Beginning of the Compulsion
3. Trying to Change

"I,,, you're right, I should have changed, I should have tried, and last night I woke up while you were fast asleep, and then I saw the phone as it was on, my friend Nindy sent me a message asking me to accompany him to go somewhere" he explained at length

"Are you willing to accompany him?" Ask Rayyan

Fani nodded weakly

"And you didn't ask me for permission?" He said again

Fani kept quiet, she felt guilty because she immediately agreed to the request of her friend Nindy, so far she herself actually wanted to change but somehow as if the shadow of the former was always present in her head

"Where?"

"Just to the mall maybe" replied Fani

"Could it?? Not knowing where you're going, it's like you're hiding something from me"

"That was already told to go to the mall, Mas don't believe me?" Fani asked, looking at Rayyan

"It's not that, you know for yourself who Nindy is, she's a close friend of your ex Dio's" Rayyan replied, she knew a little about Dio, because she was looking for a friend

"So you think I'll meet him like that? With the excuse of going with my friend?" He's upset

"Why are you so upset? though I speak well you know" said Rayyan

"I'm sorry, you're the one who doesn't believe me, I thought last night I was going too far with you, refusing to serve and still thinking about her, I thought I would try to accept Nindy's offer to go just to accompany her to the mall, nothing more, and I said honestly mas" he said with a little up

Fani is actually a good person, but because love makes him like he is not himself, when he just has not accepted the fact that he has been cheated especially the affair of Dio's fellow friends, and it is very painful, and very painful, but she now wants to fulfill her husband's wishes as well as her parents' to be able to forget Dio

"I don't allow it" pressed Rayyan

"But mas?" Fani turned her head and was a little surprised by her husband's answer

"Don't you hear that?"

"Why? Not that I want to change, with me going out of the house, unlike yesterday who always wanted to be at home" said Fani

"Because you're forcing yourself"

"Don't you think changing has to be forced?"

"Yes right, but I want it from your heart"

"I don't understand the way your mind works" said Fani who immediately woke up and wanted to go to the bathroom, but his hand was blocked by Rayyan's hand

"Don't go"

"You're why the hell, let go of the mas" said Fani while trying to escape the hands of her husband

"Okay, okay, but I'm coming" Rayyan replied

"Huh? Coming along? Haduuhhh, the time comes when only nganter doang, whether he wants to hear the curses of girls, girls if the confide in length times wide height" said Fani in his heart

Fani also actually feels not free if her husband comes along, which is true, surely the movement is seen continue, like cctv only

"Why shut up, can I come, right?"

"How come, why come, you want to be a mosquito?"

"meaning?"

"Well, girls like to confide in"

"What murhat?" Rayyan asked who kept looking at him

"What is it"

"Wahhh likes to speak" said Rayyan with a soft tone with a smile

"Ihhh is not a gituu" Fani said as she moved her lips

"Because?"

"Yes the habit of girls is that, this vent confides it, already ah anyway what if you come with us"

"Yes want to be horrified by the curses of girls, you like to confide in what the hell if girls" replied Rayyan slightly smiling

"Male men are so yes, told not but even maksa" replied Fani

"And you don't like it when it's forced?" Rayyan asked withholding laughter seeing his wife misbehaving her question, because indeed the question leads to things that should not be discussed now, but it seems Fani understood the direction of the speaker

"No, I don't like it" replied Fani

"Do you understand what I mean?"

"Udah mas, from earlier chat continues, I do not want to be late" said Fani want to move to the bathroom

"Ehh, I haven't allowed lhoo"

"Terseraahhh" answered Fani turned her head, then rushed into the bathroom to clean up

"The woman is always right and the man must always be wrong" Rayyan said, shrugging her shoulders

"Geez I forgot to offer breakfast, it's cold" Rayyan said

Fani himself is finished and is dressed neatly, not forgetting the veil is attached to his face, makeup was already because he was wearing it also in the bathroom, not forgetting the veil was attached to his face, she was still embarrassed even if only to wear makeup in the room

Fani came out and saw her husband still sitting on the bed

Rayyan turned to him, she was fixated on the appearance of the wife, who was wearing a maroon tunic top, combined with subordinates of matching colored culott pants and then a milk-brown pashmina veil, very fitting for her, moreover, his wife wears anything compatible on his body

Fani regained consciousness with her husband's gaze, then approached him

"Mas, are you possessed?" Ask Fani

"Some of his looks are so great"

"I again thought, how lucky I am to have an angel as beautiful as this, but unfortunately not yet,,,,," Rayyan said hanging

"Not yet to be touched" replied Fani, either he did not know why dare to answer like that

"Now it's sensitive"

"Little"

"Ehhh I forgot your breakfast nawarin, it was already on the table from earlier, it may have been cold" said Rayyan while glancing at the food he brought

"That's for me? I already knew there was food there, but it wasn't for me"

"Why not"

"It's Males, who's upset with this and that question" Fani grumbled

"Well, it will be eaten no, it's the mother herself who cooked, make Rumi again go home he said

"Mother brought her here? duhh know dong that I'm still sleeping"

"No, it's me who brought it, I was also the one who wanted to make breakfast for you, but mother forbid he said the husband is not worthy, should be his wife" Rayyan replied honestly, saying, purposely so that his wife wants to change

"Part of it is normal that if you sleep again at dawn, your parents already know"

"I've had breakfast before, it's better than no breakfast"

Waiting for his wife to have breakfast, Rayyan's phone rang, she picked up the phone on the dresser, swiped the green button, and lifted it

"Hallo, Assalaamu'alaikum" Rayyan replied

"Can't be delayed? Ohh yasudah, okay" closed Rayyan did not forget to answer greetings from across the phone

Fani looks over and smiles, she knows what her husband is talking about, it must be about work, and that means her husband can't come along

"What's wrong?" Ask Fani

"Sorry, I can't come, there's business, but when you get there, don't forget to call me, and don't go home in the afternoon, let alone the night" Rayyan said

Lagian also had Rayyan wanted to invite Fani to just walk the road, but maybe even though Fani did not go she would cancel her intentions as well, because a job that is impossible to leave now

"Yess" he muttered

"What was that?" Rayyan asked because she heard little of what his wife said

"Don't you, are I allowed, right?"

"Yes, on those terms"

"Alright" replied Fani who had finished breakfast, then was ready to go

Rayyan was ready to leave after cleaning up

They also went out of the room simultaneously to the first floor, yes Fani's house is only two floors, two rooms below, and two rooms above, his house is located in a housing complex that is quite simple but elegant, but elegant, white paint blend of chocolate, a little look luxurious, the neighbors there like to play and gather in front of the gate of their house

"Where are you going?" Tanya Lusi, while her husband has left for work, she works in a famous factory in Jakarta, quite far from her home

"We want to go ma'am, I have business, and Fani has an appointment with her friend" Rayyan replied politely

"Since when you want to leave Fan's house, when it arrives, the mother becomes suspicious" asked Lusi by looking at her two children's eyes

"Mother is the same as Rayyan, bring suspicion mulu"

"Of course wonder, there is no wind there is no test"

"Same-in-law's daughter-in-law is the same" she replied in a slightly irritated tone, folding both her hands to her chest

"Yes I believe, but it's breakfast, right? Tomorrow mah should you make breakfast for your husband, the time must continue" said Lusi

"Yes motheru, we'll excuse us first, assalaamu'alaikum" said Fani then both kissed Lusi's hand and then walked open the exit and both of them boarded the car, because the gate had been opened before

The neighbors who played there were shocked to see Fani in the car because the windshield he did not close

They did not expect Fani to leave the house again after a long time not seen, they also greeted while waving their hands

Then the car went further, at a moderate speed

"Where down?" Rayyan asked in the car that had gone far enough

"At the bus stop near here"

"OK, but what's up to the mall?"

"Nindy said she'd use her car"

They finally stopped because they had reached the bus stop, Rayyan got off and immediately opened the door for Fani

"I go first, don't forget the phone" Rayyan said as she played a finger beside her ear hinting at the phone

"Yes"

"Assalamu'alaikum"

"Wa'alaikumsalam" replied Fani

"Huhhh was tired for a long time with her, nyerocoooss continued" said Fani annoyed that her husband had been riding in the car

Before long, his friend came, but he was carrying someone in his car