
My heart was pounding and it got worse the moment God started crawling into the bed.
His face was now right in front of me, he was looking at me sharply with red eyes that I was not used to seeing.
" if you're afraid, you don't have to force me to look at Maya.. "
Hearing him I immediately turned my face away, honestly I was actually scared.
The Lord smiled faintly.
I feel like my heart is going to fall !
Suddenly he lowered his face closer to me.
" Maya kissed me" she said softly.
I was shocked, I was so nervous, I saw him open his mouth.
Slowly I held her cheek and was about to kiss her, slowly she also closed her eyes.
And I finally kissed her, a long kiss, but God was silent as if he just wanted to feel my kiss without even giving it back.
After that we opened our eyes and now that he was occupying my body, he slowly started to open his black robe and shirt.
I began to be able to see the smooth body of the white Lord, his skin shiny exposed to the moonlight and his hair gently stroked by the incoming wind.
I was so amazed to see God's body and good looks.
" are you ready.. ?? " all the while he looked at me and asked.
" eemm." I nodded with some hesitation.
Maybe because this is the first time for me, I became very nervous.
!!!
Suddenly the lights died by themselves and I knew it must be because Lord, now only the moonlight shines on us, in the darkness God's eyes shine brightly.
He pulled out the blanket and covered his body which was now on top of me.
Slowly the Lord licked my neck.I immediately gasped in shock, my eyes glaring.
" Ma. I'll make you feel everything you can feel "he whispered in my ear.
And it managed to make my body tremble violently..!!
I could feel the hand of God exploring my body, he really enjoyed every curve until the stairs finally stopped on my chest.
" uh.hh..!! God is sick !! "
Seeing my reaction the Lord only smiled faintly,
she easily tore my nightgown with her nails, which makes me now only wear my underwear.
Obviously he could see it, every curve of my body he was embracing my waist and smiling towards me.
" The Lord "
My mind is not careless, my heart is pounding irregularly.
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And finally.
" Maya hold on. "he said.
!!!
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" god.. "
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" god.. "
...
" Lord....!!!! " spontaneously I grabbed her hair hard.
She's staring.
" sick.. ?? " ask slowly
I was embarrassed to answer, so I just turned my face away, but it turned out that my tears were suddenly coming out to show it.
The Lord gently blocked my tears and kissed me on my forehead.
" Maya...? " God called me.
I glanced at.
" i smell blood.. "
I knew full well what blood he was referring to, he tried to look at it but I quickly grabbed his face with both hands.
" don't..!! don't look, I. I want you to see my face. "I'm nervous and panicked.
She smiles.
" well, I know you're ashamed, baby" said the Lord, taking my right hand and kissing it with emotion.
•••••••••••
I tried to hold back, holding back from screaming.I squeezed the sheets, covered my mouth with my hands.
No..!! don't. don't yell..!!
A god like this has scared me, I don't want to make it worse.
God was just silent, but why I wanted to scream so badly.I flipped my head to the right and left with my hands still covering my mouth, until I started sweating.
No..!! can't..!! tap....
I can't help it..!!
" hyaaaaahhhh...!!!!!! " a loud scream from my mouth.
Holy shit..! how embarrassing..!!
" hurt..?? " ask Lord.
And this time I nodded hard, seeing that God was smiling happily and kissing my lips again.
••••••••••••
Gosh it's even late at night, but why hasn't God stopped either.
Actually I am no longer strong, my body is weak and I am very tired in contrast to God who looks really very strong and does not feel tired at all.
Strange, tonight is indeed strange, it feels if tonight time spins very slowly and feels very long, is God doing it..??
If so, he's cruel enough to finish me off in one night.
" Lord, yes, it's late at night "I'm trying to make it stop.
He just shut up.
"Lord.. ? " i tried to call him.
The Lord remained silent then he suddenly spoke.
" Mayas.. Hold on "
My eyes glared and held tightly onto the Lord's hand.
" aahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... Ahhhh ...!!! Lord... !!! "
The Lord was getting louder to hit me regardless of my screams.
" Lord... !! Pain, slowly.. Ahh Lord ..!! "
Lord bit my shoulder, I squeezed her hair hard.
" he aaa... Lord already... !! " cry me while crying.
Then suddenly he turned my body to his stomach, he choked my neck at my back and hit me hard again and again.
" uh.. Ah... Ahh...!! it hurts... !! "
I wriggled unsteadily in the face of the Lord's increasingly night-turned-so.
" lord.. !! Ha.y... Haaaah... ! "
I was crying so hard, I didn't think God would actually finish me off.
At first he was very gentle and considerate but why did it suddenly turn so loud and violent at the end.
" Lord.I beg you "my words while crying as you please.
I feel like it's morning and I'm really not strong anymore.
Looking at me whimpering for a moment he immediately stopped, "well.. "
Slowly the Lord turned my body and stroked my face.
" your body is no longer strong, I will not force any further "
Lord kissed my forehead, I'm relieved this has all been finished. huh. My breath is gnawing, my sweat is pouring while God does not look tired, no sweat still looks like usual.
...****************...
Daytime.
I opened my eyes.
" is it up.. ?? " The Lord is lying behind me while hugging me.
" e eeemm. "I nodded slowly.
I wanted to see it so I tried to turn my body around but...
Oh..!! the pain..!
I did not think it turned out that the pain was still felt, 1 point that I felt very much, making me unable to move.
" it still hurts.. ?? "
" eemm." I answered him with shame.
" sorry.. ? "
" it's okay Lord.. "
He felt touched and kissed me.
" Maya, I love you more and more.."
Hearing him I was so happy, I felt more meaningful to him.
He rubbed my stomach with his eyes staring warmly at me.
" keep him well.. "
Hearing that I was shocked as if in disbelief.
What mean?! Have I been confirmed to contain ?! There is already a fetus in my stomach..?!!
" God what.... ? What....? " i spoke in confusion and confusion.
God just smiled and continued to stroke my stomach.