
The days changed so quickly, as if it had come like a thief and passed without being prevented. Still in the spring that should have been filled with excitement, empress Lin Fangyin could not shake off all the gloom that had pias on her face.
When there were no people, Lin Fangyin was often pensive, silently looking at the sun rising in the east and setting in the west, sitting with his own grief in the small private garden behind his beautiful palace. The night repeatedly arrived, the new year came, the new year passed, and so on. Whether he was reluctant to feel it, now was the eleventh year since he entered this magnificent Nan palace. Time through the sidelines of fingers quietly passed, stepping season after season, can even be seen
through the blood vessels, like clear water. But has anything changed?
Lin Fangyin grinned to himself, the passion that appeared in the beginning gradually shrank, life returned to spin, he looked at the sky, birds flocked flying north, flapping wings in the highland sky, he looked back at the sky, meandering leaving a trail of white or black, he thought, they might be returning home.
"Home?" Lin Fangyin swallowed her bitterly slit. She had forgotten about her home all those years ago, ever since she was summoned to Nan Palace to become an empress of the young king Nan Chen at the age of only sixteen.
He walked into Nan's palace in blood-red bridal attire and a luxurious pearl-touched headgear, at that time he was not nervous at all as experienced by all brides when on the first day he met the groom. The newly blooming young Lin Fangyin was only in a thousand quirks, about all the beauty and happiness his mother whispered if she married the most handsome king in all of Niangxi. This beautiful Lin Fangyin, she was the girl who was crowned as the luckiest girl in Niangxi because without having to bother volunteering, the previous King Nan had unhesitatingly appointed herself as the king's companion. Lin Fangyin was the eldest daughter of General Lin Qin, the friend of Old King Nan. Can anyone deny that order? Even the newly crowned Pamgeran Nan Chen Xiatian became king was not struggling with the matchmaking.
And on that day still lingering in Lin Fangyin's memories, he stepped one-on-one towards the center of the hall filled with all the important people of the kingdom, and his eyes did not blink from behind his thin veil trying to find the face of the handsome man who was promised as her husband.
Lin Fangyin barely breathed, looking at the young king's appearance, he was handsome and shone like the sun with even a dark gaze that darted through his eyes. Her cold face was so dazzling. There was no excuse or justification whatsoever, Your Excellency Nan Chen just asked her, "are you willing to spend a thousand new years with me in blood and tears, in flowers and gold puddles, in a thousand struggles led Niangxi to success?". Without having to think twice Lin Fangyin who was bewitched at Nan Chen's good looks said cheerfully. This was truly a festive and unforgettable new year but it was also the first new year that Lin Fangyin had experienced in Nan's palace as well as burying herself afterwards in a sea of inevitable suffering.
How not? Which pain is over, love clapping one hand? Only those who are so in love and so lost know what it feels like.
In the years that followed, there were no dances and chants full of palace luxuries, no melodious tones of singers, no delicious food that really tasted delicious on Lin Fangyin's tongue, no flowers were truly looked upon for his eyes, all were bland and gloomy.
The way His Highness Nan Chen was painful, even on their first night the young king was just drinking intoxicated inside the bridal chamber, calling out the maiden name "Ayin...Ayin!" a name that until recently even Lin Fangyin did not know if it was the name of a demon or a human.
His Holiness meng@g@hinya wildly, and never stopped mentioning the name of a woman in his ear.
"Well, I love you.I swear I only love you in my life!"
For the sake of heaven and earth, Lin Fangyin hated Ayin's name so much that he hated her to the bone marrow. That was why he treated all the king's concubines as a place of vengeance for his heartache. However, she felt inferior to them, for perhaps the flirtatious women were treated with passion rather than with full fratitude as His Holiness Nan had done to her.
According to a mouth-to-mouth story that reached Lin Fangyin's ear, His Highness Nan Chen was very eager to marry someone to make him empress but his request was rejected by the king and the prime minister, because the woman who wants to be married is said to be only the son of a servant where to this day, Lin Fangyin swore to find him and hung him with her own hands because of the hatred he had in store for the person who had made His Eminence Nan never able to love him, instead let go of a thousand grudges for no reason to her in a painful pseudo-marriage.
His Highness Nan looked so in love with him in front of everyone but when just the two of him were, all the rude remarks were thrown out, as if Lin Fangyin was just a lowly woman thwarting all her plans to be happy.
"Sister..." Lin Hongse suddenly appeared from behind him, this flamboyant-faced young man and martial artist was Lin Fangyin's only puppet sister, she was also a friend of Nan Luoxia.
"Hongse, why are you coming to sneak around? you surprise me." Lin Fangyin turned to Lin Hongse for a moment, the younger brother.
"I'm looking for the older brother from earlier." Said Lin Hongse, his green robe fluttering softly. In his hand was an iron fan with a peony flower engraving, his smile looking bright and pleasant.
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