Valesha, Deep Regrets
#How's My Brain?
The cup!
A brief kiss landed perfectly on Valesha's forehead, then rehearsed again to the woman's lips.
After a pretty hot game on the hospital bed, finally now they really end the game very satisfactorily.
Now they just seem to lie down enjoying the warmth they feel after making love. They were busy regulating their breathing, and trying to unwind in their bodies.
Wet sweat and something that gushes all over the body make both feel sticky and increasingly unable to separate from each other.
And in such circumstances, all they did together was hug each other and close their eyes.
Outside looked calm, yet in the hearts of the two, they were just clutching each other in their own hearts, with no one hearing it but themselves.
Yes, everything feels complicated, chaotic, and cannot be easily explained. Once the destruction of the plan they used to conquer the enemy stronghold, until now, the destruction they felt everywhere.
It's just, they don't know what's really going on yet. Ashkan has not been to the hospital so far.
Unlike Axelo's thoughts that further complicate their plan that he knows has half failed, Valesha is more inclined to think about how the father is, he said, and how stupid of him who returned to submit under the pressure of Axelo.
You idiot! So stupid!
She even knew her husband was doing all this just to want the destruction of his family. She even knew her husband was so desperate if he wanted to return home.
But now, she returns to being a hypocritical woman, who only regains submission and obedience when her husband shows his prowess in conquering women in bed.
Can't!
He should have backed off. Does he no longer hate Axelo? or she actually never hated, just annoyed, which might be destroyed at any time just by using the touch of her husband's hand?
Feeling upset, not knowing how. Between the longer hate even thinner, also the feeling of confusion why she even submissive in front of her husband.
I don't know, I'm confused as to how it is now. I love Axelo, I love my husband so much, but I don't know how I'm going to accept this fact, the fact that it turns out my husband only married me out of sheer revenge.
While I was feeling, I was also upset, not only at my husband, but also at my father. Not that I hate, just that, why have these two people experienced such a terrible tragedy in the past?
Why should there be a grudge between the two? if someone were by my side, they might know what I'm feeling right now. Confusion mixed with resentment, but also the feeling of love.
How can I escape from this reality? do I have to hang with my husband, while all I know is that my husband just wants the destruction of my family?
Or should I go home, and let distress befall me, provided I am always with my father, and protect him?
Yes, every time, after Valesha got married and knew all the reasons for her husband to marry her, she never calmed down.
All he thought about was the anxiety he felt protracted. Between having to choose which one, hang on to Axelo's side, or maybe it should come back.
How long will Valesha stay in this difficult position? will she be able to trust her husband, who, unbeknownst to her, is only in a position of being used by others behind her.
Nah!
Valesha should still not know. Because after all, what happened at this moment, they had planned it very carefully in the past.
The road stretched out ahead there, the rainbow would definitely be present after the heavy rain hit. And now, they're just passing through the foggy and troublesome streets. But it's all gonna be over. Just like the sun that rises after a dark night.
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