huss you're laughing like a kuntilanak anyway"
tell Rosita who is near her
"so that one of my mothers was already dizzy yelling every day if I did not wake up at dawn, can not membayangin deh have stepmom like you No way amit amit"
silla answered finished the ablution and stepped with another friend to take the mukena wearing it directly and headed to the mosque cottage for dawn prayers together
after the dawn prayer they are ready to go to school and college for students who are not in school will participate in morning teaching activities
"Sill who are you going with??"
Ask Anna
"i don't know the reason is that Ais is different in the same way I might go alone"
answer Silla
"i'm going to go to college together"
Anna told me
Silla was shocked to hear Anna's remark that they were a faculty member
"cook why don't you say the same I An can't you really be the same I we're really cement is not the An??"
Silla pouted her lips in annoyance
"willfully be your surprise, dear"
Anna pokes Silla's chin
"you ah sprained me"
replied Silla was still pouting
"ayo want to go?? is this the first day??"
take Anna to stand
"yes yes"
silla replied, standing up and following Anna's steps
"What did you major in??"
ask Silla curiously
"economy, I heard you majored in designer huh Sill??"
Anna asked back
Silla nodded
"intar if I marry you make a nice wedding dress for me for free"
joking Anna
"notar if I have succeeded I am free but if you start again do not think I ask for payment tekor dong me but ok papa I am rich so no problem like it"
silla replied taking it seriously
"joking Sill, kasian kamunya if you ask for free later Rosita and Aisyah can ask for free again with you"
chirped Anna
"no problem, make friends what is not important friendship"
said Silla smiling
"you are the best deh Sill even if you cry"
Anna cengesan
"tau ah, but thank you all want to be my friends who want this I love you guys"
Silla hugged Anna from the side in front of the bike they were going to ride
"wear this bike??"
silla asked as she let go of her embrace
Anna nodded for sure
"what else would you like to wear?? yesterday I was told Aisyah is funny you Sill, I will not speed like her kayak kok relaxed let's ride"
anna's orders to wear her helmet
Silla also put on her helmet and sat in the back seat she hugged Anna like she hugged her boyfriend very tightly
"the dive was also not as bad as it was when Sill I was still normal and sane"
said Anna because Silla hugged her very tightly
"i'm afraid of falling, Ann, pliss let me do this, don't think of anyone else looking at how important it is that I don't fall"
Silla pleaded because he was really afraid of falling off the bike
Anna laughed with Silla's fearful condition
"because Ais is making you traumatized"
said Anna, who was carried by Silla's head while hugging her
Anna still laughs at Silla
"why Ann??"
asked Azmi who happened to be teaching
"no papa stad this is just he's not used to riding a motorcycle so still afraid of falling"
Anna tells Azmi to nod in understanding while Silla does not care who is talking to her she is still busy hugging Anna afraid of falling
"yes already then I first heart bring the bike kasian behind"
Azmi
"good ustad"
anna answered obediently