
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Van. It's all my fault" Tamara said at the end of the story, sobbing.
"I just didn't expect that bad kai, Tamara.", said Mr. Adijaya disappointed with the attitude of his wife in the past.
While Elvan, his body felt limp, he seemed to lose his footing when he heard the story of Madame Tamara.
"Why are you saying it now? By the time my wife had gone somewhere" said Elvan. From his tone implied a deep sense of regret. Had it all been revealed earlier, perhaps his story with Vada would not have been this bad.
" I'm sorry, papa just trying to keep your feelings up all this time. Papa does not know if something like this will happen to our family," said Mr. Adijaya.
"Everything is not too late, you can still be together to achieve your happiness" said Ms Tamara.
"How is it possible, if you are husband and wife, how can I be with Vada?"
"Married half-brothers who have no blood relation at all can be married, you have no sexual relations and sexual relations at all" said Mr. Adijaya.
Elvan was silent for a moment, his feelings were so upset, mixed up now. Even though their marriage was not wrong and allowed, now what was the point. His wife is gone and he doesn't know where she is right now.
" It's free, it's over" he said softly and immediately left his parents.
In the car, Elvan kept thinking about where the wife was going. The woman is like being swallowed by the earth without a trace. The last four months, he did not hear the news at all. In his mind, Vada must have gone out of town, it was impossible to go abroad because Vada always complained of not being good at English.
Moreover, Vada left not to bring a penny of money that he had given. The woman died all of them, black cards and some of the pltinum cards she gave to Vada, including a check containing more than ten billion dollars she gave after dinner that time.
At the intersection between the office and the home, Elvan turns his car into the road that leads to the home. How could there be a little clue there.
However, not according to his expectations, mother did not know where Vada was now. Elvan feels guilty because he actually makes Mother worry about thinking about Vada.
Elvan returned home without any leads.
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Elvan did not give up, he continued to try to find Vada, but the woman was swallowed by the earth. An Elvan who could easily if he wanted something, this time he was very difficult to find. In the end he thought, was it indeed their destiny just to get here
"Where are you, baby? Is this really our destiny? Can't be together? Why is our destiny so cruel, should I give in to fate?" elvan murmured in his heart. He really feels guilty, because he does not know if Vada has enough savings from his hard work so far. Elvan could not imagine how the woman lived her life without bringing any money at all, he thought.
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On the other hand, a woman who is none other than Vada has just closed the bakery where she works. After he had locked the door, he saw a car stop in front of the store. He smiled as a man got out of the car.
"The shop's closed, sir," continued Vada.
"Oh, what a pity. I'm late again, tomorrow I'll come before the store opens" the man said.
A second later they smiled at the same time, "Come, today I'm buying dinner!" said the man.
"At the treaty again" said Vada.
"Why?" the man frowned.
"You're too good," continued Vada. The man just chuckled. He opened the car door for Vada.
"What's this?" ask Vada.
"Open up!"
"Milk is pregnant, again?" Vada looked at the man in front of him seriously.
"Yup!"
"But I'm still around, what you gave me back then is still plenty. Anyway, later I can buy it myself," said Vada, he felt bad for always bothering the man sitting next to him.
"I've paid, besides I still have savings," he said quickly.
"Nothing, just save the money, can be saved for additional costs melahirkn later,"
"Make my own life, myself,"
"I knew. But, I bought this for baby, for you. Anyway, can't push the windfall,"
"Thank you, you've helped me too much,"
"Come on, don't say that. We're friends,"
Vada smiled, how lucky he was to meet the man when he had just arrived at the airport that time. If there was no man when he passed out at that time, he would not know what would have happened in a country that was certainly very foreign to him.
"You're feeling good, Ndra!" praise Vada because that is the truth. How could a man who never really wanted us before want to help pregnant women like Vada. Even made him a friend.
"Just know that Andra Almansyah is good? From birth!" a man named Andra.
" Come on, you said I was good a thousand times I could hear it. What I want with now is a call to eat. I'm hungry, miss!"
Vada chuckled at Andra's words.
" We're on the road now?" ask Andra.
Vada simply nodded, and the car drove at medium speed.
After dinner with Andra, Vada Lanhesung is escorted to her apartment. The small-sized apartment was where he lived four not the last.
He put down his bag and went to the bathroom. He sighed in the mirror after washing his face. Tired, that's how he feels now. However, for the sake of the child in the womb he must keep the spirit of working to increase his savings. If his wish was to continue college, now different again. He wanted to build a business even though he started small.
Vada rubbed her stomach which had been seen memebsar at the age of six months of pregnancy, she had passed the first trimester of her pregnancy. Luckily, there was Andra who accompanied him. Where the man always fulfills his every wish in the period of cravings. He even sometimes to the point of not feeling good with the man who is too good according to him.
"Well, baby, until you're born. The time where we will live together, you will be the strength for mama to survive the rigors of life, mama look forward to those moments, three more months we will meet," he murmured.
Vada still often remembers the moment of togetherness with Elvan. At least the good memories with her husband that became her longing cure all this time. He realized, if he and Elvan could never unite because there is a bond that they could not break to stay together, namely half-brothers.
Even for the sake of the child in the womb, Vada made a big decision to go and settle in Canada. A place that surely there will be no sago people thought if he lived there, even Elvan though there will be no thought to get there.
There is no reason whatsoever Vada went there, just wanted to eorgi as far as possible from his past that could have been a problem about the child in the womb. Even had imagined by him if Elvan knew his pregnancy, surely the man would ask him to abort it because if born too likely would.... Ah it feels like Vada can't just imagine it.
I don't know, why he can be that close when he does not have enough supplies, including obstacles in communication. Fortunately, there was Andra who always helped him. However, just four months of living there, he was able enough to communicate with people around. Maybe because of his habit and circumstances that forced him to inevitably have to be able if he infin stay there long.
Her tears were dripping, when she recalled back with Elvan. It still feels hard to accept the fate between them.
"I'll take good care of her, bang. Whatever and whatever the situation will be. Because he's your replacement here. I'm fine here and I'm starting a new life without you. I hope you're the same. Our destiny must be like this" he murmured as he closed his eyes.