
"I'm tired …"
"After struggling alone …"
Siska ventured to talk to her husband. The tightness grew when the husband was unable to say three words, "i love you."
"Sick, Mas. It hurts so much! It hurts almost to make me want to die!"
Siska hit her chest slowly. Feels claustrophobic and painful, he can't keep going like this. The woman was already very tired of fighting alone to maintain their marriage.
"I used to think I'd make you love me again. I really can't, Mom! I lost ... hiks .. ten years is not a short time, Mas. All this time our marriage can last, because my love for you is so great!"
"Initially I thought if I changed you would love me! In fact not .. because I realize that you are no longer in love with me, Mas."
Siska was crying. She bit her lips until they bled so that her cries would not break. He was trying to hold back his emotions at this moment.
Siska has completely changed. She is no longer as hysterical as she once was. It turns out true, if prayer can make someone change for the better.
He prayed in time. Fool on God to make his heart strong.
"I give up, Mas .. for what I fight for you and you don't want me to fight!" Siska said with trembling lips. He doesn't know what to say anymore.
Her heart was already very broken, her soul was destroyed in the slap of reality that her husband really did not want love for her.
Haikal's heart almost went out of place. When he heard the word surrender came out from his wife's mouth. Fear, fear, anxiety and restlessness mixed into one.
Is it true that Siska will really give up on loving her? Why does it feel so painful and unwilling? Isn't this Haikal's will from long ago.
"I'm leaving .. Please take care of Reihan as long as I'm not around!"
Siska turned around, then pulled her suitcase. There was still a lot he wanted to talk to Haikal about, but he couldn't.
His body was tired of talking. She was afraid of falling down, even more so she was pregnant.
"Don't go!" haikal said that returning did not make Siska stop.
"I told you not to go!" Haikal repeated his words making Siska stop.
The man quickly moved his feet toward his wife. Soon he hugged Siska from behind.
"I want to be alone, Mom. I want to be away from you for a moment!" Siska said with her hoarse voice.
Haikal nodded his head understanding.
"You stay here. Let me go!" haikal's words surprised Siska.
"This is your home, Mas. I should've gone, you stay here."
"No. If you go who's gonna take care of Reihan. He's closer to you than I am!"
Haikal said softly. The man was still confused by his feelings. It might be true that Siska's decision to have the two split up for a while had the two calm down.
"I'm sure that you still love me. You definitely don't want us to be apart! Right what are you saying, if we have to part temporarily so that we are both calm! But, I beg of you, Sis!"
"Never give up, never stop loving me!"
Haikal tightened his embrace. The man was very scared and did not want his wife to give up.
Siska closed her eyes. She felt that her husband was selfish.
"You're selfish, Mas. You told me to continue to love you, while you yourself did not love me."
Haikal shook his head quickly.
"Give me some time, Sis. I promise I won't let you down."
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