VIRGIN NOT FOR SALE

VIRGIN NOT FOR SALE
EVAN IS GONE


Monika's face looked puffy, she had forgotten how much tissue she used to wipe her snot when she met Evan. Monika seems desperate, but now she is constantly begging Evan so that he can return to her, even though Evan has repeatedly rejected her.


"Can we be like we used to be, Evan? Can we be together again?"


"That's it, Monika. There's nothing we're talking about."


"Why Evan? What is my lack? I'm much better now. And I promise I won't repeat my mistakes just yet."


Suddenly Evan was crying. "I have no interest in you, please understand."


"I know I was wrong. I was drunk, and I didn't realize I could sleep with another man."


Ha ha ha ha's. Evan laughed out loud. "But why sleep so many times? Can't you get drunk every day?"


"Evan I beg you, I know I'm wrong."


"That's it, Monika. Don't always look for excuses."


Monika is crying hysterically. Even the loud thumping sound of music in this bar couldn't beat the sound of her crying.


"If there's nothing to talk about, excuse me."


"Evan, I beg you." Again Monika holds Evan's arm and holds him back so Evan doesn't leave. "Have you forgotten our time together? Have you forgotten our love?"


"..."


"Don't you remember when you told me your love in the school field? Did you forget when we always enjoyed our time together? I've always accompanied you in times when you really liked photography, even I'd bet all over your laptop memory there are so many pictures of me." This time, Monika's voice was so desperate. He came back crying hoping that Evan would relive their old times.


"You're always there when I need you, Evan. Do you remember even almost every day we were together without knowing the time. At the time, I just wanted to try. You were busy at the time and forgot the time, I was looking for an outlet ..."


Evan massaged his temple, gave a long moan and stared at Monika who was still as excited. "Monica, it's ..."


"Can you just divorce that woman and marry me? Really, Evan. I love you so much. You don't know how broken I was when you disappeared? Think about us, think about our memories first. Have you really forgotten me?"


"..."


"No, right? I'm sure in your little heart you still like me. Aye right? You can't even answer my questions. I'm sure you still love me."


Monika suddenly stood up and hugged Evan very tightly. He came back crying and wished he could stay like this for longer.


"Evan I love you."


"Take me off, Monika. Did you forget I already have a wife?" With a very hard effort, Evan took off the hug. Until Monika accidentally fell on the floor and some people immediately stared at Monika.


"German ..." Monika gaping wide because still can't believe Evan did it.


Monika did not accept. Honestly, this is an act Evan thinks is rude that Evan has done all his life. Making Monika a little emotional and immediately stand face to face with Evan with burning eyes.


"You ...?! Why do you have me?! Could this ... be because of that woman? A foreign woman who suddenly came into your life?!" Monika panting. It's really emotional, it's really emotional.


"Don't talk like that."


"I swear, I'm one hundred percent sure you didn't marry her because you wanted to. I'm sure, if there's something I don't understand why you married her. I've known you for years! Even with just your look I know that you never really loved her! Aye right? Don't you?"


"And one more thing, I'm one hundred percent sure that you never even touched it. You can't afford to sleep with another woman because you still love me, right?"


"Monika shut the fuck up!"


"No, before you're honest with me that you still love me!" Shouted Monika to make a little commotion here and there.


"SILENCE!" Unknowingly Evan shouted out loudly. He immediately threw Monika away from him and threw her down on the sofa.


"Sorry, Monika. I have to do this because you're really overdue!"


"Evan ...!"


"I'm leaving! You go home! There is no place in my life for you!"


"Gov! Evans! Evan!"


Be late. Evan is gone.


***


Amanda looked towards the door and was several times seen biting her fingers. It's almost early morning but why hasn't Evan come home yet?


Evan's never been like this before. It made Amanda really worried and just looked at the table containing a lot of food desperately.


Amanda took the initiative to call Evan, but after the twenty call, Evan did not pick her up.


Amanda's starting to worry. I don't know how many times she went back and forth and kept walking towards the door hoping that her husband would come soon.


"Evan, where are you?" His sighs were shrill in the air.


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