Beginning of the Compulsion
2. Ohh Hearts

"Speak what mas?"

"Mass?" Again Fani asked while waving her hands in front of Rayyan's face because her husband instead silently looked at her.

Rayyan regained her senses from her daydream, and again let out a long sigh and took it out slowly

"Mas wants something to be with you" he said slowly

"Is that feeling still there for the man you left behind?" Rayyan asked, looking at the manic eye of the wife

"Why did you suddenly ask like that?"

"No, I'm just asking"

"Honestly, what's wrong? Are you sorry you married me? And I don't want to help you forget that guy? Then why would anyone willing to marry me that clearly still keeps her in my heart"

"Mas want me to be honest? Yes I still have feelings for him, and I'm sorry,,, if I am, until now I still can't serve as, like, a wife" he said again while looking down and throwing it slowly, Fani knew she was very wrong because she could not forget the man, especially Fani also now has become a wife, there should be no other man in her life besides her husband

"Yes mas also know in your heart there must still be him, not mas do not want to help you, because I promised my parents to help you forget the man and build a house with you without a shadow of another man" Rayyan replied

"And if that's the case, don't worry, I'm not going to force it, I'm not going to do that with a woman who's still keeping her past man, hopefully I can hold on to who knows when" he explained

with a heart, a mouth speaks as if it were okay, but a heart cannot lie, that it wants it now after being together for a month, after all, who is a man who can withstand being with a beautiful woman who has an ideal tall body but does not want to be touched

"Why are you still asking that question?" Would you like to leave me who hasn't forgotten him?" Fani asked with pressure

"No, I won't leave you, but I asked like this because I thought how you could forget that guy, and you kept looking at his picture and still kept it on your phone"

"And you always stay at home especially in our room, you are reluctant to go out just on the terrace let alone mingle with other neighbors, he said, mas think with you want to change and mingle with them you can forget a little, but in fact until now you do not want to change, yes I know our marriage is only one month, but in fact, until now you have not wanted to change, I was stupid to expect you to forget so soon, I'm sorry if my question offended you" Rayyan got up and walked up and stood in front of the window, the sky also showed unusual weather as if it knew what they were feeling

"A, I, Iu, I'm sorry"

that's the only thing that comes out of the wife's lips

Yes honestly his heart ached to hear it, hearing the woman who little by little has disturbed his heart is still keeping other men in his heart

Not without reason Rayyan said that, because he often saw his wife looking at the photo of the negligent, and he also knew Fani still keep some photos on her mobile phone, just as Fani was in the bathroom, Rayyan accidentally glanced at his cellphone, took it and turned on the phone and there was clearly a photo of the man made a screen sever, then he shifted the button up but used the password, and then he swiped, then she tried to enter her wedding date but failed

Trying again to enter the date of birth Fani that he remembered from their marriage book, then failed again, had not cared but curiosity more dominating, and then failed again, he thought again and tried to enter the date of Fani and the man, he knew from the photo he had seen in the nightstand yesterday, behind the photo there was a date, month and year, he said, the photo only displays a pair of roses and sure enough as a result the phone was open, curious about what was inside, he also opened the gallery, there were some photos when they were still together

Rayyan was back in his manaruh fear Fani rushed out, he also smiled wryly as if this marriage was just playing

But he will not give up, he will continue to try so that his wife's heart will accept him as a legally and religiously legitimate husband

Rayyan turned to his wife and immediately hugged her, rubbed her back she tried to give in and understood the attitude of Fani who could not accept him fully

"The sorry one" he replied slowly

"We have slept" he said, wiping Fani's head

Just a nod that Fani did

And the couple went to sleep and this time there was no barrier between them, usually Fani always put a pillow bolster in the middle of them, but this time Fani did not do it

Rayyan smiled to see his wife no longer put a roll

Rayyan slept on her back, while Fani curled up to Rayyan

"Good sleep" said Rayyan to see the wife who had a dream first, she followed him

***

A bright morning as bright as Rayyan because remembering the wife last night, there was no pillow bolsters between them, do not forget they had done the obligation on the creator to perform the morning prayer

"Son Rayyan, Fani hasn't woken up yet?" Tanya Lusi the in-laws who saw her go down the stairs and into the kitchen made breakfast for the wife

they actually had a maid, but yesterday the permit came home because his mother was sick he said, so Rayyan made breakfast instead of his wife

"Not yet ma'am, that was Fani's morning prayer abis sleeping again, he said still sleepy" replied Rayyan turned her head and smiled

"The habit is a child, how later if you already have children" said Lusi "just let the mother who prepared, you sleep again there, later the mother called when it is ready" he said again

Huh huh? The kid? How will I have children, touched not yet

If her mother knew Fani had not served her husband, she would have been lectured by her mother two days and two nights

But Rayyan refused to tell him it was the disgrace of her family that no one should know except themselves

"Wake up, son?" Ask Revelation

"Yes sir" Rayyan replied

"Fani's not awake yet? How alone?"

"Not yet pack he said still sleepy so sleep again"

"Have dawn prayers?"

"Alhamdulillahh sir" he replied with a smile

"Your wife should not get used to sleeping again if at dawn, she is already a wife, should wake up first and prepare breakfast for you, the marriage period is one month but still so, he said, I'll have to say it"

the Revelation was not good to her daughter-in-law

"No, sir, Rayyan will remind me"

"You are very good son, it is not wrong that mother asks you to be a companion of Fani, may you be patient with your wife's behavior" said Wahyu again

"InshaaAllah sir" Rayyan replied with a nod

Yes because the usual bik Rumi the maid who always prepares it

Revelation also shouted to his wife to make another coffee for Rayyan

"When do you go to work, son?" Ask Revelation

"Tomorrow maybe sir, today I plan to take Fani road first"

"That's good, let Fani not just at home, I believe in you, you are a good and responsible husband" said Wahyu while rubbing Rayyan's shoulder

"Thank you sir, may your father's do'a be granted"

Lusi also ushered in coffee following a banana fried snack, then put it on the table to eat

"Thank you, ma'am" said Rayyan

"Same, it's breakfast is ready, want me to wake Fani did you bring her?" Lusi

"Let me alone ma'am" he replied

After drinking coffee Rayyan went to the kitchen to take food for Fani, her mother made fried chicken rice suwir Fani's favorite, not to forget also had prepared a warm drink, but also prepared a warm drink, yes Fani if you eat fried rice drink warm likes

Food was brought, then up the stairs and opened the door, at the sight of Fani still sleeping, then put food on the table on the right side of the bed

Rayyan approached him, and arrived,,,

Cup

A kiss landed on the wife's cheek

"It's pretty, but baby, I don't want to

I touched" he muttered with a smile

Rayyan sat on the edge of the bed, and began to wake her up

"Honey, wake up, it's noon" he whispered in Fani's ear

Fani blinked slowly, and looked handsome and white figure in front of him, adorable is not it? But that did not make Fani's heart melt

Fani was startled, at a glance looking down she sat down then backed away by taking a blanket to cover her body, yes the top dress she was wearing was a little open, she said, because the hood even goes up right on his neck and clearly his body is a little visible

"It's okay, I'm your husband" Rayyan said with a smile

"I'm sorry" Fani replied "what time is it?" He asked while glancing at the clock on the wall

"This bad luck" he said again because it had shown six hours and thirty minutes

"Where are you going?" Ask Rayyan

astonished, not usually Fani want to go out of the house, let alone this seems to be going far away, eating, watching, or,,,,

Rayyan is confused by Fani's attitude, as if not her