BLIND DATE
Chapters. 8

After ordering a coffee of each choice, we sit in the outdoor area instead of us anyway more precisely Iw the two humans to join together gw.

You are familiar with all his busyness with his girlfriend who can not be far from his laptop wherever he is.

This malem feels sad to accompany, it is comfortable to be anxious and indeed I choose a seat at the end that is not too rame .

"lu why "ask ka Irvan multiplying daydream gw

"No pp, why do you "get behind me, because I know what you want to ask him, he said, between these two humans, Irvan is the most in their person but the most attention if there is something different from gw, gw, sometimes horrified by the question he who ended up uncovering all who had been desperately I secret.

"You want to tell yourself what I'm looking for" threatened ka Irvan who slalu make gw glagapan

" again upset "my answer while laying my head on the table, yes mengingan honest with one man, because if not honest will be glare too and end worse.

"You know the story" he bargained and still mandangin gw, just a nod as a sign yes.

" you could be horrified ngak?, if you don't we find another bench" yes ka Irvan emang very sensitive guy deh, very lucky deh the girl who dapetin him original is not boong gw.

Not long ago you emerged from the toilet and sat back making out with his laptop.

"Tam gw to the bench there yes anyone would like to tell the same anid "ka tama who already understand the code from ka Irvanpun just thumbs up sign agree.

We also moved to the chair that was appointed by Irvan earlier, leaving the ka tama and laptop there.

"so how? "

And here I tell you the beginning of the meeting I'm the same as Rendy early to our decetan, which can be said very briefly, yes as short as saying hello hay and then ending said bye.

Ka Irvan is a good listener she listens to every word that comes out of my tiny lips without interrupting or blaming.

This vent session does not take long because basically new memories are created only need time to forget or even more exist.

Many times I listen to the advice of Irvan ka do not like the fire if you do not like the same heat, do not deketin him if you do not like the same farewell.

ka Irvan has always been wise in everything, both work and of course as a sister like today, his advice I need to hear so as not to be wrong again although in the end it often repeats.And ka Irvan is not bosen-bosenya be a place to confide gw.

After finishing with the chat session we samperin ka tam table that is still cool with the laptop.

The clock has shown at 9 pm and it's time for me to go home, free of charge I keep the male clock still happening in my life.

Yes for a moment you can forget the things that stuck in your heart, because of the role of the people around you, but it will reappear when you are alone.

Ka Irvan same you have gone home a few minutes ago, and now I live alone sitting in the parking lot of the motorbike, which has begun to be quiet.

Rather than in the end of the breakup meningan gw back home, so that it can be while lying down crying, if still diem here afraid of tar if you want to cry can not fall.

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After arriving home can finally roll beloved,

If the malem likes to be packed and bengong itself not really, while natep ceiling room.

Thinking about such a life, do not know this I am less trying or yes it is quite so.

Like to think that sometimes people are not very useful for others, like to trouble them.

Not able to be happyin both parents, not yet can also manifest their will.

Actually their will is simple Seeing his son Married but honestly for now I am not ready for it.

There are still many things that I want to do, without having a sacred commitment with someone.

For now they are still resistant to all the reasons I love, but there will certainly be a time they are sick of all the reasons I give, sometimes I like to be afraid if the time comes.

well but hopefully still a long time, let me also still have time to rejoice them without having to get married first.

Dah dizzy brain, want to rest so that tomorrow can walk again the same someone who can make forget the same ka Rendy.

do not ask who I also do not know the person we are looking for on Instagram tomorrow.

Ok, sleep and good night.